this is the second and the left chapter of this story. i hope you like it and that you liked the first one.
I don't own anything except for Sarah character!
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ohh and thank again BadassGenius, my betareader :)
and i suggest you to listen to "how to save a life" reading the "Friday" ;).. maybe the refrain ;)
"Morning guys."
"Morning"
"Kitten I need to talk to you" the Captain said.
"Ok"
"Bizzy left written that you have to hold a speech for her."
"Oh."
"I know it will be hard, but you're strong enough"
"I'll try"
Derek asked "Where is Sarah?"
"She is probably still sleeping" Naomi replied, unsure.
"If I know Sarah, she doesn't sleep so long. I'm going to seek her." Amelia said.
Amelia knocked on Sarah's door.
"Sarah, are you awake?"
She found Sarah sitting on a chair in front of the mirror.
"Hey, Amy"
"How are you?"
"I'm empty"
"I understand your feelings."
"I know." She stared into space.
"It's hard, but you need to eat something and go out"
"I'm not going to eat."
"Take a coffee"
"No, thanks"
"What are you worried about now?"
"I don't know which necklace I should wear."
"Oh,"
"I like this one. But Bizzy has always preferred the other one."
"Oh, what if you chose a third one?"
"You're a genius"
"Are you coming downstairs alone?"
"Yes."
Addison got into the room "Oh, Amelia. You're here. Can I talk to Sarah alone?"
"Sure. See you later."
"Sarah, are you ready?"
"Not yet."
"Ok, can I help you?"
"No. I'm coming downstairs in a minute"
"Ok"
The Montgomerys were ready to go. Addison and Sarah wore fur. They were very chic to honour their mother.
CHURCH
The priest said "Now, Her daughter wants to have a speech"
Addison hesitated, Derek shook her hands and she went to the pulpit. She made a wonderful speech. It was hard. But the support of Derek made her succeed. How Bizzy would have wanted.
Sarah stared into space. She looked destroyed.
HOME
Friends and relatives joined the Montgomerys' home.
"Sarah, where are you going?" Addison asked, concerned.
"I'm going to Bizzy"
"Do you want me to come?"
"No, I'd like to be alone"
"Ok."
Sarah got into the room where Bizzy's black coffin was.
"Mum, yes I want to call you mum. You have never allowed me to do it. My first word was Bizzy. I need you. You cannot just die." she started wiping, in a desperate way. She hyperventilated.
Archer got into the room.
"Hey hey, Sarah. Come here" he strongly hugged his sister. "Calm down"
"Archer, I, I miss her. She died, Bizzy died.. I can't, she's my mother, Bizzy"
"Hey," he tried to calm her sister down. He hugged her more strongly than before "Now, breath. You need to breath"
"She died" she cried, little bit calmer than before "Archy, she died. I want to hug her" she furiously tried to hug her mother, but Archer kept her strongly.
"Why don't we go upstairs?"
"No I don't want to let her alone"
"Ok, but I'll be here. With you"
"Ok, thanks"
LIVING ROOM
"Hey Amy have you seen Addison?"
"She went upstairs looking for Sarah"
"Thanks"
UPSTAIRS
"Hey honey, what are you doing here?"
"I'm thinking."
"What about?"
"Susan. I don't know where to put her."
"Oh, what if you put her near Bizzy?"
"I've already thought it. But no one has to know it.."
"Sure"
"Have you seen Sarah?"
"No, honey"
"Ok, let's go downstairs. But I need a strong hug"
"Sure" he strongly hugged her, and kissed her forehead.
Everyone left the home. Addison's friends would have left the day after. But they were already sleeping.
Addison was worried about her siblings. She thought probably they are fucking drunk now. She went inside Bizzy's coffin room.
She found her siblings sitting on the floor. Sarah had all the make-up smudged. They were laughing.
"Hey, you, what are you doing here? I was looking for you."
"I wanted to stay here, I'm tired of people" Sarah replied.
