Chapter 2, Is it too late to love you?
Although Oz's plan succeeded, Oz didn't have a satisfying feeling. Instead his heart
started to throb with pain, sharp pains. It wasn't normal for him for he had never felt this way before. "What is this?" "My heart? Why does it hurt?" Questions started flowing through his mind.
He went to his room and started to wonder. He looked out the sky and gazed at the stars, he saw the crescent moon. As he gazed at the stars an image of Alice popped in his mind.
An image of her smiling beside him, her innocent smile that was smiling right in front of him that time.
He lay on the bed and went under the blanket. While he was laying down he wondered what break and Alice was doing in the room. Break would have probably sexually abused her by now and got kicked out. Break is of course the type to do that sort of thing.
He fell asleep a few minutes after. A lot happened today and his body needed some rest.
A nightmare approached him. In his dream he saw a girl with long silky brown hair, walking away, walking towards a man with white hair. The girl was Alice and the man was Xerxes Break. As Alice was walking towards break, Oz's heart had the same pain as before except this one was worst. It was more painful then the last time. A voice in his head whispered "Why aren't you doing anything? Is it ok to let her go to him? Are you just going to sit around doing nothing as you slowly lose her? Are you going to let her walk out of your life?" . All of this questions in his mind drove him at the edge. Right now he didn't know what to do, What to say.
"AAHHHHH!" He screamed as he fell down on his knees.
"AAAAHHHHH!"
"AAAAHHHHHH!"
"AAAAAHHHHHH" He screamed non-stop. He was angry because confused. He was angry because didn't know anything.
"AHHHHH" He screamed at the sky, the blood red sky turning bloodier and bloodier as his anger grew.
He finally made up his and run to Alice to stop her. Once he reached her Xerxes grabbed her hand and pulled her away.
"You're too late… Oz-kun." He whispered as he was gently embracing Alice in front of his eyes.
Oz's eyes filled with tears his hand still reaching out for her hoping, desperately wishing that she would come to him. But he knew by seeing her gently smiling at break, the same gentle smile as back then, that his desperate wish will stay as a desperate wish.
He suddenly woke up from his dream and the first thing he see's when he opens his eyes that morning as Alice sitting on top of him with a confused face.
"Oz? Are you okay? You were crying while you were asleep, I thought you had a nightmare so I tried waking you up."
"I was…crying?" he asked in a quiet morning voice. Alice nodded.
He suddenly hugged her. He had no control over his emotions but his emotions was controlling him.
"Oz?" She said in confusion.
"Alice" he said with a painful voice as hugged her tighter.
"Hmm?"
"I love you, Alice" he said those words with a voice that was filled with sorrow for he knew what was going to happen next.
"Oz…I'm sorry" She said as she slowly broke out of his embrace.
"Ohayo gozaimasu!" Break slammed the door open with an enthusiastic voice.
"Do you love him?" Oz whispered in her ears.
"So much" She replied.
He smiled, his smile that hid is pain, sorrow and agony.
"Then go"
Alice slowly walked over to break as Oz watched her while still smiling. "It was just like the dream, even if I try I can't reach her".
Once the door closed he knew that she walked out of his life and entered breaks.
He walked at the window and gazed at the morning sky. At that moment his heart split into two. It hurted to so much. I felt like his heart was torn into pieces.
"I finally figured out I loved her, but at that moment I lost her." He said in an agonising voice as tears ran down his face but he had a smile on his face.
(END)
