Sorry to all who is waiting for an update

Sorry to all who is waiting for an update. I just realize that it's hard to write fic most especially if you want to maintain their original characteristics. I know most people will not read some stories in either Shizuru or Natsuki are OOC. And I'm finding it hard for them not to be OOC. And my grammar really sucks. That is also my main problem even if I find a proof reader, I think they will find it hard to edit my stuff because of my horrible grammar. Once again sorry if ever I will not continue any of my stories.