There wasn't much in the prologue, so I'm releasing this ASAP.

Disclaimer: I don't own Ao no Exoricst


CHAPTER 1

The Underlying Truth

Shima was dressed simple. He has a white t-shirt on, black jeans, and unusual purple converse shoes.

He looked up to the open skies and breathed deeply, tasting the snow. The night was so fresh, so crisp; it sends adrenaline through his veins.

He was in the red light district and walking down the brick alley, Shima reaches a pub. The neon lights- "Blue Moon Pub" was fading and the letter "O" was about to fall. Nevertheless Shima walks in, ignoring the customers and walks to the back of the pub. There is a grayish, dirty door- faint noises could be heard and the smell of alcohol hangs in the air.

Two guards in black suits stood in front of the door.

"ID card please," said one of the guard.

Shima pulls out his ID from his back pocket and shows the guards. The guards narrows their eyes suspiciously, but step aside the door. They are paid handsomely and don't really care whether the card is real or fake.

With a wide grin, Shima pulls the door open and enters the nightclub.


a random day...

Shima woke up with Rin in his arms (No, they didn't have sex). He looked at Rin in pure adoration as Rin was mumbling something about sukiyaki.

Shima shifts his weight on one arm so he could play with Rin with his other arm. In the sunlight, Rin looked so peaceful and Shima just shifts some strands of his hair behind Rin's ears. Then he cupped Rin milky skin in his hand and caress the smaller boy's features with his thumb. Sometimes Shima would nudge at Rin's neck like some sort of mother cat.

Shima did this every morning, not that Rin noticed. When he finally had to get up, Shima squeezes Rin a bit, earning a small gasp for air, then tilted Rin's head to the side and give a soft morning kiss.

This was bliss and Rin was his in body and soul and vice versa.

Shima would change his clothes, brush his teeth and give Rin another kiss before he walks out the door.

But that was before.


"I'm Natalie"

"Shima"

"Do you want to dance?"

She saw him at the bar alone and decides to test her luck. Shima took a look at her. Tall and tan. Nicely fit into a one-shoulder, black rhinestone dress. He could see her breasts, at least a D-cup. Her blond hair is sweep to one side and falls to her waist.

"Fuck yes."

Shima was definitely one of the better looking guys in the club. His rustled sex hair and tones muscle turned heads. It's no wonder that only he received the sexiest ladies at the club. Some women tried to get close while others knew their place and watched from afar.

His age was not a problem. Though sixteen, Shima has slept with hundred of women; older women, younger women, blond, brunettes, whatever. Also, Shima had a reputation as a talented lover.

After the quick evaluation, Shima dragged Natalie to the dancefloor. With Natalie's back rubbing against his chest, Shima slid his hands around Natalie's body. Their bodies moving in slow circular motions, both trying to arouse the other. Their soon pace accelerated,turning it into a wild dance, both moving faster and faster as the heat and the noise overcome their senses.

As they were being lost in their movement, a drunkard bumped into Natalie, knocking her on the floor. With a slurred apology, the drunkard helped Natalie to her feet (though he had problems helping himself to his feet), then give Natalie his half-empty Vodka as compensation. Another slur of "You're pretty cute", the drunkard slips to the ground, unconscious.

"Fucking drunkard."

Natalie laughs out loud, chugging the Vodka into her system and offer some to Shima who did the same. The two resumed to their dancing. Wild, ecstatic movements went on for hours, both starting to feel high from the drink. Somewhere in the heat, the two locked eyes, eyes they saw that were clouded by lust.

"Shima...," breathed Natalie


3 months ago...

"Rin, have sex with me."

"... WHAAAT?"

"Have sex with me."

"No. Why?"

"Because I love you and I can prove my love to you like this. I need to be with you."

Seeing how Rin isn't getting it, Shima sighed and grabbed Rin's arms and pulled them down on the sofa. He leaned down and nibbled on Rin's neck, leaving a bitemark. Rin immediately pushed Shima away.

"OWW! WHAT WAS THAT FUCKING FOR?"

"To show other people that you belonged to me" answered Shima quietly.

