Patty immediately screamed Shrek. Luke and Jason laughed for a while. "What's so funny," I asked.

"Nothing," Jason said. I was quizzical but we watched Shrek. I sat by Jason, Anna sat by Luke, Maria sat by patty, but yet Emma and Christian sat alone. At the end of the movie each boy looked at one of us and said, "It's all ogre now." Our eyes went really wide.

"We should go to bed," Maria said.

"Yes," I agreed. I got up, "Bye guys." We left and went to bed.


The Next Day


I got no sleep. I was up all night editing a Minecraft video for YouTube. Yep little do my friends know I have a YouTube channel. I uploaded it then went and woke up my friends.

"I'm making eggs," I said unenthusiastically and with a yawn. Emma was still sat in her room listening to sad music like How to Save a Life. She has some mental issues such as depression and OCD. It's kind of taken over her life. Anna looked at me quizzically.

"What were you doing last night," she asked in her slight Irish accent. Her family is mainly Irish. I couldn't get Maria out of bed this morning. You could hear her music from miles away.

"Sleeping," I lied then served us both eggs. I sat down and ate them as well as Anna.


*Emma's POV*


I was sat listening to my music but all I could hear was Maria's rock music. So I decided to go down stairs. I saw Anna and Sam eating eggs. I scrunched up my nose at the sight, I'm a vegan. I sat on the couch and thought about who I am and who people see me as. I am me. The one and only me. To people I'm shy. I have startling blue eyes. I have bleached white hair. That's not who I really am. I am who people don't see my as.I do odd stuff like that and my friends don't care. To me I am a music junkie. To me I am beautiful. I say stuff like that. It's what the doctors all tell me to do.

I got bored of just sitting there so I went outside with my phone and some headphones. I ran off into the woods and climbed a tree then listened to music. Later that day I felt the tree rustling. I freaked out to see Jason.

"That's not funny," I almost screamed.

"Sorry," He said. "Whatch'a listening to?"

"Music..."

"Like what?"

"How to Save a Life and Adam's Song. Now can you leave me alone please."

"Can I listen to Adam's song? I've never heard it."

I took out my headphones and put on the video with the actually suicide letter.

"Happy?"

"Why not listen to happy songs?"

"I don't want to."

"Okay, I'll have to find another tree," he was about to go down but stopped, "But first, let me see your wrists."

"No!"

"Look I used to, too. Please try to stop." I pulled up my sleeves to show him.

"You don't know what I'm going through so don't try to understand," I said, frustrated.

"Come to my house and we can talk about it. Please."

"Fine." We climbed down the tree and started out of the forest