A.N.: Omg, you people are amazing! Thank you soo much for everyone who reviewed, and told me to write a sequel and read this:D so, here's the first chapter! =) I hope you all will like it!=) oh, and I don't usually switch this many povs in the chapters, normally I stick to one pov but it was necessary for this chapter:D just so you know, the next one will be from the regular pov:D
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, the Vampire Diaries belongs to the CW and LJ Smith, and any resemblance between my OC's and real persons, dead or undead is purely coincidental. I also don't own the title of the chapter, it's a song by Coldplay, nor do I own the lyrics of Where Is My Mind.
Ps: Special thanks go to ariadne .chanel, for being an amazing beta! Can't wait to read your new chapter! =)
AMY'S POV
I opened my eyes gasping. The horrible pain in my neck made me groan and I tried to move my head a little. At first, my vision was blurry, then it went normal and I could see the stars winking at me through the leaves of the trees.
Was I in the…woods?
As I tried to get up, I felt something had dripped on to my face and raised my glances. I could feel the fear crawling in me and my heart beat got faster when I remembered what happened.
Katherine-
She had…killed me?
Was I a vampire now?
My breathing got faster and panic took over my body as I tried to control myself. My whole body was trembling and whimpers were escaping from my lips, then-
Another drop fell on my hand from the little blood bag which was placed on a branch. I struggled to take a deep breath.
It took me a moment to realize it was a mistake. A fire swept over me, the uncontrollable hunger making me forget everything. My fear. My panic. Even my name. The only thing that mattered was that warm liquid. My vision got hazy from the edges and it felt like I was looking through a red cloud. Before I could even think, I smelt the little blood drop.
The hunger roared through me like a monster but even then, a little voice inside my brain said "It's a bad move."
But I was just too hungry, and so in need of it that it didn't even cross my mind to fight against the instinct. Instead, I licked the drop off my hand, and reached for the blood bag. My teeth tore it apart and I swallowed it, a moan escaping from my lips.
But something flashed in front of my eyes, so sharp and so fast that I stopped drinking. When a scream filled my ears I fell onto my knees with a groan.
Then it started.
DAMON'S POV
I downed my drink in one gulp and motioned the bartender to bring another one. When he filled my glass, I looked at the liquid.
"Leave the bottle," I said without taking my gaze off the glass, and swallowed the drink.
But it was no use. No matter how much I drank, it didn't help me to erase the image flashing in my mind. Her, moaning in my arms…
I rubbed my face wearily, clenching my teeth.
I love you. Just thought you might need to know as well.
I sipped the scotch as the other night flooded into my mind. So soft, so warm and just-real... Her breathing in mine, the deafening sound of her heart slamming against her chest, her trembling under me…
You'll just have to trust me. I did.
And I fucking knew. I knew something was happening. I knew she would go behind my back. Just like Katherine. What was it about women?
I slammed the glass down onto the counter as someone flung themselves on the bar stool beside me.
"Hey," the girl smiled at me brightly. "You seem troubled."
"Yeah?" I asked, turning to look at her and she nodded.
"So…what's your name?"
I looked into her eyes. "Go away sweetheart, I'm not interested."
She narrowed her eyes, and then jumped off her chair.
"Jerk," she muttered and walked away on her heels. I on the other hand, downed my drink and refilled my glass.
"Going a little too fast, don't you think?" I heard Stefan's voice and grimaced.
"Go away, little brother."
He sat beside me. "Something's wrong, Damon?"
"What? Are we gonna do a little brother bonding now?" I asked and sipped my drink. "Seriously?"
He smiled at me calmly. "Had a fight with Amy?"
As soon as I heard her name, a growl rose in my chest and he frowned slightly.
"That bad huh…"
I didn't say anything, just swirled the liquid in my glass in circular motions and he cleared his throat.
"So…what are you gonna do?"
"I'll kill that Reese kid tomorrow morning."
He stared at me as if I lost my mind. "What?"
"He's at his house, I can't enter his house, so tomorrow he'll probably go out…and I'll kill him."
"Damon, you can't be serious- think what Amy-"
"I really couldn't care less about Amy," I growled at him and he looked confused.
"What happened between you two?"
"Stefan, mind your own business, will you? Or I'll decide to kill you before Luke."
He opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Elena walked towards us.
"Damon, Amy isn't answering her phone."
"Then find someone who cares about Amy," I slurred and she gave me a weird look, but Stefan shook his head, signaling her not to ask. So, she dialed the number one more time and took the phone to her ear.
"Hi, it's Amy. I can't answer my phone right now, leave a message unless you're a psychopath supernatural creature!" her cheerful voice reached my ears and I downed my drink once again. Elena sighed and put her phone on the counter.
"Damon-" she was cut off when I held my glass a little too tight, causing it to crack. She pursed her lips and gave a sideways glance to Stefan, then my phone buzzed in my pocket. I took it into my hand and held back a snort when I saw the name flashing on the screen.
"See?" I held up the phone for Elena to see and answered it.
"Are you really that pathetic?"
"Not the greeting I was looking for," an entirely different voice came from the other line and I frowned.
"Who is this?"
"You really can't recognize my voice? I'm hurt, Damon," she purred, and slowly, a paralyzing feeling of disbelief fell upon me.
"Katherine?"
Stefan's eyes widened as he froze and Elena covered her mouth with her hands, her heart beat getting faster.
"Katherine?" Stefan mouthed and I stood up from the chair.
"You've got to be kidding me…" I muttered disbelievingly but when it actually dawned on me, a burning feeling spread from my head to my body.