Shima grabbed Rin's arms again, stronger this time, on to the sofa. He held Rin's arms in one hand above Rin's head, the other hand rubbing onto Rin's side. Rin was struggling but Shima wouldn't allow it and silenced Rin's shouts with a kiss. With his free hand, he unbuckled Rin's belt and pulled his pants down. Rin's eyes doubled in horror of the feeling of his pants and boxers pooled at this ankles. Loud muffled sound filled the air as Shima grabbed Rin's manhood and started pumping.

This wasn't Shima. This was a stranger trying to take his virginity away because he has needs. Rin was scared and struggled fervently but it was hard when there was another man pressing on his body.

Things became violent when Shima slapped Rin roaring "WILL YOU JUST STOP?"

And Rin did became quiet and still. He didn't understand why Shima was like this. No, Shima was fun, caring, and witty. He was gently and relax so how did Shima turned into this lustful beast?

Tears leaked out went on when Shima entered his digits into him, wondering what in the world happened with Shima. This wasn't right. Things weren't suppose to happen like this. Rin didn't felt ready to have sex with Shima and here was his lover trying to force himself on him. Eyes scrunched in uncomfortableness, Rin tried to stop his racing heart hoping that things would stop.

Suddenly, things DID stop, Shima stopped. He hugged Rin, mumbling "I'm sorry" and walked out the door.

The next day, Shima stayed late at a nightclub.


Natalie and Shima are entangled in a sweaty, sticky mess on the bed.

There is a love hotel, coveniently near Blue Moon Pub. (Dang that manager. Must have known the best place to build hotels)

"Faster! Faster! Faster! Oh FUCK!" cried Natalie as Shima pulled in and out in an abnormal rate. With one final thrust, he spills his seed into her.

He pulled out of her and laid next to her trying to catch his breath.

"That was the best. You're one of the best fucking partner I've ever had" gasped Natalie. Shima said nothing.

The two stayed silent, both pondering about their own lives that they were meant to return to. Many people had condemned the red-light district but the place offers an opportunity. A temporary freedom for those we needs to escape responsibilities and let loose for awhile. People hook up with others all the time, it's no biggie. It's only when hookers started to develop real feelings is when life becomes more dangerous. Good thing both of them knew their limits.

After a moment, "Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"During the sex, you were moaning about a person named Rin. Is he your lover?"

Shima smiled. Natalie wasn't a slut, she was good person who lived an ordinary life but came to the red-light district to relieve her stress. She wasn't jealous, but just someone who was simply curious about his life; Shima could understand and respect that.

"Yes. Rin is my everything. I would do anything for him."

A silence. She was definitely confused. "If you loved him so much, then why did you have sex with me?"

"Rin is only sixteen like me. But he isn't ready to have sex, couldn't bring himself to do it. I almost forced myself on him once. I still need sex in my life though, that just the kind of person I am." Shima's voice chocked a bit. "I know that he knows that I'm cheating on him and it hurts him every time. I tried to change for him, I really did, but it was too hard."

"There, there.." Natalie gently pats Shima's shoulder though it was kinda awkward because she was laying on the bed. She wanted to comfort Shima, but there was nothing she could say. Cheating on your lover is wrong from every angle possible.

Shima slowly gets up. Puts his clothes on, greets Natalie goodbye, and walks out the door.


Rin was sleeping. Or at least he was trying to sleep... and failing terribly. It was 3 in the morning, his tears has tried up a long time ago.

So Rin turns on the T.V and watch late night slows. One of the show was a dumb comedy about some dumb couples.

"Dumb couples... dumb couples... dumb couples... I like that."

Somehow Rin find the show soothing, and finally fell asleep.


Writing fanfiction (thought I didn't write alot) has brought me under new lights. Made me realized that I need to appreciate other people's writing more. Not that I didn't appreciate it, it's just that I didn't know why people upload so slow or people giving up on their stories.

Wow... I feel bad. I'm not usually the person who says "fuck". I felt it was necessary, but I definitely feel bad.

I also realized that I'm a slow writer. This sucks.

R&R Plz.