Candi: Welcome! It's LovelyCandieez!~ I changed my name from FunEveryWeek to LovelyCandieez because I decided that I couldn't keep the promise that was in my name because once September starts, my schedule becomes busier O3O" Well, I hope you enjoy this chap-
Ikuto: Shut up.
Amu: Come on, Ikuto, she's trying to introduce the readers...
Candi: It's OK. As long as someone sexy is interrupting me, I don't mind.
Amu: Agreed... *blushes*
Ikuto: You don't own us, right?
Candi: Erm, no and why?
Ikuto: Just making sure... because I don't feel quite sexy enough... *takes shirt off and woos all 'em other girls*
Candi: What... *totally red blood falling from nose* How could you not be sexy?!
Previously:
Ikuto finds out about her secret when he finds her crying in her room. Later, Amu commits suicide.
Day 2
I woke up in the bathtub that was dried and covered in blood. What? Did it not work? I moved my upper body up so I was over the other edge of the bath tub, and the puke flowed out of me. Was someone touching me? My back feels warm... was someone patting my back? Oh no... agh, this puke tasted terrible. It's stinging my throat... "It's OK, Amu," a deep voice said. Was it Dad? It might be Ikuto... because the door was locked. I was finally done puking up the pills. I looked to my side to see who was in the room.
"Ikuto. How long have you been in here?" I asked quietly, as I couldn't make much sound with my stinging throat. "Why didn't you just stay out there and let me die on my own?" I rubbed my neck so it wouldn't sore as much as it did right now from laying in the bath tub.
"I realized that you've been in here for the longest time ever, and the door was locked, so I knew what was happening. I had to make sure you would stay alive," he told me. What a lie, no one wants me alive.
"Didn't you have a sister or something? Go talk to her, and stop bothering me. Just let me be!" I said and reached for my blade which hadn't been there. Where was it?!
"My sister commited suicide three years ago. I can't talk to her. And you're looking for your blade, aren't you? It's somewhere secret," he said.
"What, the 'somewhere secret' is the trash can?" I asked.
"Nope." He lifted my body. Why the hell is he lifting me?! He can't possibly bring me back to my room in this state! He put a towel over me so no one could see it. I saw the window outside, and it had looked like the sun was rising. Not like anyone was awake, so what was the point of putting the towel on me?
"Let me go," I told him. He didn't put me down but he just smirked. The damn boy smirked...
"We're going to your room. You're not going to school today, you're going to stay home. Your excuse is that you're sick and that I'm going to take care of you, OK?" he told me. Why is he doing this? For my own good? He said something about his sister suiciding, did he experience something like this before? He opened the door to my room and threw me onto my bed.
"Hey! Why are you taking care of me?!" I asked him, curious to know his answer. Why is he the only one who cares?
"Everyone cares. Who wants an innocent little girl to die?" he asked and sat right next to my laying body. I looked at my cuts and felt them sting a little still. "By the way, it's about five o'clock. You've been passed out for a while." He rubbed my thigh that wasn't cut. What a pervert! I slapped his hand hard with my left one and I felt the stinging cut when I bent my wrist. "Ouch, Amu-chan!" When did someone start calling me that?
"Amu-chan? Why are you calling me that?" I asked him.
"What? Would you rather I call you Amu-koi?" he teased.
"No!" I screamed a little too loudly. He covered my mouth and looked at the door. Luckily, there were no other noises than our breathing.
"Would you like to go on a date today?" he asked me. The question shocked me. A date? Total pedophile...
"No..." I responded a little louder, my throat stinging less.
"Well you won't be doing anything else. You won't go to school so it'd be better if we went out to eat," he suggested.
"What about... a movie?" I asked him.
"Oh, so you do want to go on a date. OK then, we can go to the movie theater around ten when everyone is gone and then we'll pick a movie to watch." I nodded and put my hand to my head. I started getting a slight head ache from earlier.
"Wait... were you watching me there in the bath tub the whole time... seeing when I'll wake up?" I asked him. I saw him nod and groaned. "Pervert... what did you do to occupy yourself? Jack off at my sleeping body or molest me?" I asked him, knowing that I was in my lacy underclothes.
