PART TWO:
Sonny and Will had been making out for almost a half hour before they finally came up for air. Sonny finally forced himself away from Will, forcing both of them to get out of Will's bed. Will was clinging to Sonny rather heavily. He didn't want to not have contact with Sonny for any extended period of time. He had already had too much time apart from him; he didn't want to make another mistake that would cost him that closeness again.
"Will, I'm not going anywhere. You can let go for a minute" Sonny chuckled at Will's antics of holding onto his arm, his hand, running his hands over some body part of Sonny's whenever he had the chance. Will blushed profusely at being called out.
"I'm sorry, Sonny. I just… I missed touching you, being close to you. It's been a month since we've been "us" and I want to keep this feeling with me for as long as possible." Sonny turned to face Will, threading his fingers through Will's blonde hair, rubbing at his scalp softly. Sonny kissed the corner of Will's mouth lightly before pulling back again.
"Tonight. Meet me at Common Grounds after closing." Sonny raised his eyebrows the way Will used to on the couch in the middle of Horton square. Will smiled shyly at his actions.
"Of course. Are you… are you sure, though? I mean, I'd understand if you needed more… more time." Will didn't always stumble over his words, but Sonny knew why it was happening right now. In this moment, he knew that Will felt insecure about his mistakes. He knew Will like the back of his hand, and maybe that was why Sonny wasn't able to get over Will like he had tried. Sonny had forgiven Will, but he feared that Will hadn't yet forgiven himself; Forgiven himself for the lies he told Sonny; Forgiven himself for the way he screwed things up between them; Just couldn't forgive himself for the way he acted.
"I love you, William Horton. I always will. I have to go, but I will see you tonight. Don't be late." Sonny winked at him, kissed Will's cheek, and then grabbed his coat from Will's desk before leaving to get back to work.
Will didn't know what he was feeling. He partially felt as though he was on top of the world. Sonny wanted to be with him again; Sonny wanted him again. But there was a part of him that just couldn't forget what he did. How could Sonny just forgive him like nothing ever happened? Especially when he couldn't even forgive himself for what he had done. He didn't know why he even deserved Sonny's love, but he had it. He wasn't going to let go of that for anything, not again.
Will was walking toward Common Grounds. He was early, but he couldn't bear the thought of being late, especially after Sonny's little warning earlier. Will ran his fingers through his hair nervously. He was scared. Scared to death of something bad happening. He didn't want things to be over between him and Sonny again, but he was a Horton. On top of that, he was an idiot. All he could think about was that he was going to do something that would have Sonny running for the hills for good. Will stopped in front of the door at CG, taking a deep breath before knocking on the door, unsure about whether or not Sonny would've left the door unlocked for him. What he saw when the door finally opened was not a sight he was expecting.
Brian.
Will's breath caught in his throat, almost choking from the shock of seeing Brian in CG… after closing. Will noticed Brian's lips were slightly red; not noticing Brian's left cheek was also red. Brian didn't say anything, just glared at Will before nudging him out of the way and speeding away. Will sighed, knowing this afternoon was too good to be true. Sonny and Brian were together, and he never had a chance. Maybe everything today had been a dream.
Just as Will turned to walk home, an arm shot out and pulled him backwards into CG. He felt arms wrap around his waist before a soft whisper caught his ear.
"Where do you think you're going, Mr. Horton?"
"Home. This was obviously just a ploy, or a sick joke to make fun of me. Show me that you're with Brian and that I never stood a chance of getting back together with you. So, just let me go, Sonny." Sonny turned Will around so they were facing each other. Sonny grasped both of Will's hand in his own, squeezing firmly.
"Brian came here, but I told him whatever he thought we were wasn't going to happen."
"You don't have to…"
"He wanted me to get over you. He kept telling me that I was too good for you, that you were worthless. He forced himself on me, kissed me. I pushed him away before laying into him. I told him you were everything: everything to me. I wouldn't be me without you, Will. If anything, I'm not worthy of you. You are amazing; and yes you may have lied to me…" Will opened his mouth to counter, but Sonny moved forward quickly to kiss Will's parted lips lightly.
"…But I forgave you a long time ago, and Brian didn't understand that. He couldn't understand that what we had, I just couldn't just let go of that, of you. I couldn't let go of the first guy that I really saw myself being with for the rest of my life." Sonny smiled once he was finished, softly rubbing his thumbs over Will's hands, still encased in his own.
