Teenage kicks

First week over and I hadn't bitten any one, I'd wanted to I'd even had to take myself and hide in a lesser used toilet until I felt I could go back around everyone.

My first day had been the worst tho walking round with that girl Rachel who changed her feelings every ten seconds therefore sending a new jolt to me every ten seconds, I'd almost bit her halfway way through lunch, instead I just ran off shouting something about feeling sick. I hadn't really seen her much after my first day I tried to avoid her someone with their emotions all over the place was not someone for me to be around unless she had a death wish anyway. Still I couldn't actually get her out of my head she'd been so nice bit to talky actually the girl hardly shut up but she was nice to me, she still gave me a smile and a wave when she saw me. I don't know why she was stuck inside my head , just the image of her walking down the hall her long curly red hair behind her, pale skin that almost glowed in the light and green eyes that drew me in whenever I looked at her. JESUS Ivy get a fucking grip on yourself . Fuck I'd done it again drifted off thinking about her what the hell was wrong with me.

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"Rachel, honey it's time to get up" My mum was at the door of my bedroom mug of coffee in her hand, trying to coax me out of bed with the smell of it I bet. "I'm up , what time is?" my voice was croaky as I sat up in my bed. " Its one o'clock plenty of time you don't have to be there until three I'll go make you some breakfast" mum went out the room closing the door over behind her. She hadn't been so bad lately she'd been remembering most things and not talking about dad so much she seemed a little happier than normal to, fingers crossed it lasted. I moved the covers back and forced myself to climb out of the warm nest of my bed. I'd go have breakfast before I got dressed I needed some coffee before I did anything.

Two thirty and I was sat in the passenger seat of my mum's car driving downtown to my first fencing lesson, I already had a black belt but you could never have enough training especially were I was thinking of heading with my life, the I.S just couldn't tell my mother that yet or she'd have a kitten. I was looking forward to these lessons tho they sounded fun plus they said it would help with balance and poise and footwork and I could use some poise I was growing real fast I was 17 and almost six foot tall and it made me look kinda gawky next to everyone in school.

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I had fencing lessons this afternoon I didn't really need them anymore they had just been to help me while I had been getting taller to help me not be so awkward but I'd begun to enjoy them so I carried on, it was something to focus on to take my mind off things once in a while it was like my small escape just for an hour and a half every Saturday. Today was not going to be an escape for me tho. While I was throwing on my running shoes I saw her walk in , Shit!! not what I needed as soon as I had seen her I'd felt it like an invisible hand reaching down to the pit of my stomach grabbing everything in there and squeezing my throat contracted and my heart beat a little faster. FUCK !! I felt like screaming , I knew what was happening I was getting a crush on Rachel ,oh shit no no.

I bobbed my head up just in time to see Rachel notice me, her hand shot up waved she grinned and started waking towards the bench I was sitting on. I could already feel my face heating up I was blushing , me Ivy , I was blushing I was an idiot sat her beaming red face grinning like some brainless twit as she walked over, she seemed to take forever to get to me.

"Hey Ivy, didn't know you took fencing lessons" .

"Yer , yer been doing them for around a year now, used to have one on one lessons when I was at Everlake" Oh great I was sounding like rich snob, yer go Ivy such a way with words, I was an idiot.

Rachel was good with a sword she picked everything up so easily, her movements were fluid and she was fast, she was easily one of the best in the group. After the first half of our lesson the instructor put us all in to pairs and just my luck I got Rachel Morgan ,fantastic.

Rachel and me began sparring it was going OK , but the more she started to enjoy it the worse i was getting I could feel hunger rise up in my throat made all the worse by Rachel ,she was moving in so close to me I could feel the heat from her body, smell every pheromone she giving out. I wanted to just reach out grab her and sink in to her neck I could see the soft skin just above her collar bone the beads of moisture on her neck. I couldn't control myself I had to get out of here away from her. She moved in again to take a swipe at torso and on instinct alone I reached out grabbed her arm and threw her down . Before she even new what had happened I was on her , I could smell her fear rising pushing me more and more into the predator I didn't want to be.

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Ivy was on top of me, I don't know what happened one second we were just sparring the next she was pinning me the floor her fingers digging into my shoulders, she was breathing hard her face inches away from mine. Thats when I noticed her eyes they had gone utterly black . Shit I had my face inches away from a living vamp who had just lost it to blood lust , jesus she was going to fucking bite me. I didn't know what do I'd never seen a vamp lose it before.

"Ivy Tamwood what are you doing!" the instructors voice boomed from across the room , from the corner of my eye I could see his feet coming towards us.

"You know what I'm doing don't you Rachel , you can feel it , you want this" she moved her right hand from my shoulder and on to my face her fingers tracing my jawline. "It only hurts for a second then it will be like heaven, everything else will melt away then its just you and me and that exquisite bliss from a vamp bite" her voice was silky smooth she was throwing an aura and it was working I could feel my pulse quicken and myself melting into her voice.

Ivy was suddenly ripped off me three sets of hands pulled her up and away from me , but sensations and pheromones she'd been kicking out were still there making butterflies in my stomach. I brought myself up and lent on my elbows. The instructor and two of the men in the class had pulled Ivy off me they had her held against the sports hall wall. She managed to shove the shorter of the men away and the instructor. She turned her gaze to the man left holding , who quickly backed off. I couldn't tell from where I was if her eyes were still vamped out but she seemed calmer, no not calmer just less savage or was it seductive. The instructor moved back towards her arms ready to grab hold of her again. "Don't bother I'm leaving" she walked over to the bench where bag was picked it up and headed for the door, as she was about to turn out of the doorway she turned back and looked at me. As soon as she looked in my direction I felt a jolt race through my whole body tingling were her fingers had been on my face