"Where is she?" my voice came out in a growl, and she let out a chuckle.
"Once more with feeling, Damon."
"Where is she, bitch?"
She tutted, "Ouch…" she muttered."My sweet, innocent Damon wouldn't say that. What happened to you?"
"What have you done to her?" I asked, trying to control the anger and she let out a breath.
"Just guess."
"Katherine-"
"I sped up the natural process," she said in a calm voice and I felt like someone punched me in the stomach. The world went red, hazy from the edges, and I clenched my teeth.
"If it's any consolation, it was a quick death. Something that should've been done a long time ago."
"You're lying," I said through my teeth and she heaved a deep sigh.
"And why would I do such a thing?" she asked mockingly. "I wouldn't lie to you, you know that. I'll see you around, Damon."
She hung up and I just stood like that. Frozen. Like death.
She was- gone?
Forever?
"What happened?" Elena asked, stumbling over her words. "W-was it Katherine? What did she want, where's Amy?"
Was it possible to feel cold after more than one hundred years?
"Dead," the word left my lips as if it meant nothing, as if it was a normal word. As if it didn't mean this much loss.
"Amy's dead."
AMY'S POV
"Get up!" I begged, still not daring to look at my father's face, but looking at the red liquid instead."Please get up, please, daddy, please, you have to, please!"
"Amy, run!"
I let out a scream, holding my head, but my mother's screams were deafening my ears. Or maybe they were my screams. I couldn't tell one from another anymore.
When I ran to the stairs, I could feel the stickiness under my shoes, and I held onto the rail to regain my balance, but someone held me from behind and threw me into the room again. The girl's laugh echoed through the room and I fell on my face, tasting the metallic flavor of the blood.
"No, not her, please not her!" I could hear my mother's begging only to meet another laugh.
"But we're gonna have some fun…" the monster said."You like games, don't you Amy?"
I was whimpering on the floor, forcing myself not to turn my head. I knew whose blood it was, spilled on the floor, on me.
My father's.
"I asked you a question," the man said."You're supposed to be a good girl and answer."
I gagged when the smell reached my nostrils and the man tsk tsked.
"It's such a disrespectful behavior…" he muttered."And when you are disrespectful to me…Well, you should learn not to do that again, am I right?"
And then, my mother started screaming again, and for a second, I became aware of my surroundings. Trees, earth, grass.
I was all alone in the dark, with nothing but my own mind.
"I won't fear," I whispered to myself, trying to gather all my courage. "I will not fear. It'll go away, any second now. I won't fear, ever…"
Another headache shot through my head, and the screams started again.
DAMON'S POV
"She's lying," I said, ignoring Elena's wiping her eyes. "She always does. Amy can't be dead. She's not."
"Damon-" Stefan reached out but I growled at him.
"She's not dead!"
"Alright, I'm not saying she is," he said quickly. "I'm just saying that-"
"I'll check her house, maybe she's in there. Katherine might be bluffing after all."
"I'll come with you," he said but I had already stormed out of the Grill. It took me a moment to reach her house and praying to whoever it was listening, I took a deep breath.
"You can't, alright?" I muttered. "You can't take her away from me. Just you try and you'll see."
I knocked on the door and heard the footsteps coming closer, and then the door opened.
"Damon?" Monica smiled at me. "Hi, how are you?"
"Is Amy here?" I asked, without answering her. I could almost feel my heart beat in my throat and she shook her head.
"She left a note, saying that she'll go to Elena's place. Why don't you try there?"
I almost felt something leaving my body, slowly. It wasn't happening. Not to me. Not to her, not now. Not when-
"Damon?" Monica asked, waving her hand. "What happened?"
"Nothing," I managed to say after couple seconds of silence and turned around, started walking. The door closed after me, and a breeze told me Stefan was here.
He didn't say anything. He just stood there, staring at me.
"I'm sorry," he said after a minute and I shook my head, clenching my teeth. I knew what I wanted to do. What I needed to do.
The last thing I wanted to feel, was grief. I wouldn't, not before I took revenge.
So I gathered all the fury and anger I felt inside of me, focused on those sharp feelings, and started running to the boarding house.
AMY'S POV
I bounced on my steps, humming a song.
"Your head will collapse, but there's nothing in it…"
My family's screams were still ringing in my ears, images flashing in my eyes but I just dragged my fingertips over the rough trees, not stopping at all.
"And you'll ask yourself…"
The dryness in my throat made my gulping hard, and I took a deep breath, as silent as my shadow.
"Where is my mind…" my whisper echoed through the forest."Where is my mind…"
And somewhere far away, I heard voices. They sounded like they were arguing and somehow, it was- they were so familiar.
I drifted through the woods, still humming to myself and frowned when I heard shouting.
"No-Damon, think clear, she'll kill you-"
"Not if I kill her first-" the black haired guy that I recognized as Damon shoved Stefan out of his way, growling and I leant my back against the tree. They were not that far away from me now, but they were too busy with growling at each other. I crossed my arms over my stomach, watching them.
"She killed her!" Damon snarled at Stefan, but the pain in his voice could be recognized even if it was laced with anger. From where I was standing, I could see he was holding a stake in his hand "She is gone, Stefan! I lost her! Do you understand? She won't come back, and it's that bitch's fault!"
"I know you're angry, but you can't go and kill her like that, you need a-" he was cut off when Damon turned around to leave, and stopped dead on his tracks as he saw me.
"Amy?" his breathy whisper left his lips like a dying man's wish and I smiled at him, tilting my head to the right.
"Hey you."
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