"None of those. I just waited until you woke up. I stroked your face a couple times though, your skin is soft," he said, and put his large hand on my cheek. It was warm and I winced at his touch, thinking that he might slap me like those kids at school. "You're so cute," he told me. Cute? I've never been told that... only by my parents when I was a child. He layed down next to me on his side like I was. He scooted his face closer to mine. He was sort of... hot and handsome. What was I thinking?! He's reaching for a kiss, idiot! Move away! I moved my face so it was facing the ceiling. My face started heating up. No, I can't be blushing. I don't even have feelings for the pervert! I heard him sigh and he turned to the ceiling like I did.
"S-sorry..." I said. Did I really just say sorry? He must think I'm an idiot now! I'm the one who pulled away!
"Why are you apologizing?" he asked me.
"Well..." I couldn't bring myself to say it. I'm such an idiot. I had to say sorry... "You were trying to kiss me... and.. I... moved away..." I finally said after a long break.
"I guess..." I sighed and turned my head back to him. When I saw him look at me, I closed my eyes and puckered my lips a little. I waited a few seconds until I opened my eyes again. Ah! He was close, but he wasn't kissing me yet. His forehead touched mine and I looked into his shiny eyes. Why was I allowing him to do this? He's a pedophile who was a key to open anything! I didn't try moving at all from this position, and I just stayed there. His arms wrapped around my waist again. Should I make the move? His lips look so soft and kissa- what am I talking about?! He chuckled and his warm breath pushed onto my lips. Why was he chuckling?! He laughed louder. "Haha! You're so easy to tease! I wasn't going to kiss you anyways!" He moved away and took his arms away and stretched them out. I looked at him and almost screamed.
"What?!" I yelled.
"What? Did you really want me to kiss you?" he asked. He clearly saw my red face.
"N-no!" I exclaimed again.
"Haha! Just go to sleep again! I'll wake you up at nine to get ready for our date." His hand covered my eyes. How ridiculous he is. I turned and closed my eyes after I removed his hand. I fell into a deep sleep.
"Amu-koi, wake up. I cleaned the bath tub and it's eight thirty, I forgot that you need breakfast, so I made some eggs, grits and bacon. Please eat peacefully, it's on your make up counter since you can't eat anywhere else," Ikuto said to me. He used that ridiculous honorific.
"Don't use that ending... and there was a table downstairs in the cabinet for when you want to eat in bed..."
"Oh, OK then." He shook me a little.
"Ten more minutes... or twenty..." I said to him. I was exhausted, but I was starving. My stomach felt hollow. I got up and he was staring at me. "I'm hungry. Never mind." I got out of bed and went to my make up counter and found my steaming food. I wonder how Ikuto cooks... I wonder if it's good. If only I could cook good, then I'd have something to be happy about. I looked around and thought there was something wrong with the counter. I looked again, and realized something was missing. My box... damn it he could have taken it! "Where the hell is my box?!" I screamed at him.
"Taken. No more of those things," he said. "Just eat. Stop worrying." How could I not worry?! I needed those! I collected those for years!
"Idiot! I need those!" I screamed at him.
"Why?" he replied.
"I just need them when I feel bad! It becomes an addiction. It's probably like you, aren't you addicted to, uhm, sex or something?" I responded.
"Nope, I'm not a little boy yearning for girls. And that's sort of what Utau said..." I knew he had a sister, but I didn't know her name. Was Utau her name?
"Who's Utau?" I asked, just to make sure.
"My sister, the one who suicided." I remember him telling me that.
"Oh yeah... what happened?" I asked and seated in frnt of the counter. I started eating the food and found it delicious. "Thank you for the food, Ikuto..."
"Just call me Ikuto-koi, you're OK with that, right?" he asked me. The hell? No way would I ever be calling him Ikuto-koi in my life.
"No." He laughed at my single-worded answer.
"Anyways, my sister Utau killed herself from the pressure of the bullies at her school. She slit her neck. She did that three years ago, and I still haven't gotten over the sight of her dead body. I just don't want you to die so you don't experience the same thing as her. It's not a good thing to the people around you," he told me and layed down on my bed.
