I wanted to get the idea out before it left me; even if you did not wish for it, this is the second chapter of 'My Forever'. Try and guess which point of view this one is in.
He strokes my hair out of my face, his sea-blue eyes cautious, but no longer sad. I lift my hands from the limp sand to return the caress, drifting my fingers from the scar on his forehead to his beating heart. I love him…so much, it does hurt sometimes. Yet, I always forget the small details every time I open my eyes…
He leans forward, pressing his lips against mine, as if he is trying to devour me, and I let him. If he took me into himself, if he were to love me fully and as he wished, learn that there are no boundaries, maybe he would finally understand that I would never leave him, would always love him. Until then, I am content to let him into my body, and into my heart, step out of my own boundaries to drag him out of his own. Someday, it will have to occur to him that I will never leave him be, alone as he had once been. There is too much for us to catch up on with what he has missed.
He leans away for only a moment, his lips teasing against my cheek before he whispers into my ear.
"Lee…"
I smile, laughing somewhat. Why, I do not know. I push my body till I am leaning up, wrapping one arm around his neck and pulling him back to my lips. I cannot stop myself from gently dragging my nails over the last marks I had made on his formerly unmarked skin. Sometimes, it is hard to believe how much he trusts me. He allows me to do what he had never allowed another: to hurt him. I wish I would not do such a thing, but… our lovemaking always overwhelms me, and I cannot control myself. I am fortunate, that he does not mind as he once had. He almost seems to enjoy it, but that is alright. I love everything he does to me, so the reverse is pleasing as well.
"Lee…"
I burrow my face into his shoulder, tangling my other hand into his red locks. I am always caught off guard by how much he gives me, how much he loves me. He has never said as much, but I do not need his words, I know by how he shows me.
"Lee."
I pull back, somewhat surprised by the pain I was feeling in the back of my head, as if he had hit me… How strange, he only does that when we are in a meeting, or I have done something that angers him deeply-
His eyes are cold as they glare down at me. He is no longer on me, but sitting beside me. His hair is longer than I remember, and he is…buffer, as well. I do not remember him being taller than myself, but that is what it looks like… He scowls at me, making me blink in confusion. What is going on?-
I feel the hot-red blush that has enveloped my face as my head shoots up from where I had been resting it against the conveniently placed crate on the stands pulled out in the gym. I cannot believe I had fallen asleep in my favorite class!…With my most special teacher watching! Ashamed, I bow my head in apology. Coach Gai shakes his head, and I feel the blush become hotter, before he turns back to the rest of the snickering class and tells them to pull it together. He continues on with his speech of youth and never giving up.
I look out of the corner of my eye, studying my gym partner. Could he honestly be as warm and gentle as the Gaara I dream of? I doubt that… Does he know? I doubt that as well. But…
I stop breathing as he meets my stare out of the corner of his own, and then kept it. I was sucked into his eyes, so familiar to the ones that had just been warm on my soul before I had woken up… But I did not feel as if I were loved such as the Gaara in my dreams had made me feel… He sneers at me, his eyes becoming even colder upon me than usual.
"Lee!" I snap back around.
"Yes, Coach Gai!?"
"Show these newly arrived youths the meaning of a mile a minute!"
"Yes, Coach Gai!" As always, we air-five each other, and I stand from my bench to job down the stairs onto the floor. I only look back at the redhead once. One day, I shall discover why he looks at me with such rage and…is that betrayal?
Hmm… It took me three tries before I finally got it somewhat close to what I wanted to do… I really wanted to do it in Gaara's Point Of View, but it never came out right. So, this is chapter two, and is only slightly longer than chapter one. I will have to try and make a longer chapter eventually. Tell me how it makes you feel.
