:] just started using openoffice.
great word processor. better than word. for sure :P
thanks to emoTWiLiGHT for being an awesome beta.
even though i haven't sent her any chapters XD
much too impatient for betas. not that she's slow.
anyways, can you PM me any grammar mistakes so I can fix 'em?
PM me so i can change them please.
should i shut up now? YES.
Jacob's Point of ViewI drove as fast as I could to the Cullen's'.
And even I didn't think that was fast enough.
When I got there, I rushed pass everyone into Nessie's room.
She was asleep. With her iPod on Cute Is What We Aim For.
(zebrasarefreakingawesome)
Gently, I pulled the bean bag chair over to her bed and sat on it.
She looked so peaceful, so calm when she was asleep....
Then someone knocked on the door, pulling me out of my Nessie-induced trance.
"AH!" I semi-screamed.
"Huh?" Nessie turned around, noticing me.
Alice walked in with eyes wide.
"What the hell have you been doing in here?"
Both me and Nessie said "nothing" at the same time, making "nothing" sound a lot more controversial than need be.
"Ookay. Just wanted to see if you guys wanted to go Christmas shopping."
Nessie murmured, "Nah. I want to stay home. You can go if you want, Jake."
"Nope."
Alice furrowed her eyebrows.
"Okay. Mind if I ask why not?"
Nessie started tearing.
"Isn't it obvious, Alice?" Tears streaming down her eyes.
I told Alice to go, I'd take care of Nessie....
Nessie's Point of View
Tears had clouded my eyes.
Jacob sat close to me and wrapped his arms around me.
I leaned my head against him.
"It's gonna okay." A soft whisper.
I wiggled a little closer to him.
A soft pitter-patter beat against the window.
Rain had come.
"Jake, can we go outside?" I asked softly.
"Sure." He took my hand and led me down the stairs.
Neither of us bothered to put on jackets.
Once outside, we ran.
Ran faster than the wind, faster than the raindrops.
We went off the estate and up to La Push.
I followed Jake, with no idea where he was leading me.
Through brooks, past trees, we ran.
He stopped at a lake.
A beautiful, serene lake.
Jake sat down at its shore and patted the spot next to him.
"Sit with me."
I strolled over and sat down.
As if on cue, the rain came.
A downpour of cold, icy rain.
"Seems like we can't avoid the rain, can we?" Jacob muttered.
I managed to smile a little.
"But I like it!"
He smiled at me and wrapped an arm around me.
"Elijah once told me something." I said, depressed and forlorn once again.
"What'd he say?" His arm stiffened around me.
"He said, 'Rain is beautiful because no one can see you cry'"
Jake stayed silent.
"I guess h-he's right." I choked out.
"Ness, come on. Please don't cry."
He wrapped his other arm around me in a hug.
I couldn't hold it in anymore and let out a sob.
Breaking free of his hug, I pulled my knees to my chin and cried.
Jacob's Point of View
Nessie cried hard.
It was heart-wrenching, seeing her cry over some little boy that didn't deserve her.
I pulled her away from the shore and helped her up.
"Nessie, look at me."
She looked up at me.
"I'm not gonna bullshit you with cliches, or say he didn't deserve you. What I AM gonna say is, who the fuck needs him?"
I had never swore in front of Nessie before.
She let out a small, girlish, little giggle.
Then she wiped off her tears with the back of her hand.
Looking back up at me she slowly closed her eyes.
I nearly had a ministroke. She wanted me to kiss her.
(don't worry, it's not the end. you want a terrible, heartbreaking spoiler though? PM! and review!)
I leaned down and put my hands on her waist.
Gently, I kissed her stone-cold, perfect lips.
Nessie's Point of View
A shudder went down my back as his lips touched mine.
He was tasteless, but so warm.
I raised my hands and rested them on his shoulders, behind his neck.
Edward's Point of View
"Oh shit."
