Author's Note: I hope you like my first chapter. Stephenie Meyer owns all of these beautiful creatures. The title name may be confusing now, but I will explain it later.
Chapter 2: Surprise Return
Bella's POV
English 101 flew by like a strong wind. I couldn't concentrate on what the professor was saying. My next class was Spanish. Yes, I'm taking Spanish in college because I want to minor in it. Once I was in Spanish class, I couldn't concentrate anymore. Not paying attention didn't matter anyways because it was the same exact class I took in high school. It felt like there was a big hole in my heart, like there was something missing. What could it be though? I had Edward and I loved him. Maybe if I forgot about Jacob, everything would get better. Spanish class had finally ended, so I was supposed to meet Edward by the car now. That was the end of my classes for today. When I got to the car Edward didn't seem like himself.
"Edward, I'm sorry what I said to you. I really shouldn't have said anything. I'm so sorry. You know that I love you and I'm going to try to stop thinking about Jacob so much." I really was going to try to stop thinking about Jacob so much. He was gone and I needed to accept that. Edward is the one that I love and I plan on spending eternity with him. After all, we are getting married, right?
"Bella, I'm sorry too. It's ok that you miss Jacob. Who knows, maybe he'll come back someday." Edward leaned over and kissed me. I'm so glad that things are back to normal between us now. "Where do you want to go to lunch?"
"I would like to go someplace Italian. I'm in the mood for pasta." Pasta felt good right about now. Things are finally back to normal.
Edward's POV
We were driving into Port Angeles to find an Italian restaurant. I am so glad that Bella has focused on our relationship again. I know it is still going to take some time before she finally gets over Jacob, but in the mean time, I'll be here for her. "We're here Bella."
We walked into the restaurant and got a seat at one of the tables in the back. A waitress came and asked Bella what she wanted to drink. "A coke please," she said. When it was her turn to ask me I also said a coke. I would let Bella have it since I know that is her favorite drink.
"Bella, have you picked a date for our wedding yet?" I was curious to know.
"Not yet. I'm still trying to figure out when the best time for a wedding should be." I could see that she played with her fingers when she was nervous or didn't want to talk about a certain subject.
The waitress came back with the cokes and asked Bella what she wanted to order. "What would you like to order today miss?"
"I 'll have the spaghetti and meatballs," Bella replied.
"Would you like anything to order sir?" asked the waitress.
"No, thank you though," I replied.
"Ok, I'll be right back with your order then miss," said the waitress and then she walked away.
"I'm thinking that you haven't even though about it a date for the wedding yet. It's the beginning of September already and I thought we were going to get married in August." Did she not want to get married? I knew that she hadn't come up with a date yet because Alice would have seen the wedding in one of her visions and she hasn't seen anything yet.
"Edward, we will get married ok? I've just had a lot on my mind right now and I haven't had time to plan a wedding. We'll talk about this later ok?" Bella seemed to get upset, but so was I.
The waitress came back with Bella's food. "Here you go miss. Enjoy." With that, she walked away.
"Ok, we can talk about it later. I'm just wondering why you want to be with me if you don't want to get married. I'll be waiting in the Volvo."
Bella's POV
Just like that, he walked away. Why did he even have to bring up the subject of marriage? Everything was fine until he brought up that subject. I really do loved Edward, but I'm not ready to get married right now. I don't know why, but there is something telling me to wait. I can't wait forever though because my nineteenth birthday is this month. I finished my lunch, paid, and went out to the Volvo. Edward was in the Volvo waiting for me. He started driving off to my house. While we were driving, Tattoo by Jordan Sparks was playing on the radio.
Oooh... Oooh... Ohhh..
No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
My head in the fire,
sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed.
The truth is a stranger
My soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free to,
Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind.
I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo,
Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking ties.
When I look in the mirror,
Didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I gotta be strong and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you.
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.
I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo.
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you.
Not soon after the song ended, we were back at my house. "I'll talk to you later I guess," I said as I opened the door to get out of the car.
"Yes, we will talk later," Edward said as he closed the door behind me and sped off.
I walked up to the front door and was just about to go inside when I saw a figure on the edge of the forest. The figure was tall and had a mysterious look to it. Wait a minute, was it really him? Yes, it was Jacob! "Jacob!" He looked my way and I soon started running towards him.