"Sonny. My god, you are… why are you so perfect? I love you so much. Please never leave me again. I will do anything to keep you in my life. Anything. I can't live without you, and I don't want to." Will bit his bottom lip, but Sonny had other ideas. Letting go of Will's hands, Sonny brought one around Will's back to pull the man closer to him.
"I am far from perfect. But with you, I feel like everything is right in the world. We are perfect." Will kissed Sonny softly, missing the contact of lips against lips, the rest of the world disappearing when they were together. Sonny pulled Will even closer, showing Will just how much he wanted him. "Come home." Sonny breathed against Will's lips, opening his eyes to gage Will's reaction to his words.
"What? Do you mean…?" Will looked down, almost as if he was ashamed for even considering asking Sonny if he really meant what he was saying.
"Come home, Will. Move back in with me. Or better yet, let's get our own place together. Someplace new. A new beginning, a new us, just… home." Will smiled shyly while nodding. Sonny laughed quietly at Will's shyness.
"I'd love that, Sonny. But only if… if you're sure." Sonny kissed Will again passionately.
"Of course I'm sure. I wouldn't ask if I wasn't. So, are we going home, or what?" Sonny asked again. He wanted to get Will home, get him alone. They were already alone, but he wanted them to really be alone. Not in a public place, even at midnight. Will slid his hand into Sonny's, which had dropped from his back when they were talking in hushed voices.
"Take me home." Sonny's bright smile returned to his face, one that Will had been longing to see for the past month. Sonny locked up before snatching up Will's hand again and walking back to their apartment.
Sonny was unlocking the apartment door, but was having trouble as Will's hands were running all over his shoulders and back. It was distracting him, just that small touch, but he knew what was coming. When the door opened to their apartment, time would still and they would be together again.
"Hurry up, Sonny." Sonny chuckled at Will's tone, but was feeling the same way inside. Sonny finally unlocked the door and practically jumped across the threshold, Will following closely, not breaking the contact he previously had with Sonny. Will's hands moved over Sonny's shoulders to pull Sonny's jacket off, throwing it on the floor before shedding his own. Sonny turned around and watched as Will pulled his shirt over his head. With each inch of skin revealed, Sonny became more and more himself, more and more turned on, and more and more ready for the future.
Will walked up to Sonny and started unbuttoning his shirt, taking each button slowly, wanting to take his time undressing Sonny for the first time in over a month. Even though he had seen all of Sonny in the shower earlier, it wasn't the same as being the one to reveal each patch of skin on Sonny's body. Sonny's shirt fluttered to the floor and Sonny pulled Will close so their chests were touching. Both men sighed at the contact, feeling as though things were right again. Will kissed Sonny, parting his lips with his tongue, and remapping out every surface of the dark cavern. Sonny just moaned at Will's control. Sonny had always kind of been the controlling one, but Sonny could definitely get used to this side of Will. Controlling Will. That just turned him on more.
"Will." Sonny moaned as he broke their kiss. Sonny moved his hands over Will's chest, moving his hands down toward Will's belt buckle, wanting to see every inch of Will's body once again. Not feeling as though his life would be complete again without the contact they were about to share again.
The next few minutes were filled with soft kisses, slow caresses, and the rest of their clothes being shed. They each stood there staring, taking the other in wholly, wanting to remember this night forever. Will smiled at Sonny before walking over the bed and laying down. Sonny was slightly stunned, and all he could do was turn to watch Will move. Watching his every movement as Will's hand travelled down to his already hard length, stroking it slowly. Sonny gulped and moved quickly over the bed, where his Will was already fondling himself. He wanted to be the one to do that. Sonny slapped Will's hand away from himself before replacing it with his own. Will arched into Sonny's touch, wanting and needing even more contact than what was going on now.
"Sonny, I need you." Sonny kissed Will passionately before covering his body with his own, feeling every each of skin the other man had exposed to the world. They took it slow, not wanting to rush anything. Feeling each other, getting to know the other's body again. It didn't take long for both of them to be writhing with need. Not being able to wait anymore, Sonny entered Will with love and patience. He could tell that Will hadn't been with anyone else by the words that spewed from Will's mouth.
"Mm, Sonny. God, it's been too long. I almost forgot that it felt this… ugh, amazing." Will breathed harshly as he spoke, Sonny distracting him with his movements. Sonny leaned in to kiss Will's lips, wanting that extra connection, wanting to pour all of his love into this moment, into the new beginning.
They made love for hours, never wanting to disconnect from each other. Always having some sort of connection, wanting to be connected forever. And to think, this was just the beginning.
the end.