"She's in the same situation as me..." I muttered. He heard me, I assume, because I saw him raise his head. I was quiet... did he have some super power that he had a better hearing ability or something?
"Oh, so you're getting bullied? By who?" he asked me.
"Everyone at school," I said.
"That's a lot of people to beat up," he told me. How nice of him. I chuckled a little bit at his words. I finished my food up quickly and gave Ikuto my plate.
"Can you bring it to the sink downstairs? I'm sick, doctor Ikuto..." I said, and looked at him with a pouty face. Did he think I was being sexy or something? He looked aroused with his wide eyes and pink face. Oh, shit. I forgot, I said "Doctor Ikuto"... He got up and smirked at me and walked to me. Shit, was he gonna do some pervert move now? With each step, my heart beat faster. He grabbed my plate and looked me into the eyes, still leaning over and his face was at the same level as me. I'm pretty sure I was blushing, because my cheeks were extremely hot. His eyes looked so... pretty. His eyelashes were long, I feel quite envious... and his nose looked so cute, I could capture every detail of his face if he was upclose like this. He moved away without chuckling and touched my head, then left with the plate. How could he be so sexy? W-wait! Why am I thinking of this again?! That pervert got aroused with my comment that I said by accident! I just wanted him to bring my plate down, geez. I swear I saw his eyes starting to show lust...
"Ikuto-koi...?" I said, trying out the name as if I knew I was going to use it. Snap yourself out of it, Amu! Why the hell are you thinking of him that way!? Ikuto went through the door again and into my room. He snaked around me so his head was on my left shoulder and his body was on the right side of mine, touching my skin with his clothing. I shivered when I felt his body so close to mine.
"Come on, we're going to clean you up and get you dressed. Do you want Dr. Ikuto to do that for you?" he asked me. How ridiculous he is.
"Yes," I accidently blurted out. The hell, Amu! Now he's gonna think of you as some slut... His eyes became wide at my answer, and I felt his warm arms wrap around my neck. The same warmth was on my cheeks, and I knew I was blushing, because I saw in the mirror. "Oh! I didn't mean to say yes! I mean, no! Hell no, to be exact!" I yelled at him. He clearly wasn't going to let go soon since I felt his arms move so they were comfortable.
"Aw, I wanted you to keep your answer. Plus, Dr. Ikuto will do anything to make sure his patient is healthy," he whispered in my ear. It sent shivers up and down my spine.
"Geez..."
"But I need you to go in the bathroom and come back naked and soaking after you take your shower," he told me. That pervert, of course he wanted me to do that. I slapped his hand that was on my neck and he still didn't remove them. His warm breath was on my neck, and he looked at me. "Is that a yes?"
"No! It's a no! I'll come back but I'll be changed. I still have that pair of clothes in the restroom, unless you moved them," I responded. He shook his head and then removed his arms and sat to my left.
"But those clothes aren't cute. But you look cute in anything, so, just choose anything to wear."
"T-thanks." I wanted to thank him more than this though. I wanted to fall onto him and gave him a big hug, but I couldn't do that. I moved over to the bathroom and covered myself with a towel that I had in my room to cover myself when I went to the bathroom in this attire. I turned the shower on a walked in after stripping. I only had thoughts of Ikuto... Ikuto, Ikuto, Ikuto. His name was like music to my ears, Ikuto. Ikuto Tsukiyomi. Amu... Tsukiyomi? That doesn't sound right... w-wait... why am I thinking of this?! Sure, he's handsome and totally sexy and all, but he's not... he's not that great... but I feel like I can trust him... and, I guess that I don't feel alone in the world anymore. Ikuto could be my only friend...
I finished my shower and put a towel on my soaking body. I walked to my room, where I knew Ikuto was. I had the towel on, so it was OK, wasn't it? I brought my clothing with me so I could change in there. I walked in the room and saw Ikuto laying on my bed, and he noticed that I walked in like that. "A-Amu? Why did you come in dressed like that?!" he asked me.
