Hey guys! I've kind of decided to make this a little longer, but not much. But the good news is that I wanted to update this as soon as possible so here you go! Enjoy!

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Chapter 2: What I've done

The next morning, everything seemed normal. So far. It was breakfast time and everyone gather in the kitchen. Everyone settled down, but they've seemed to notice a weird silence. "Why is it so quiet in here?" Usopp questioned.

"I'm not complaining. It's like a breath of fresh air." Sanji said as he carried platters of food with both hands.

"It looks like we're short one captain and one swordsman." Robin observed quietly.

"Luffy's still sleeping. I didn't want to wake him up because he looked pretty tired. But I don't know where Zoro is. He was on watch last night." Chopper spoke up.

"I still like it better this way-" Sanji was interrupted by someone bursting through the door.

"Did I miss breakfast!?" exclaimed Luffy. The boy appeared to have bags under his eyes as if he'd pulled an all-nighter for something. Which was odd because Luffy doesn't have anything to work on.

"No, you're just in time." Sanji frowned. Luffy sighed in relief. He ran to his seat and bounced up and down in anticipation.

"But where's Zoro-san? Surely we can eat without everyone here. Despite how hungry I am. I'm wasting away to bones. Although, I'm already a skeleton. Yohohoho!"

"Yeah Luffy. Go get him." Nami said as Sanji set a plate down in front of her. Luffy visibly stiffened.

"Why can't Usopp do that? I-I'm too hungry to leave now." No one noticed the hesitation in his voice. When Sanji finally gave him his plate, Luffy chowed down immediately. Usopp groaned.

"Man, I have to do everything around here." He complained as he rose from his seat.


Zoro woke up with a pounding headache. He groaned loudly as he struggled to sit up. Why am I lying on the floor? He thought in dazed confusion. He picked up a clear empty bottle and scratched his head. "Oh yeah, I got stupid drunk last night."

He closed his eye as he was super hung over. "What the hell happened last night?" he asked himself.

Suddenly vague images of events flashed through his mind. Zoro's heart skipped a beat. His eye shot open. Memories flooded back at once. Holy shit! Did that actually happen? Maybe it was just a dream. Zoro hoped silently.

He looked around spotting a piece of clothing on the floor. Luffy's underwear? Fuck. How do you forget that? Zoro buried his face in his hands. I messed up. I messed up. I messed up. He continuously thought. Zoro got angrier as he began to realize the position that he was in.

"I had sex with Luffy! What the hell!" Zoro has always had a secret attraction towards the boy, but always kept his feelings in check so that he wouldn't scare him off. That's how it has always been. "I fucked everything up!" he felt disgraceful.

Suddenly Usopp appeared up the latter. "Hey Zoro, breakfast is ready." He said. Zoro looked up but then looked away.

"I'm not hungry." Zoro responded. There was no way he could face Luffy now. He must hate him for what he's done to him.

Usopp just shrugged, and then climbed down the latter. Zoro began to remember vivid images of Luffy's flushed expression squirming underneath him while he did ungodly things to his own captain's body.

Zoro's face went back into his hands. Why the hell did I let that happen? He questioned himself more. Yes, Zoro has wished that he could touch his captain that way many times before, but he knew that that could never happen.

But he did! He got drunk, and then took advantage of Luffy. I'm scum.


Luffy's breathing was ragged. His toes clenched as felt more and more pleasure being inflicted by his own hands. His fingers were wrapped around his shaft, pumping himself.

Biting his lip, he tried his hardest not to moan. What he was doing was almost like what Zoro did to him last night. He never knew intercourse would feel so good. Ace always told him that it's what you did with someone you loved.

Love. Luffy blushed even harder despite what he was currently doing. It was true, he liked what Zoro did to him, but since Zoro was drunk he probably wasn't even in his right mind which why he wanted to stop him.

He didn't want to admit he had special feelings towards his swordsman, but it was true! He never really imagined doing that with him. The thought of last night showed up in his mind again.

"Ngh…Zoro!" Luffy convulsed as he came into his hand. Luffy didn't touch himself often, but when he did, all he could think about was Zoro. The way he touched him last night wasn't nearly compared to what fantasized about. It was unreal.

But then, Luffy began to wonder what Zoro would think of him now. There's no guarantee that Zoro wouldn't remember anything that happened last night. And the way he had come down to dinner, it was obvious Zoro didn't want to see him.

Maybe Luffy got his answer. He obviously didn't feel the same way.

By the time dinner came around, the crew began to worry. "I wonder what's wrong with Zoro. He hasn't come down for breakfast or lunch." Nami said warily.

"I went up there just now and he said he wasn't hungry. He didn't look to suuper." Franky said.

"The idiot's gonna starve himself if he doesn't come down here." Said Sanji. Luffy was staring down at his lap the whole time. Does Zoro regret doing what he did? He thought. Half of him wanted to see him again, but he was too afraid what he might say or do to him. Luffy didn't notice Robin's deductive stare.

"Luffy, do you know something about this?" Robin said, sounding like a kind suspicious mom. Luffy sat up quickly with a blush begging to spread on his cheeks.

"N-no, I-I mean why would you say that?" Luffy was obviously a terrible liar.

"Luffy, what did you do?" Nami questioned.

"I-I didn't do anything! I promise!" Luffy waved his hands frantically in dismissal. It was bad enough that he was bad at lying. He was also being interrogated by his own crew.

"You obviously did something. It's not like Zoro to isolate himself unless he wants to sleep. And I'm pretty sure one doesn't sleep all day." Nami pressed.

"I didn't do anything! He- I mean…" Luffy couldn't actually tell them what happened. Remembering last night made his face turn red. "I-uh…I think I have diarrhea!" Luffy tried to escape but Nami caught him by the back of his shirt collar.

"You aren't going anywhere!" she hissed. "You go get him! Make up or something!"

"Luffy, was it actually that bad?" Usopp asked quietly. "What happened between you two?"

Luffy felt his heart drum in his ribcage. He didn't want to face Zoro now. For all he knows, Zoro doesn't even want to see him. Tears stung his eyes. "I…I can't…He hates me…" Luffy sniffled. Everyone's expression changed to concern. Nami let go of him.

"What are you talking about? Why would he hate you?" Sanji asked first. "Didn't you guys have a fight or something?" Luffy shook his head in dismissal. There was no way they could know what actually happened last night.

"Then what is it Luffy?" Chopper asked innocently. Luffy was trying his hardest not to cry.

"May I take a guess captain?" Robin spoke up. "I don't know what happened, but is it possible that he doesn't hate you, but hates himself?"

Luffy looked up in surprise. Why would Zoro be mad at himself? Thinking back, he realized how much it seemed like Zoro was taking advantage of him. Luffy had a sudden blast of realization.

"For what?" Sanji spoke up loudly. He walked up to Luffy. "It's obvious that whatever happened was the Marimo's fault. Do you want me to kick his ass for you Luffy?"

"Sanji, you're not helping." Usopp said.

"No, it's fine guys." Luffy spoke. Everyone looked at him questioningly. "I…I guess I should go up and talk to him."