Sebastian's POV

Walking down the hall his brow furrowed as he found himself looking over his shoulder ever 5 minutes when he got closer to the stair case and he sighed loudly his perfect seeming to become more beautiful to anyone looking at it but he felt nothing but complete and total worry, it was so intense that it made his chest feel extremely tight like he really couldn't get a deep breath as he walked down to the kitchen and started to prepare dinner but slowly his mind began to drift off for the first time. His mind wondered off quickly to two sets of gorgeous blue eyes that sparkled like the blue sky or the ocean during the summer time that stole his breath away, his mark that was so deeply etched into his eye that always seemed to glow a little brighter when he was near Ciel and the way Ciel looked when he had nearly all but swooned in his arms leaning up his face a deep crimson...It wasn't something Sebastian thought he could or would ever forget it had pulled at his heart and it also pulled at his emotions in a way he never experienced before. He wanted to lean down and plant a deep passionate kiss on Ciel and sweep him up into his arms fully and never let him go while his lips would ravage Ciel's mouth. Sebastian covered his mouth with his gloved hand closing his eyes as he struggled to keep making the dinner but his mind wouldn't let it be as it drifted to do other things to that boy things that he shouldn't want to do other than devour his soul when their time together would come to an end but a sharp pain hit him in the chest as he stopped in the middle of his actions when he realized...he didn't want there time to come to an end, sure some part of him missed the freedom he used to have but now...now he did not WANT to leave Ciel anymore. He kept cooking and once he finished he set the table although everything was in perfect condition he still checked and ran his hands over everything though he knew he didn't have to at all but he felt the strange desire and need to make sure everything was completely perfect and then he turned to get Ciel when he nearly actually jumped seeing Ciel standing there his blue eye intent almost like he was burning up on the inside, and his patch rested over his marked eye and Sebastian immediately wanted to take the eye patch off.

"Dinner is ready, young master." Sebastian bowed slightly fighting off the blush creeping up his neck slowly and he turned to go and leave when a small hand immediately slammed over his almost exactly as it happened in the study but Ciel was looking down at his plate,at the food, Sebastian had prepared and Sebastian looked at the boy blinking a few times. He stood there then hesitantly and slowly pulled his hand away from Ciel who's hand clenched once before putting in lap under the table taking a deep breath.

"Thank you Sebastian."

"Your welcome, my young master." Sebastian says keeping the surprised edge out of his voice as he gave another little bow to his master and stood straight getting lost in his mind once again. Why had he felt that rush of pride at being thanked by him? Usually any other day Sebastian would just brush it off as Ciel being polite and thanking him for doing this but...when he had grabbed his gloved hand on both accounts of the day felt a rush of some unknown emotion. He decided however he would keep these feelings from interfering with his daily duties and his watching over his master. But these feelings and fantasies were becoming harder and harder to suppress them and it was almost like slowly his heart was being attacked by these feelings and the constant feeling of wanting and the desperate desire for something other than his soul that seemed like it would be oh so mouth watering and sweet but his mind began shifting to something else that would be completely more mouthwatering. . . .

". . .Sebastian!"

Blinking rapidly Sebastian looked at Ciel who's blue eye seemed to blaze with an unknown feeling along with fury, his cute cheeks flushed a beautiful crimson red almost like a rose. Sebastian blinked again shaking his head quickly before looking at Ciel again." Yes what is it master?" He says a bit hesitant wondering what exactly Ciel had been talking about seeing as he wasn't even paying attention! I'm a horrible butler, he thought to himself feeling a little upset by this as Ciel's eyes sparked with nothing but anger at the butler and he suddenly stood up so fast his chair was knocked over his hands practically shook with anger as his delicate looking brows furrowed into a deep scowl looking at the butler before he turned walking to the door.

"Its nothing now, forget it." Ciel says over his shoulder as he walked out and Sebastian noticed he only ate half of his dinner, the rest of it looked like Ciel had just moved it around his plate making him frown slightly looking up at the door where his young master walked through and he sighed internally part of him feeling irritated and angry with the boy himself but never did it last before it went away and he heard a door being slammed shut. He sighed out loud then his brow furrowed deeply when he noticed Bardroy standing in the kitchen doorway his arms crossed a cigarette in his mouth as he stared at the plate then at Sebastian.