"You said you wanted me naked and soaking. I'm part naked and I haven't dried myself at all. Now, turn around and don't look while I put my clothing on. I'm going to change here because I don't want to go through the hassle of going back to the bathroom."
"Geez, Amu. Don't walk in dressed like that again... you gave me a total shock," he told me. What? I just gave him what he wanted.
"So you didn't like that I did what you asked for?" I asked him, confused by his words.
"N-no, I liked that you did what I wanted but I didn't think you'd actually do it."
"Oh, OK, now cover your face in the pillow! I'll tell you when it's OK to look," I told him. He nodded and covered his face with my pink pillow. I looked at him to make sure he was actually doing it. Once I knew it was safe, I started drying my hair and body with the towel I had brought. I got some other clothes from my closet that I thought Ikuto would like to see me in on our date. I put a regular white bra and some white panties that had a red bow on it. I looked at my body in my long mirror, and stared at it. "Ikuto, it's OK to look now. I'm in my underclothes, so you can choose to look or not. At least you're not looking at my bare body," I said, and still observed my body. I turned to the side to see how big my size was.
"Amu, why are you observing your body like that?" he asked me.
"Like what?" I asked back. What was he talking about? I was just looking at my body.
"You're looking at it in disgust." I must admit, I thought I did look a little fat. At least, that's what people at school said. "Do you think you're big or something?" He got up and stood beside me. I saw that he changed into something else too. He had a denim button up shirt and some white jeans to go along with it. It looked like he was wearing too much denim...
"Yeah," I responded.
"You're not fat though, I don't see any fat, to be exact," he told me. Why is he saying that? Everyone else says I'm so fat and jiggly.
"No, no. I'm fat. Everyone says so. I agree." He was now behind me and he rested his arms on my shoulders when I turned back to face to mirror.
"You're not fat. Look, you can see your ribs," he said and poked my ribs.
"Yeah but I'm round. Can't you see it?" I turned to face him and looked down.
"Oh come on, you're a perfect girl, Amu. What those people say are lies. Can I give you a hug?" he asked me.
"Fine, go ahead." I opened my arms and he held my body tight in his arms. He lifted me and I held him by his neck when he supported me by my butt.
"Beautiful," he whispered in my ear. Like he knew the truth... I removed my body from his but still held his neck.
"Not," I responded. We stared at each other and eventually, we both moved our heads closer together. I didn't want to move away this time. I closed my eyes once I felt his breath against my lip, and he was the one to start the kiss. It was my first kiss! H-how do I breathe again?! But, I don't want to stop this kiss... not at all! His lips were warm and his breath was warm. We pressed our lips together and seperated, but our foreheads still touched each other. My bra strap fell, but I didn't feel like pulling it back up. "Ikuto... I... I..." I said, but stumbled on my sentence from shock. I started breathing air again and I heard him say something.
"I love you, Amu-koi," he said to me. I felt his words against my lips. I wanted so badly to kiss them again.
"I have to get ready for our date now..." I told him, looking down at his lips when they moved closer to mine again. He kissed me again, and I happily returned it. My hands were placed on his warm face now, and I gave him one more kiss. And one more... maybe just another? OK, I've kissed him several times now. I just wanted one more kiss, and then Ikuto pulled away. I saw his cheeks start to change into a pink, and I knew that mine had changed into that color a long time ago. He put my down slowly, and we both enjoyed a hug that lasted for a few seconds. "I love you too, Ikuto-koi." I smiled at him with the lips that he had just kissed a while ago.
"So does that make me your boyfriend?" he asked me while pulling my bra strap back up. I nodded slowly and felt my cheeks heat up even more. I had a boyfriend now, I had a boyfriend! I feel so happy! I-I haven't been this happy in forever... the last time I felt this way was when I found out I had a new sister!
"I'm happy, Ikuto-koi." I gave him another hug. I didn't want to stop doing this, although I needed to at some time. I let go of him and missed the warmth that was on my body. "I must get ready for our date, now," I told him and moved back over to my clothing. I put on some dark blue jeans and a pink lace camisole that went with a black laced cardigan that had quarter sleeves. I put my dark pink flats on to go with it and I put my hair up in a ponytail. I saw the time and noticed it was only nine ten. "It's a little too early to drive to the movie theatre now. Do you want to do something until it's about nine fourty five?" I asked him. He layed down on the bed and invited me onto it.
