So, a little background before you read in case you don't get it.

Adrien- Adrien is a vampire and boyfriend of Kristina. I'll give a description in later chapters, but if anyone is an anime freak and watches Vampire Knight, he kind of looks like Kaname, but with black hair (especially when Kaname's eyes go red). If you have no idea what I'm talking about, shoulder length-ish black hair that hangs in his eyes (but there's no full out heavy bangs). Other than that, regular vampire-esque traits; red eyes, pale, lanky yet ripped.

Kristina- Kristina is human, and no, she has no idea of the vampire world. Just your average human teen girl that happens to go out with a vampire. And no, she's nothing like Bella. Her and Adrien's relationship is NOT the fall-in-love-at-first-sight kind of thing. It's not all mushy, and not quite the I'd-die-for-you thing, yet. I think Adrien is more in love with Kristina than she is with him, but I'll get to that later. Kristina, though she may seem an angsty wreck, she's a confused type of character, so her emotions are kind of difficult.

Christophe- Christophe is Adrien's real brother and the one that made him into a vampire. He's kind of minor, so he's not a big role. Just someone that Adrien looks to for guidance. Side note, they're French, so that explains their names…

And there is not going to be tons of BellaxEdward or anything like that. The Cullens do come in, but this story is strictly AdrienxKristina centric. It may seem over dramatic or slow at some points, but if you have questions, PM me or ask in a reply. This story has been in my head forever now and I worked hard to get it on paper, so enjoy!!!

Disclaimer: I only own Adrien, Kristina, Christophe and any other random characters mentioned that aren't in Twilight. Everything else is Stephenie Meyer's.

Quote for entire story:

"With the venomous kiss you gave me

I'm killing loneliness

With the warmth of your arms you saved me

I'm killing loneliness with you"

~ "Killing Loneliness" by HIM

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Chapter 1- Accidents Happen

"You feel suicide

I know you're dying to get out

But it's in you deep inside

Do you feel it in your veins

The poison rushing through

But you can't see it in your heart

I'm still there for you"

~ "Disco" by Metro Station

The rain became heavier as it emerged the entire house in repetitive thuds.

"Stop doing this, it's stupid." I said to break the tense silence between me and the beautiful, yet troubled red haired girl beside me.

"Why should I, Adrien? Why do you even care?" she snapped back.

"Kristina, please. Why do I care? One, because what you're doing to yourself is stupid and dangerous. Two, you came to me with this problem. And three, I automatically care about you, no matter what it is."

I was getting frustrated with this situation. There we were, me and my girl of five months, sitting alone in my room, attempting to discuss her habit of self mutilation. Her foolish, reckless, out right moronic habit of cutting herself. She had come to me hours after dark, soaked from rain and sobbing. After I managed to get her to calm down, she managed to choke out words and show me the reason she was here.

Although I imagined she wanted to talk about it, she had barely said a word. As we sat there in continuous silence, she began to cry again. First, only a few tears fell, but it became a storm of emotions as she cursed at herself.

"Goddamn! I come here thinking you're the one person I can talk to about this, and I can't even say a single mother fucking word!" Kristina buried her face in her hands and shook slightly as the emotions came on.

God this was hard, to control myself and be there for her all at once. Why did she have to choose something that made her bleed? Why did it have to smell so good? No! I could not, must not, think about her that way. She wasn't a meal, she was something a universe away than that. She was amazing, striking, the best thing that had happened to me in decades. Yet, I had been irresponsible as well. It had been almost a week since I had last fed and with Kristina's scars still fresh enough to be bright red, the scent lured me in to do the unthinkable.

"You don't have to be alone in this, you know." I whispered as genuinely as I could as I wrapped my arms around her and just let her cry on my shoulder. In all the years I had lived, psychologist was never on my resume, but I was always there to listen.

"Does anyone else know?"

A barely audible "no" came from her lips.

I was quiet for a moment, then asked, "How long have been…cutting yourself?' The last words were hard to say.

There was hesitation, then she weakly replied, "About three weeks…not long after graduation."

This felt even worse. When senior year finally ended with us being handed our diplomas, she had seemed so happy. Her depressed mood that she now wore was the last thing I would expect. Was all the enthusiasm just show?

"I just don't understand why, Kristina. What could possibly have made you do this?"

At this she pulled away from me, half dried tears still streaked down her cheeks. She gave a harsh laugh. "Why. That's all people ask, why." Her voice dripped with dark sarcasm.

"There has to be some reason you're doing this. School? Family? You cannot be suicidal-"

"Don't you dare say that, Adrien." She nearly spat the words like venom as she pulled farther away to look me dead in the eye. "I am not, I repeat, not going to kill myself. I have not, nor will I plan to do so."

"I'm sorry. That was out of line…" I muttered in apology.

"Damn right it was," Kristina breathed. Another moment's silence passed.

"Honestly, I don't really know why I do it." This time, her tone was softer. "This probably makes no sense, but…I guess it just dulls the pain. The pain inside I mean. I know, what pain? I can't really explain it though…this" she gestured to her arm. "This is relief."

"Kristina," I said her name, not quite knowing what other words would fit. She had never looked so vulnerable before, so…open. It was like a lost child looking in from the outside, just wanting comfort…

Screw self control, screw the faint burning sensation that was creeping up my throat. Whatever happened happened.

Kristina barely gasped my name as I pulled her close and pressed my lips to hers. If only she wasn't human, moments like this could go on forever, non stop. Yet, as always, there were physical limits and the bothersome need for oxygen. The feeling of sadness that clouded her before quickly disappeared and her actions became more urgent. Our hands became entangled in each others hair. We leaned back against the unnecessary bed (which didn't seem so useless anymore), her small body pinned beneath mine. Usually, it would never have gotten this far, but boundaries were far from my mind now.

Why did she have to be human? Why did Kristina have to be so intoxicating…I thought I was over this temptation, at least with her. My senses became more acute as the thirst crept up from where I stashed it down, searing. I left her lips and moved down her jaw to her throat. My human side all but left me. Blood pulsed beneath the skin under my lips, strengthened by Kristina's erratic heartbeat. This was too much, way too much. I should pull away, do something to get away…but where's the fun in that? My grip on her shoulders tightened as I contemplated. Just one bite, then sweet blood…No! I couldn't, I shouldn't….But it was right there…

"I'm sorry."

I wasn't sure if the words even came out as my teeth sank in.

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So there's the first chapter. I'm still in the process of writing the story, but I'll have more up soon. Please review and say what you like or don't like. I don't think it's that horrible to receive flames, but if you're a hater, go ahead. Hope you liked it and remember…REVIEW!! :)

Lilli