"You're right. I've an idea. Wait here for me"
After 10 minutes Addison came back with a big box of ice-cream, marshmallow and cookies.
"When is the last time you ate, Sarah? You're slimmer"
"Well, you called me on Tuesday, I hadn't eaten yet, and I hadn't had lunch that day. So more than 3 days"
Archer approved "Well, ice-cream, cookies and marshmallow. The best mix ever"
"Why were you laughing?"
"Do you remember when we had that party here? And Bizzy came back one day before? She found Naomi vomiting on her Persian carpet!"
"Yeah, it was funny. But I didn't see that scene. Why?"
"You were with Derek in the outbuilding"
"Oh, yes"
"She would be happy to know that you're again with Derek"
"Who-?"
"Do you think your sister is stupid?"
"No, but-"
"I see how he looks at you, and how you look at him"
The three of them spent the night on the floor, together. Laughing.
FRIDAY – Cemetery
It was one of the coldest winter in New Heaven.
"Bizzy has always preferred winter." Sarah said with a devastated stare.
"Yes." Addison replied, trying to hold her sister's hand. She knew that Sarah was different. She knew how to hide emotions, she had spent lots of time with Bizzy. But this time she couldn't hide it. She just didn't cry in front of other people, but she looked devastated.
When the priest pronounced "May she rest in pace" and Bizzy's coffin was going down into the pit, the Montgomerys showed their emotions for the first time.
Sarah started crying like a crazy. Archer cried. The Captain sobbed. Addison felt the need to be hugged, she went next to Derek and started crying on his shoulder.
HOME
Once they came back home, Sarah was in the kitchen drinking Gin.
Amelia went there.
"Hey"
"Hey"
"Do you want some Gin?"
"No thanks. I don't want to tell you what you should do, but maybe you should stop drinking"
"I know, but if I don't drink I don't know what to do. Maybe in your family people are normal and they cry, but in mine... in my family, we drink."
"Oh"
"I miss Bizzy"
"It's normal"
"Oh, I just don't know what to do now."
"I'm sorry for you. Anything you need, just tell me."
"Have you seen Archer?"
"He went outside"
"Thanks"
She wore a coat and got out.
"It's cold outside"
"I know, but I'm drinking and it makes me warm"
"Give me some scotch"
"Sure. So... Bizzy died"
"Yes."
"Do you know how?"
"Not exactly, aneurysm?"
"Maybe"
"Our mum died and we don't know how... it sucks"
"She wasn't our mum, she was Bizzy"
"True"
In the meanwhile Addison reached them.
"Hey you... what are you doing here?"
"Thinking"
Addison sat near them.
"How did Bizzy die?"
"Oh, ok. I'll say. She… She killed her self."
"What?"
"Yes, with pills"
"Oh" Archer said
"It's all my fault... if I had gone there, I would have spent the night with her and she wouldn't have died" Sarah cried
"No, no Sarah. She wanted to stay alone."
"Oh, well I'm going inside"
SARAH'S BEDROOM
She sat on the bed, looking at the bottle of pills on the bedside.
She was thinking to do the same thing that Bizzy did.
She ate one, then another one. But when she had to take the third pill, she ran into the bathroom and vomited the pills.
Amelia was worried about Sarah and got into the room, she saw Sarah vomiting destroyed.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
"I wanted to kill myself. But then I gave up. I'm not weak. I'm strong. I'm not going to do it."
"I'll call Addison"
"No, please. Don't do it."
"Ok, but I'll stay with you tonight."
"Oh yes. Please."
ADDISON'S BED ROOM
Addison said "Derek, please don't die. Not before than me. Please."
"Honey, don't think about it now."
"If you die before than me, I'll kill you" she said laughing
"Ok, honey."
"I love you"
"I love you too"
Addison voice-over : It was an hard week. Well Bizzy, now I can tell you I LOVE YOU MUM.
i hope you liked it.
THURSDAY New Heavens