"Eh? Something? Hm... something fun... everyone knows that answer." He crawled on top of me and kissed me. I enjoyed the kiss, but I didn't enjoy what he said. When he left my lips, I immediately screamed.
"Nooo! We're not having sex! I'm too young, Ikuto-koi. I don't think that someone should go all the way until they're married..." I said and pushed him off.
"Oh, you thought I meant sex? Hahahaha! Who knew a girl could have such a mind!" He started crying from how hard he was laughing. I immediately hit his groin out of anger. "Haha- Ooww! Amu-koi... that hurt..." he told me.
"So what were you planning to do?" I asked him.
"Just make out, that's all!" He still laughed wildly. I felt so embarassed...
"I guess I ruined it... stop laughing! It's embarassing, Dr. Ikuto..." I said, using my sexy term again with a pouty face. He immediately stopped laughing and stroked my face with the back of his hand.
"Dr. Ikuto isn't in business. He was a fake man who was planning to tickle his patients to death!" he said and immediately started tickling me. Now I was the one laughing wildly. At some points in time, he would lift my shirt to show my stomach and blew a raspberry.
"Ikuto-koi! Hahaha! Stooop! Stoop! Hahahahaha!" He was good at tickling. And damn, I couldn't even get him to stop. Even though I hated getting tickled, having him tickle me, it was enjoyable! "Fine, fine! Hahaha! No more- hahaha! No more kisses! Stop tickling meee! Hahahaa!" I told him. That's when he stopped and crawled over me again. That's when we started making out. I still felt ticklish due to him, so I still laughed when we had our first few kisses. I felt his tongue brush against my lip, and I gladly let him in. I moaned from the pleasure of his tongue attacking mine and taking over my whole mouth. This is the first time we've had tongue, and we just started dating today. I felt like the happiest girl in the world, and none of those stupid comments from school could stop me from enjoying this.
"Amu-koi..." I heard his sexy voice say. His tongue played with mine and I wrapped my arms around his neck, and I saw the cuts. I closed my mouth a little, but it was wide enough for Ikuto's tongue to play around in. Oh well, I'll get longer sleeves when we're done. I felt him turn us over, and now I was the one on top. I started using my tongue and we both got into a battle. I felt his hands go up my thighs, and they started touching my butt. Though I yearned for his touch, I didn't want to do this so early. I stopped using my tongue and Ikuto noticed that. He stared at me in confusion, and then he noticed where his hands were. He immediately removed them and looked at me in the eyes. "S-sorry!" he exclaimed, "I... couldn't help myself..." He gave me an innocent look. He really looked adorable...
"It's OK..." I said, giving him a smile and one more kiss. I got off of him and looked at him. I didn't realize that I wasn't breathing during that, so I took this time to take in air and I panted, and so did he. I cuddled up with him on the bed and he did the same. He took my left wrist, which was across his chest, and kissed it.
"There'll be no need for cutting anymore, OK, Amu-koi? I couldn't be there for Utau, but I'm going to be here for you," he told me. I gave him a smile so he was sure, but I wasn't sure how I was going to be affected when I went back to school and when he left. Probably... back to daily crying and trying to find blades again.
"When you leave... will you still come often?" I asked him.
"We'll see everyday. On days I'm not there, we'll go on a date. On days that I am there, I'll spend all of that day with you," he told me. I sat up after releasing my cling on Ikuto. I saw the clock and it said nine fourty.
"We should start heading to the movie theatre now. Come on, I wanna see a horror movie!" I said.
"Erm, are you up for a ghost movie?" he asked me.
"Sure! Let's go, let's go, let's go! I haven't been to the movies in foreveer!" I screamed. I twirled in my spot when I stood up. I then remembered my short sleeves and grabbed something random out of my closet that was long sleeved. It was a black cardigan again, but it wasn't laced and it had long sleeves to cover my arms. I removed my laced cardigan and put the plain one on while Ikuto talked.
