I knawed at my lip as Edward and Charlisle were up in his study, you could hear yelling from all the way down stairs, on the third floor. This was such a huge mistake, I ran away from this town seven years ago when I was eighteen years old. I should have never come back, I should have stayed dead to these people. I should have never let Gabriel talk me into coming back. I sighed and looked over at Esme with my son, and smiled. She had the most pleasant look on her face while he just laughed at whatever she was showing him on the computer. Probably old pictures of us kids when we were younger.
"She hasnt looked this happy since Emmett got married. She has really missed you Bells." I sighed and looked over at Alice.
"I know." She looked at me foe a second.
"He will get over this Bell, its a shock. Hell I almost smacked you in the face. Look Bella he loved you, he thought you two would be together for ever. He hasnt loved anyone since you left. Sure hes had a girl friend here and there, but he never really commited to them." She paused for a second, looking down at her hands. "He does have someone though, her name is Tanya. They've been together two years now. They uh-" She paused again looked over at Esme who was looking at us. "They just got engaged." I took in a deep breath. I could feel the tears coming.
Even though I left, I had always loved him. I never dated, never even looked at a guy. A tear rolled down my cheek but I quickly whiped it away. I started to nod my head. "I never expected him to wait for me or anything. I knew he would find someone who was just perfect for him. He deserves to be happy." I sighed.
"Hey, its ok. You have us now, and this time I will not allow you to run away. Oh just wait til I tell Emmett!" She squeled and pulled her cell out. I couldnt help but laugh. Thats when I heard a door slam open.
"HEY MOM ROSIE AND I ARE HERE!" I heard none other than Emmett Cullen yell through the house. Alice jumped up and ran for the hallway. I heard whispering, a little umph and foot steps run for the kitchen. All of a sudden I was being picked up out of the stool and being twirled around. "MY BELLY BEAN YOUR BACK! Where the hell have you been?" He asked setting me down on my feet, I couldnt help but laugh.
"Language Emmett Cullen." Esme chistised. I couldnt help but laugh again.
"Sorry mom, well belly." I rolled my eyes.
"Ive been away. I actually want you to meet someone." Gabriel walked over to me with a little worry on his face. I didnt blame him especially the reaction Edward gave him. "Em this is Gabriel Anthony Swan. Your nephew." I looked at me then to him then back to me then to his mom then back to Gabe. A huge smile grew on his face. He grabbed Gabe up and swung him around.
"Welcome my dearest nephew of mine. Its so nice to meet you. I am uncle Emmett but you can call me awesome Em if you would like." Thats when Alice came in with a very pregnant Rosealie. Alice frogot to mention that one. She walked up to me with a hand raised. I was ready for it then she pulled me into her embrace.
"Welcome home. Its been hell without you." She whispered. I pulled back and smiled at her.
A loud bang interupted all the small talk and Charlisles voice. "Edward Cullen get back here I am not through with you."
"Yea well I am done talking." He yelled back stopping down the stairs. I walked to the entrance of the kitchen to stop him.
"Edward." I said as he started to pass me.
"Dont." Was his reply as he walked out the house slamming the door behind him. Thats when I felt the tears start to run down my face. I dont know who it was and at the moment I didnt care but someone came up behind me and held me. I knew this was going to be hard and I knew no one would be to happy with me at first, but I didnt know it would be this hard, I didnt think he would walk out the door without even yelling at me or anything. Back when were younger you knew when he was really pissed, when he didnt even speak. When he would just walk off.
After awhile I went to the bathroom whiped my face and went to search for Alice. Her Rose and Emse were in the kitchen starting dinner while the boys were outside with Gabe playing ball. "Hey I know this is alot to ask and I can bring him over to my parents if its to much but I was wondering if-" Alice cut me off before I could finish.
"Go to him." Was all she said with a smile on her face. I smiled nodded and headed for the door. No matter how mad he was I could always find him at this spot. No one else knew of it, he never showed anyone else. It was actually our first date.
I jumped into my car and headed for the border of Forks. My gut was in knots as I passed the high school, the old diner, and the hospital. I tried to take deep breaths, I thought I was ready to speak to him alone, but now out in the middle of no where and his dad not there to buffer what he was trying to say I was scared. Edward never layed a hand on me or any woman for that matter and he rarely raised his voice. It was the way he was so calm so collected with his thoughts and his words, its scary.
I pulled up to his black Lexus and jumped out of the car. I took a deep breath and headed down the trail for me way back when we first started to date, because he knew I'd get lost if I tried to do it by memory I would be lost for hours in the woods. I smiled at the memory of him telling me not to leave the trail the he didnt feel like running around the woods looking for my ass.
I got to the end of the trail and in the clearing stood the one man who stole my heart and would never give it back. Hes the only one who will ever touch me like he has. I loved him back then and just seeing him standing here now I still do. I took another deep breath and started to walk towards him. Once I got about a foot to him I stoped. I waited for him to say something and it felt like hours before he did. When he did he turned faceing me with pain in his eyes, pain that I put there. I sucked in a breath.
"Leave." Was his first words he said to me.
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