"I take it the young master is upset about something."

"How would you know Bardroy?"

"Well I guess since I usually don't eat or only eat a bit is when I'm most upset about something that's happened. But that's just me it might be completely different for the young master."

"He might be upset, he was incredibly angry with me for not listening to him when he had been speaking."

"Go talk to him then Sebastian. I learned from experience never let anyone whether it be master and servant, husband and wife, a courting couple, siblings or even servants among servants is that you never let someone walk away or go to sleep angry with you. . . .So go talk to the young master,he might just tell you why he would seem so upset or angry with you I'll take care of cleaning this up you go and talk."

Sebastian blinked at this somewhat new side of Bardroy and he nodded turning to the door all but taking off running towards his young masters room his feet looking like they weren't even touching the ground as he ran down the halls and up the stairs until he paused at Ciel's door his hand raised to knock.

Bardroy's POV

Watching as Sebastian took off running Bardroy thought it was just a touch strange for him to take off running so fast towards the masters room he wondered briefly if Ciel knew how important he was to the butler or how the butler sometimes looked at Ciel when he thought he or Mey-rin or Finny were looking and Tanaka. . . . Well if he saw he didn't mention it. Picking up the plate filled with food he walked to the kitchen cleaning it off and his mind flashed back towards the times when he had been in the war when he felt someone touching his arm gently and calling his name and he was following the voice back through his memories and he blinked his mind now back in the present and he realized he had dropped the plate.

"Bardroy...Are you alright?" He blinked again looking into the young almost childish face of Finny and Mey-Rin's face held the same worried look as Finny's and Bardroy blinked one before cracking up laughing, his laugh echoing around the room and doing something they didn't expect he swept Finny and Mey-rin into his arms hugging them as Mey-rin turned a bright shade of red Finny began to laugh along with Bardroy.

Ciel's POV

He paced his bedroom his anger fueling him to stay awake as he mutters and rants underneath his breath as he glares at nothing as his heart thumped to an angry jagged rhythm in his chest nearly making him vibrate with each thud of his aching heart. He couldn't take this much longer, the contract almost meant nothing to him now when all he desperately craved and needed and desired Sebastian with his heart and his body as well, it was worse than any hell when Sebastian looked away from him or wouldn't touch him it killed him every time. Dammit! Why was he thinking these wretched thoughts?! Why was he having these feelings?! Why couldn't he feel this way for Lizzie? Why Sebastian? What was it about Sebastian that is making Ciel slowly fall deeper in love with him everyday no every minute and seconds of the day. Immediately Sebastian's image popped up in his mind his black hair framing his sexy, beautiful dace, those red eyes staring at him made him want to melt in a puddle in the floor and sent his body and mind in a frenzy of fire and desire, his lips were always so perfect, his eye brows just had the more perfect arch to them, his nose was much like his face, perfect and the one thing that made him completely irresistible was that perfectly sculpted body that could be both deadly or passionate and graceful.

"Why? Why why why why why why do I have to care?! Why the hell do I care at all!?" Ciel screams at the top of his lungs his hands clenched around his ears like someone was deliberately whispering these things into his mind as he fell to his knees his body trembling faintly and all but buzzing with the ache to be held in Sebastian's arms. "No!" He screams again this one nearly hoarse and cracking the desire showing to anyone who had heard his voice as he squeezed his eyes shut tightly clenching his hands over his ears tighter as he peeked through his dark lashes the mark on his eye glowing subtly as he took deep breathes standing up and walked to his bathroom shutting the door unbuttoning his shirt and pulled his clothes off almost with a fierce edge to the simple tasks and when he put his hands on his pants he paused briefly looking into his mirror. His own dark hair was rumpled from ripping his shirt off and his cheeks were flushed a deep rose red, his chest heaving with his heavy breaths and his blue eyes seemed bluer to him, even the mark in his left eye looked to be brighter with his desires and anger at that moment and he shook his head hard starting the water unbuttoning his pants and when he shoved them down his cheeks burned an even darker red looking down at the erection he was now sporting with a look almost close to complete surprise and he slammed his back against the wall sliding down it slowly running his fingers through his hair tangling them in it making knots in his hair as he took deep breaths tilting head up looking at the ceiling trying not to focus on his hard aching member that so desperately ached for Sebastian just like the rest of his body did. He moans out loud in utter torment as he stopped the water getting in it right away before Sebastian came and he sunk down sighing in relief his erection slowly fading off as he kept the thoughts and fantasies at bay in his mind, he sunk down low the water up to his mouth when he heard a soft knock on his bathroom door and froze at the voice that followed it.