"Well the movie has to be fast, I wouldn't be able to stand being in a dark room alone with you without fondling something," he said and looked at my breasts. Pervert... I smacked his reaching hand.
"Molester attack!" I screamed and ran out my bedroom door. "Come catch me now, molester!"
"Amu-koi!" he screamed when I ran so fast that I was already at the front door from upstairs. I was laughing so hard that I couldn't even hear myself. When Ikuto ran to where I was, he immediately gave me a giant hug and spun me around while we laughed together. "I'll always love you, babe."
"I'll always love you too, honey," I said to him. We went out to his car and I went into his passenger seat while he went to the driver side. He put his key in and started the engine.
We got to the movie theater in fifteen minutes, and to keep each other company, we told each other sweet compliments about each other. "Erm, so which movie you want?" he asked me. I looked at the movie list and held his arm.
"Paranormal Activity," I suggested.
"You sure? I heard that it's really scary. Nothing pops out at you, I think. Plus it's been out for a while, I don't think anybody would be in the theater because they've all probably seen it, babe," he told me. I didn't care, so I told him that. He shrugged and bought a ticket for two and some popcorn for us to share. He also got a drink too, and he payed for it all. He was really a gentleman. We went into the movie theater and cuddled up after removing that arrogant arm rest that was in between us. The lights dimmed and I knew the movie was starting. I looked around the room and Ikuto was right, there was no one else there besides us. We could do anything... but we can't...
"Honey, there's no one here..." I told him.
"I know that," he responded. He obviously didn't get my hint.
"There's no one here, we can do anything," I said, giving him an even bigger hint. He looked down at me with his dark colored eyes.
"I know that, babe. Did you want to do something?" he asked me, his voice getting seductive.
"Maybe... something to you..." I said and stroked his leg. I wanted to make him happy, so I'll do that.
"Babe, we're not going to do that. Just watch the movie," he said as he crossed his legs. He was obviously aroused by my move. My eyes moved back to the big screen and sometimes back at him.
"Please?" I asked him with innocent eyes. I knew he was trying to resist looking at me because his eyes only flicked to me. He gulped and I ran my finger down his arm. "It'll make you happy..." This was going to probably be the only time I'll tempt him to do this. I didn't want to be involved with any other sexual acts later. "Oh come on honey... I love you," I told him. Damn, it was going to be a long and hard time to convince him. Then it'd be time to escape to plan B...
"Babe... we can't do that, OK? You already said that you didn't want to go all the way yet," he told me.
"That's not all the way," I said. I reached for his pants zipper and found it easily without him noticing. I pulled it down, and damn that loud noise. Ikuto noticed it after I went down half way. I immediately saw the bulge in his pants once he saw what I was doing. Damn, it was big... He stopped my hand once he saw it.
"Babe, it's not going to be good for you..." he told me. Damnit! I didn't give a rat's ass about this!
"Damn it, Ikuto-koi! You have a boner, so let me please you. I want to feel your come all over my face..." I told him. He looked down at me again.
"Amu-koi, we won't do that. It'll ruin your life if you do it at this age, trust me." Agh, fine, I couldn't convince him, but he sure pissed me off to the point where I didn't want to try anymore.
"Fine... I won't give you a BJ..." I said and relaxed on his chest again. We watched the rest of the movie in peace, and Ikuto's hardness vanished after a half hour of watching the movie.
BEHIND THE SCENES =DD in their dressing room.
Ikuto: I'm such an idiot...
Amu: Why, dear?
Ikuto: I didn't let you give me a BJ! Arrghh! This is outrageous! *breaking everything*
Amu: I can give you one now... *blushy blushy*
Ikuto: Go ahead! *brings chair over and sits on it and spreads legs* Or is little Amu-koi too scared now?
Amu: I'm not, of course! I'm the one who asked! *gets on knees in between his legs*
Candi: *She was closely listening and watching* HOSHIT, GET THE CAMERA OUT OF THERE. Or should we record it and sell it...
