Disclamier: I Dont Own Anything Not Even The Computers I Use

Languages:

French*


_Chapter Two: Thinking She's Evil_

"What's been going on?" I hear her asked me from behind.

I turned and watched as she sat on my bed, watching me silently, telling me she's not leaving till I talk. I looked down for a bit and listened to her sigh

"How was France?" I said softly, trying to change the topic. I looked out the window avoiding her stare.

"Ryo has been telling me everything Serenity, what has been going on these past 3 years?" She said ignoring my attempt to save myself.

'Ryo' I thought disgusted. 'Of course, that rat, just cause he's older by 9 years.'

Ryo was the oldest. He was able to do anything he wanted, though he never did anything unless she asked him to. I sighed and looked at her, this was the first time in 3 years since I saw her. I wanted to run in her arms and cry but I knew I had to be strong the others would never forgive me. I watched as she ran her hands through her black and blonde locks, how her eyes still had that look of sadness in them, she looked so tired. I watched as she breathes and started to talk again.

"Serenity, you don't have to talk to me, or even like me for that matter, but the fact is the fact. No matter how hard it is for you to believe everything I did was for you and for everyone like you." She said staring at me with a tired look. She sighed.

"May I go to bed? I do have to go to school in the morning." I said wishing I could just ask her to stay. I never slept right not since she left but I am a big girl now I can protect myself.

"I see while okay then, but sooner or later you'll have to talk to me, Goodnight Mon Petite Ange*." She said not before leaving me a kiss on the crown of my head. I sat there a while and then I decided to go talk to Ryo.

I went to look for him and found him in the living room with everyone she had so called 'saved' inside doing homework or other things, in all we were 18 with Ryo and Mistress Rika being our 19 and 20th. I went up to him. He saw me coming then put down the book he was reading.

"What the matter now Sin?" he asked annoyed.

"Your such a rat Ryo I can't believe you told on me." I said angrily

"Oh come on, Sin lighten up. If I didn't tell her then she'd murder me." He laughed. I stared at him long and hard.

"Well she is a murder." He stopped laughing then stared at me flushed. He thought I hated her, everyone though I hated her, that I blamed her for my problems. That I purposely got in trouble, just to see her hurt, but what they didn't know was why she put up with it for, many dismissed it as her blaming herself, many say that I was right and it was her fault we were here in the first place, Many just kept telling her to throw us out on the streets or give us to the orphanages, she never listened to them. When she left, I got worst. What they don't know is that I never hated her I just wanted her to pay more attention to me, I wanted her back home to sing me to sleep. To make the bad dreams go away, but even I wasn't brave enough to tell her that.

"You don't know anything Serenity." He said in a low whisper. I flinched, he never called me my full name unless it came to me pushing the limits, and even then it was only when her name was brought up in vain.

"Why Ryo? Why is it that you stand by her, defend her?" I started angrily "Why do you forgive her so easily? Do you honestly like her? After everything she's done to us? After everything she TOOK from us? She is the reason we have no families, no parents." I started crying then I whispered. "She killed them for no reason."

Then Ryo slapped me. By now everyone was watching and listening to us. Even the younger kids and the guards were watching our exchange. They heard every word I had said.

"Listen to me Serenity, because I'll only say this once. I stand by her because she saved me from the same thing were all were almost put through. I defend her because she is the reason we are safe at night. I forgive her because I know what she did for all of us. No I don't like her; I love her, I would die protecting her, just like she'd die for all of us. The only thing she's has ever done to us is protect innocent children from evil. Every child in here never had a family, even you. You can hate and detest her all you want, no one blames you cause you to young to know what your parents were really like. Here we are treated with respect. To me she is my angel, but if you want a better understanding you can ask Rika. She's been with her since they were children." He yelled angrily.

I stared in complete hatred I wanted to be as brave as him I wanted to say I needed her more then him. Then it happened

"Well, if I may intrude on this conversation, why is everyone still awake, the children should be in bed dreaming right now."

The room felt like it was closing up around me. 'h-how long has she been in here?' I thought. I grew scared, what if she heard me call her a murderer, but as I look at Ryo he looked even more scared then I felt

"Well are we just going to stand here or are we going to get to bed? Oh Ryo, stay a while longer I need to speak to you privately" She said

"Y-yes Zoƫ." he said choking.

I left the room by not before passing her, she stared straight passed me at Ryo with a disapproving gaze.

"Yes Serenity did you need something?" She said finally noticing I was staring at her, she never called me that before she must be angry, I looked away and nodded, then left but not to my room instead blending into the shadow to listen through the crack I purposely left open

"Ryo, what have you done?" She whispered softly. I watched through the crack. I watched as she sat on the couch and he followed like a lost puppy.

"Ryo, she is only a child." I watched as Ryo sat down and laid his head on her lap. I never saw Ryo act as helpless as he did then in her arms

"She was being disrespectful." He whispered into her neck.

"Hush, next time just let her. She just wants someone to blame right now, she'll turn to me. They always do. You just have to let it take its course and let them find their own way. Let her figure it out on her own." She said softly, while stroking Ryo's hair.

"Zoe?" He said, "Did you find that other group?"

"I may have, but we will have to check with Henry to be sure." she said tiredly.

I left after that not wanting to listen anymore. I started thinking about everything; I was five the first time I woke up here. I remembered the first time I asked her why I was here; she answered mine with another question. I asked her the same question for 3 years, always catching her leaving. Then I thought about it for a long time I barely ever see lady since I turned 8 last year, and then I recalled she was called away to France for a while. When she came back two months ago, all the younger kids were happy, some of the older ones were to. Then again some including her were just plain angry with her for everything. I turned and walked down the hall silently.

"Why?"


Wow Interesting turn of events no?

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