~~~~~Chapter 1~~~~~

I feel the exterier of my window planing my second attempt to excape this dreaded life.I slowly climb out of my musky room and out into the misty outside.I looked down at the weed enfested ground two stroies below before i jump.Do i really want to risk this again?That thought kept going through my head over and over again.I take a deep breath and jump.I land on my bare feet.I look behind me at the mansion that treated me like a I leave I take a shard of glass that was on the ground and keep ahold of it.I stand myself and start to run in the dead of night.I run on the dirt roads of England until I stop exasughted.I finally fall out of breath and stay down."What am i thinking...why did I do this again?"I say to myself still in a daze.I look up and see a grand mansion with a gate for out-siders to stay out.I look to the left of the main gate and there was a sign that said "Wammys Orpanage".I hear a door close and look at the entrance to the mansion.I see a gray haired man carrying a umbrella.I didnt even relize it was raining untill a couple drops of rain fell on my head.I noticed the man was now at the gate looking at me.I met his gaze, it was full of intrest."Young lady?" he asked."Y-yes?"i answed my voice cracking."Please come in dear,I will take care of you"said the man as he was unlocking the gate to allow me to enter.I slowly get on my feet and noticed my white dress was covered in mud.I walk over to the walked me over to the door."Now miss, whats your name?".He asked"Im Watari by the way".I look at him and hesistate to say my name."My name is Cin-"."oh wonderful you shall be C"Watari opened the door and a big wave of warmth blew in my ligthly pushed me carpet on my bare feet sligtly tickled.I didnt relize I was being wacthed by curious eyes until I looked up."Good evening children,we have a new recrute...you shall address her as C"said watari to the children of 5 the same age as me 8 or close to it at least.A white haired boy walk twards me and took my hand and pulled me into a room with a bed in let go of my hand and threw a shirt,that looked like the one he was wearing and a pair of blue jeans that i recalled a differt boy was wearing."Here...change into thease".said the white-haired left me in the room to a couple mintues I came out in the clothes I was clothes were a little big for my slim body so i had to roll the sleaves up and tie a knot in the jeans around my waist so they whouln't fall down.I retraced my steps so I whould be in the room I entered was sitting in a seat with all the children sitting on the floor in werid styles.I sat on the floor idain style and tried to make myself as unnoticeable as possible,unfortunatly Watari told all the boys to introduce themselves to same white haired boy stood up before me."Hello im Near".said the white haired to him a blonde stood up chewing on a choclate bar."Hey im Mello"said the had to make a red haired boy pause his video game so he chould introduce himself."Hiya im Matt".said the red was two black haired of them was looking at me with courious other was looking at me with longing first stood up."Im B".said the second boy said nothing his eyes changed from longing to hateful eyes in a split second."Hes L by the way"said B.I was still stuned by why he would look at me with such hate so quickly."C you will be rooming with L"said Watari.Yeah pick the guy that hates me.I sighed.L stood up and took my hand and made me follow him."Its bedtime..."L voice was full of stoped at a room with the letter L on opened the door for me and I walked into the was two beds both of them had black sheets and white pillows.L went to a bed and pulled the sheets over himself.I did the same but in the other hours pass but I chouldnt sleep.I chould feel his stare,his hateful eyes...yet longing next day was no better.I didnt fall asleep at the mourning I noticed L was extremly handsome.I said nothing.I followed the noticed how i was quiet and was always left out."C is something the matter".Asked Watari as he took me into a privet office."I dont belong here...L hates me...Im not even a orphan..."I answerd my voice sighed."L is always like that dont take it to heart...and your ran away correct"?Watari asked.I nodded yes."and the circomstances were critical?"he asked.I nodded my head yes yet L entered enraged he didnt see me behind the big chair I was sitting in."Watari, C doesnt belong here shes not even an orphan!!Kick her out and tell her to go back where she came from!!...she is not even a genouis."L complained to watari."L...she is a she ran away from her home...under drastic circomstances".Stated Watari."And L you should be more aware of your surroundings"Watari said as he moved the chair I was sitting in to face him.L stared at me shcoked.I jumped out of the chair and ran into th main one was there.I opened the door and went out.I stayed outside and sat down holding back tears.I heard the door open and turned was Watari."C how about this...i teach you everything you need to know...sepertly from the boys...i will move your room to the other side."Said Watari sympitatly."OKay..."I answered.