Chapter 2: enoughr confused

I DON'T OWN THE TWILIGHT CHARACTERS, STEPHENIE DOES

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I can't believe I am here. I can't believe I let Rose and Alice to convince me to come here. My stupid brain and my stupid tongue who let the word „let's go" out of my mouth. I don't even know what I am doing here. Someone please kill me. Why? Why? Whyyy? What can I do know!? I'm here and nothing can change that. Stupid sexy Edward Cullen. Why am I doing this?

We got out of the car in the cold Froks weather. The wind was blowing a little, but it was the perfect Forks night weather. I took a deep breath and said „okay, let's get over with this". Alice was jumping from happines because I came with them and Rose was grining like a baby when it wants his dummy. „I have a suprise for you" Rose smiled.

„What suprise?" I asked her with narrowed eyebrows.

„You will see". She smiled again.

„Rooose" now I was like an angry bear.

„oh come on Bella, let's just go inside" she took my arm and led me to the door.

The house is big, not just big, it's huge and it's so beautiful. There are flowers around the house, in every color, pink, red, purple…okay, let's just say the house is perfect. I am sure Esme, Edward's mum decorated it. And here we have the door.

We came in and wht do we see…people drinking, dancing to some music. Okay the music is good, it's not so loud and it's definitly not rock music, thank God. I was always the person for the slow music, like Debussy, Clear de lune…It's just beautiful to hear the piano. It's not that I hate rock music, but yeah well I do. Let's just say, anyone has his own kind of favorite music.

I felt Rose squeezing my arm „he is here and his coming right to us" I heard Rose saying.

„who is coming?" I asked her but I think she didn't hear my question because she was just smiling like an idiot.

„Rose?" I shaked her by her shoulder.

„Em…" she stared but didn't finished.

„Rose is it Emmett Cullen?" I asked and was just shaking her head yes.

„Yes, it's Emmett Cullen..." she didn't finish again. I heard something from behind. I turn around and what I see. I see Alice and Jasper Whitlock talking and they are both smiling. What is going on here? Since when is Jasper talking to Alice and why is Rose so crazy about Emmett Cullen? It's like Alice felt my eyes on her because she turned around and looked at me. She was just smiling at me and I don' really know what she was saying but it heard like „you will see". I turned around again and realized Rose wasn't anymore with me. I was alone, here…at this party. Alice is with Jasper and it looks like Rose is with Emmett and with am I!? I'm here alone, just standing alone.

I'm standing here for like, probably, 10 minutes. My legs are allready shaking. I want to the kitchen to take a drink. There was only vine, beer and probably this is votka what I see. Instead of water I took some votka to shake this everything from my head what just happened. I poured some votka in the glass and drank it. Ugh it's harsh, but good. The taste is, I don't know. I poured again a glass of votka, I don't know why.

A half an hour later I was dancing. Dancing. Dancing with…with a boy. What is wrong with me? How many have I drank? Well, I would say, enought to make me crazy. Because of all this votka I really can't say what boy it is,the only thing I see is that he has dark brown eyes and a dark brown hair and then it happens…


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