"Young master? Are you in there?" Sebastian says through the door and Ciel gasps softly as he sunk lower going completely under the water when Sebastian opened the door slowly then walked in and Ciel held his breath hearing Sebastian's sigh. "I know your angry with me but hiding underneath water isn't going to solve anything."

Ciel fought the pout that wanted to come over his face which shocked him again nearly making him lose his breath but his lungs were already screaming for air so he came up with a giant splash nearly soaking the butler as he took deep breaths of fresh air that was slightly tainted with the butlers scent when Ciel took a whiff in through his noise and he fought the urge to jump right in Sebastian's arms as the butler rolled his sleeves up taking his white gloves off with his teeth and Ciel's heart jumped seeing the almost sexy ritual of taking those white crisp gloves off his hands and he stared at the pale whiteness of them and the black nail polish color on his nails made them seem whiter than they truly are, Sebastian then picked up the sponge lathering it with soap and Ciel swallows hard turning his gaze back to the water as fantasies swirled around his mind and he just barely fought back the erection that wanted to pop back up. It was hard, harder than Ciel thought it would be when Sebastian set to work on scrubbing the boy's back as Ciel fought back shivers of desire that wanted to desperately roll over his body as he took a deep breath and before he knew it Sebastian had put the sponge down, pulling those white gloves right back on, the same seal on the back of Sebastian's hand almost seemed to wink at him as the seal in his eye seemed to flare as it met up with Sebastian's mark. Then Sebastian began to walk out to prepare the room for Ciel to sleep and Ciel sighed softly letting his head rest against the back of the tub his hair soaking wet but clean and he stood up grabbing a towel using it to dry his hair off then wrapped it around his waist walking into his bedroom where the butler was waiting a night shirt was draped over his arm as he smiled at the boy who just rolled his eyes at the butler and he let the towel drop off his waist lifting his arms up as the butler slipped the night shirt on him and Ciel walked towards the bed fighting a yawn.

"Master don't you want to. . . . Put on your undergarments for bed?" Sebastian asks hesitating only slightly and when Ciel looked at him in the candle light he could have sworn he saw a faint blush crawling over the demon's cheeks and he looked down his own cheeks heating up "No Sebastian, I mean its not like anyone's gonna know other than you, besides I feel like just sleeping like this tonight." He says his cheeks getting darker and darker as he sat on the bed looking at Sebastian who looked back at him and Ciel swore he felt his body heating up quickly and he prayed he didn't get another erection as his mind screamed they were staring at each other too long before Sebastian looked away.

"Yes my young lord, I understand." Sebastian says walking over to the bed as Ciel moves back on the bed holding back a grin looking at the little trip setup he had and as he was staring at it he noticed it all and understood perfectly. Sebastian tripped but he was no where near the trap and it made Ciel's eyes widen his heart to stop as Sebastian's large form fell on top of him and he groaned softly more in delight than in pain feeling all of Sebastian's weight on top of him. The butlers head was against his shoulder as Ciel's heart thunders in his chest as Sebastian's head lifted and suddenly the butlers face was mere inches from Ciel's making his heart pound even harder almost to a fever and painful pitch and he tried controlling his breathing so he wouldn't hyperventilate as he stared up into Sebastian's red colored eyes and he swallowed hard his face a bright red.

"S-Sebastian.." Ciel stutters his voice sounding weak and almost faint to his own ears as Sebastian looked down at him his own cheeks blushing softly and Ciel couldn't say anything for Sebastian leaned down claiming Ciel's lips with his own kisisng him deeply and passionately with the fierceness of the desires he had been feeling for a while and Ciel kissed back just as fiercely and deeply when Sebastian pulled away as soon as he realized what he was doing and ran for the door not even bothering to look back or say anything leaving Ciel there his heart breaking as he laid there rolling over laying face first on his bed before moving under the covers facing away from the door burrowing his face into the pillow closing his eyes try desperately not to think of the burn and sting of rejection that was so obvious that he got from Sebastian as he sank into a hot fevered type of dream.