"Sorry doesn't work anymore. It stopped working when you forgot I existed."

Oh Matt, you'll never understand. I always knew you were here. It's not that I meant to forget. Not at all...

Everything brings me too much stress. Which leads to problems. Why can't I just breathe normally! That would be so much better. Now that we're running out of money I'm bound to run out of time. There won't be anything left to give me more time. Unless we sell the house. Then we'd have to get jobs and an apartment. I guess that's better than being in debt.

I guess I'll have to tell Matt eventually. Screw it I'll tell him in a few days. Right now I just want to relax. It'll be good for me. Unfortunately, there's too much going on in my head for me to really relax. Damn life!

Luckily I did sleep. I don't think Matt did but whatever. He can go screw up his life all he wants. Its not like he'll listen to me if I tell him anything about it. Anyway, it's Saturday so I'm going to do have to do that thing. What a drag.

I got up and ready for the day. When I got to the kitchen, I found a note. Of course it was just Matt saying he's not going to be in the house which is even better for me. I'll just have to leave the door unlocked if he comes back before I'm home. Now, I need to get to the hospital.

Wait, I can't forget my inhaler. I'd die without it.

On my way there I got a call from Kiku.

"Sup dude!" I tried sounding enthusiastic. A mistake because he'll know I'm lying.

"What's wrong?" Just as I thought.

"Nothing really. I got into fight with Matt."

"Hm.."

"Why'd you call me?"

"You know how you said you would be looking for a job soon?"

"Yeah."

"I think I found the place you would love to work at."

"Really?"

"You like technology right?"

"Hell yeah!"

"Then meet me at the mall later."

"Alright. Talk to ya later!" Kiku is just the greatest boyfriend ever. He seems to be only that really cares enough to help. I love him for that. Still, he only know half of it and I'd like keep it that way. Keep him happy.

Finally, I arrived to the hospital. Hopefully I get some good news.