'thoughts'/ dream

"dream with words"

"flashback on dream with words"

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Sakura's Dream

Sakura was walking home from school with her mother holding her hand beside her. Sakura looked up at her and smiled.

"Hey mommy?" her mother looked at her and smiled back.

"Yes Sakura-chan?" Sakura giggled.

"Can you sing me a lullaby tonight?!" her mother nodded and chuckled.

"sure hun! I have a new lullaby for you tonight! You won't understand the words though, but its very relaxing!"

later that night

Sakura ran to her room. Her mom was coming up to tuck her in and sing the lullaby to her. Soon enough, her Mom walked in wearing her night gown.

"YAY!!" Sakura yelled as she jumped around on her bed. Her mother smiled.

"Alright Sakura, you have to go to bed now! I need to go to bed too you know!" Sakura stopped jumping and got uner her covers and held her small blue and pink teddy bear. Her mother sat beside her on her bed.

"alright, now close your eyes..." Sakura did as she was told. Suddenly, her mom began the lullaby. Her mother was right. But it didn't matter. The sound that came from her mother's mouth made her happy. It almost sounded like a chant. But she ignored it and she began to drift off to sleep. Her mother placed her hands on her back and she felt a warm sensation go down her back and fill her body. Soon, the lullaby ended and her mother kissed her goodnight.

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"HAHAHA! hey forehead-girl, you better hope they have some kind of medicine to help that huge forehead of your shrink!!" a cruel laugh erupted from the group as one kid flicked her forehead.

"HAHA! YEA! watch her cry!! awwww you want you mommy forehead-girl?! Well she can't help you! Sh'es too bust being angry at God for such an UGLY child!!"

The little Sakura looked at these kids, dumbstruck and horrified.

What had she done..? Did she ever do anything to hurt them? Wat is something she ever said to them? No. Her mother told her something once...about why she was bullied.

"B-but Mama! I can't go! What if they hurt me again?! I'm scared of t-them..." her mother looked at her sympathetically and gave her a huge hug.

"Sakura, these kids don't bully you for the fun of it. They do it because they are jealous of something you have or the way you look and they'll find any of your flaws and tell you them to make you feel bad!!" Sakura looked at her mother and looked away slightly ashamed.

"Mama...I don't think your right..." Her mother looked at her carefully. "I mean, how could kids become so rude and horrible at such a young age! it's MADNESS!!" her mother chuckled and smiled.

"Hehehe... now you can blame THAT on the parents! Those kids just weren't brought up the right way! They were taught to lie and cheat and to do bad things to get what they want! They does this because their parents enforce it or their parents do that themselves!" Sakura nodded knowingly.

"Did you bring me up the right way Mommy?" Sakura asked looking at her mother innocently. Her mother smiled and placed a handon her head.

"yes. Because I never taught you to lie or cheat or to be mean, because i've never done that myself! I've never lied to you or one anything to hurt you Sakura! And if I do...well then god almighty smite me!!" she said laughing and Sakura joined with a giggle of her own.

Sakura awoke with a jolt. Sweat mixed with tears as they fell down her cheeks and back, her bed and pillow soaked.

'whoa...where did those memories come from...' Sakura just shook it off and got up slowly and walkes to the bathroom where she just washed her face. She walked back into her room and looked at her clock,

'5:35...hmmmm..i have to preserve my energy for the mission...so what else is there that i can do...?' Sakura looked around for something to do. With no luck she sighed and sat on her bed, thinking of the dream.

'hmmm...I haven't dreamt about my mom in awhile..could it be because of the mission? What if she's trying to tell me something...?' Sakura's face scrunched into a sour look as she turned to her side and scoffed softly to herself.

'che...what am i thinking?! Mom trying to tell me something?! Dead people can't do that...' Sakura's eyes softened as she looked at the picture on her night stand with her and her mom standing next to eachother smiling

I've never done that myself! I've never lied to you or one anything to hurt you Sakura! And if I do...well then god almighty smite me!!" she said laughing and Sakura joined with a giggle of her own.

Then it hit her.

Her mother lied.