Thanks so much for all the reviews! I was pleasantly surprised when I woke up this morning
Here is chapter 2 it is a bit shorter but it seemed like a good place to end.
I am trying to not be to OOC especially with Ziva but given the situation and storyline it is difficult.
Sorry for any mistkaes.
"I don't hate you Ziva" Quiet the opposite actually Tony thought.
"Really?" Ziva questioned?
"Of course not" Tony answered, surprised by the unusual insecurity in Ziva's voice.
Tony and Ziva lay still in each other's arms. Tony did not want to stop the embrace but having Ziva so close, being able to smell her, and touch her was clouding his judgement and he needed to think clearly. Tony begrudgingly pulled away from Ziva and sat up in his bed causing Ziva to roll off of him and all so move into a sitting position. Tony's body instantly mourned the loss of Ziva's body and he had to fight the urge to not pull her back to him. Tony purposely didn't look at Ziva afraid he wouldn't be able to resist the look of disappointment on her face.
"What are you doing here Ziva?" Ziva reached for his cheek but her hand fell short when she saw the pained and hurt expression in his eyes, the same one she had seen earlier that day.
"I.. I you were not answering your cell phone and I needed to talk to you" Ziva replied watching Tony for his reaction
"So you thought breaking and entering was the answer?" Tony snapped, harsher than he had meant too.
"Tony it is not considered breaking and entering when the person has a key"
"Oh yeah, sorry" Tony apologized, his eyes briefly flicking to meet hers. He had honestly forgotten that he had given her a spare key a few months earlier and told her not to hesitate to use it, that his door was always open for her.
"You weren't here, and I thought I'd just wait for you, but I guess I fell asleep." Ziva was only telling half of the truth, in all honesty she had curled up on his bed because it smelt like him and was comforting.
"I'm sorry that I hurt you Tony, it was never my intention" This time Ziva did reach for his cheek cupping it in her hand, gently guiding Tony's face towards her. Tony didn't resist but his eyes failed to meet hers.
"I care too much about you" She spoke gently, caressing his cheek with her thumb.
"Then why? Why him? I told you that you weren't alone" his words were still harshly spoken but his eyes finally settled on Ziva's.
"I know, I know Tony. But after burying my father I felt alone in Israel, you were not there."
"I would have come if you had asked" Tony admitted.
"I know Tony, you are always there for me. I thought I could do it on my own but it was harder than I had expected and after I was left feeling empty, I thought being with Adam would make me forget and it did momentarily but the pain and loneliness soon returned." Ziva searched Tony's face for any sign of how he was feelings, but his features remained stoic.
"It's late, you should go back to sleep" Tony finally spoke, standing up and pulling away from Ziva. The mental image of Ziva with Adam made him feel physically ill. He knew he didn't really have any claim to her and that she did not cheat on him but it still hurt.
"Don't Tony, don't shut me out" Ziva almost pleaded.
"What do you want me to say Ziva?" Tony spoke loudly feeling the jealously bubble back to the surface. "That I forgive you and we can go back to being friends? Fine! I forgive and we are still friends, are you happy?" He moved further away from her, running a hand through his hair.
"No!" Ziva shouted climbing from Tony's bed. "I don't want to go back to being friends! I.."
"God Ziva what do you want then?" Tony was now yelling. "If you don't want to be friends then what the hell are you even doing here?" Tony asked furious, why was she here if she didn't want to be friends?
"I want you, you idiot!" Ziva yelled exasperated at Tony's lack of understanding.
"Uh..what?" Tony stuttered stunned.
Ziva moved closer to Tony, so close that she could feel his breath on her face and feel the warmth radiating from his body. Tony stared down at her his mouth agape.
"I don't want to just be friends or partners anymore, I think I'm finally ready for more" Ziva whispered starring into Tony's green eyes.
Tony couldn't form any words in reply especially not when one of Ziva's hands was snaking around his neck and the other tightly gripping the collar of his shit, pulling him closer. Their lips were only inches apart now. Ziva closed the distance her lips gently brushing against Tony's. Tony only took a moment to respond, his arm moved around her waist pulling her even closer until her hips pressed against his. Tony cupped her cheek deepening the kiss. Ziva's tongue ran along Tony's lips seeking entry.
"Ziva" Tony moaned without realizing, as he let Ziva's tongue in. His hand found its way under her shirt and felt her shiver as he caressed the bare skin of her back. Ziva fisted her hands in his hair when he sucked on her bottom lip.
Tony guided them back towards the bed, Ziva felt the bed hit the back of her legs; she sat down and allowed Tony to press her flat onto the bed as a hand crept further up her shirt. She wrapped a leg around him pressing him closer to her.
"Tony!" Ziva gasped as he sucked on her pulse point.
Wow..ok that didn't go as I expected it to. I hope it was ok.
I know some people are pissed and think Ziva cheated on Tony but I dont, they aren't actually dating. I'm not happy that she slept with Adam but i dont think she cheated.
Thanks for reading I hope to update again soon. Reviews encourage me to update quicker!
Take care xx
