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Lumiiere

Dark Gothic Lolita


And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?Why?

-Evanescence-


Why did he hug her?

Why?

It was the only question that alienated her-every night, every day.

For it had been two weeks since the incident, and not much had changed for her at school-until recently.

Laxus tended to smile more and laugh more-wholeheartedly and ate much more during lunch, and he even went out more.

With his friends.

But to top it all off he was completely ignoring her, not a word nor a glance, not even the slightest hint of acknowledgement just nothing at all.

Nothing

Wasn't she human too?

After all, she had brought him comfort, or was she just a tool for him. He was hurting, and she was his outlet.his fool. Despite knowing this truth; she didn't care.

She didn't care at all.

Drip

A single tear landed on her gray sleeves, slowly it melted into the cotton leaving a dark stain behind.

She buried her head into her folded arms that lay on the cool lab table, to silence the thoughts that were slowly weighing heavily in her chest, eating out her heart, maybe even killing her- but it didn't matter not one bit. Not at all.

Not wanting the dark abyss of sadness, she calmly succumbed to the darkness, but the intensifying of the stinging in her closed eyes quickly dejected it.

What should it matter to her, they could shun her all they wanted to she didn't care. She didn't care at all. So why does it hurt so much?

She was a human being too, an important life to others who cared deeply about her, and she would live for the ones she loved.To keep them alive as well.

So important to them or not she still mattered dammit!

She had a soul, a heartbeat, a body, and feelings!

She was human.

The dense feeling in her chest slowly transpired into a heat, a heat of a warm summer day with the bluest of skies, the type of sky she hadn't seen in a long time. She allowed the feeling to evade her for a moment-until it intensified greatly becoming to hot for her liking, the heat that felt like the very pits of bitterness.

Slowly she began to raise her head to find a way to elude the flaring heat.

Juvia cursed momentarily as she propped her elbows up on the table to support her head in between her hands. Beads of sweat gliding down her forehead into the creases of her fingers.

"Ugh!" came the disgruntled muffled sigh, as she rubbed her temples to rid of the ache racking through her brain. A slight pressure arose in the back of her throat, coming from the pit of her stomach. Clenching her jaw, she gradually suppressed the bile in an attempt to by time, and hopefully make it to the door before her repulsion.

After some time she began to stand weakly, gripping the edge of the table to support her weight as her arms felt completely useless.

The sudden movement caused her head to spin, she nimbly dismounted the stool, her legs nearly giving way under her weight and at the sudden lost of the support that the seat had provided. Rendering her legs useless, she rooted herself to prevent anymore possible harm.

Something was wrong.

Juvia quickly opened her eyes blinking quickly to adjust her blurry eyes, but as her vision cleared she ever so slightly looked around the classroom.What's?

The classroom was whirling around her, it was as if she were in the middle of a whirlpool of the class. Suddenly she clenched her eye's shut, and yet still she felt herself spinning slowly.

Opening her eye's, bewilderment crossed her features at the sight before her.

No-she wasn't inside the classroom anymore, but instead the room had become a lush green playground squared off by tress. The grey clouds and the ferocious winds almost gave off an eerie feeling, if the sun wasn't shining through every other moment, but suddenly she glanced up at an old blue and rusted green merry-go-round. And there in the center of it stood an eerie little girl. Smiling. The little girl smiled at Juvia giggling ever so happily: then suddenly all at once it suppressed, the smiling, the giggling.The happiness.

The little girls white dress and hat flared silently in sync with the wind, and as she continued to stand the merry-go-round began to spin vastly in a slow-motion like state. In awe she glanced down at the little girls feet only to see the white sandals that covered her pretty feet, as with the rest of the body were perfectly frozen still, but the merry-go-round kept on spinning.

Juvia slowly gazed up into the eyes of the little girl: the dark brown pools shone with a mischievous tint, reflecting the things surrounding her. The wind suddenly blew dark strands of hair into her face, but the little girl still did not blink; then she gave a sly smile.

In an instant she found herself in the center of the merry-go-round, just like the girl. Although everything around her was moving, she was still alone and frozen. Suddenly the playground began to whirl and morph into the ground, the clouds became darker blocking out the sun, and the winds became vicious. Everything melted together perfectly.

Her eyes were suddenly assaulted by the white brightness of the classroom illuminated by the sunlight as she adjusted to the brightness a sharp pain shot through her head.

"Ah!" she let out a sharp cry of agony,grasping her head in utter pain.

Juvia stepped one foot forward making an effort to escape, only to have her legs give way underneath her, propelling her to the ground. From her place on the floor, she was only two feet away facing the door head on. Anyone who walked by would see her sprawled out on the floor and surely come to he- she had to get real, who would come to save her? Even so, she opened her mouth to cry out for help, but her mouth gave out no sound. She was at another disadvantage too.

1: No one knew where she was.

2: The lab room she now resided in was no longer in use, and hadn't been for months now.

Though in her current state,she found some comfort from the coldness of the tile floor - releasing her slightly of the pain in her head, the heat, and settling the uneasiness in her stomach. Suddenly darkness began crawling into her peripheral vision, yet she remained calm - for the steady slow beating of her heart echoed through her head, strangely calming her.

It would be over soon.

Juvia will...i'm going to let go, be free...nor more of this pain..

No more.

An unsettling presence loomed within the atmosphere,heavy and thick, someone else in the room with her. Juvia steadily dragged her hand along the dusty tile to rest flat only a few centimeters away from her face, using her elbow as a lever to rollover on her side, back pressed against the base of the teacher's desk.

Her breath caught in her throat momentarily, as a faint breath left her.

There in front of her were white sandals-a wave of a numbing calm washing over her, she smiled weakly as her hand stretched outwards for the little girl.

"!"

"!"

"!"

Suddenly three loud bangs came from the door, and a muffled voice followed behind them, "Answer me," it was a firm voice to which she didn't try to place a name and face to the voice-she was far to dizzy to try, "do not move!"

She gazed over at the door as far as her eyes would go-and didn't make it.

Her gaze smoothly went back to the spot where the little girl was only to find the tile floor.the little girl was gone.

Not a single trace of the girl was present.

No...No...No! My peace, my happiness, my freedom!

"!"

Then all at once, the sound of glass imploding filled the room, as followed by the sounds of glass crunching under weight, and suddenly she lurched out her hand weakly to reach for the little girl, but granted the only thing she received was more darkness.

A firm yet soft hand gripped her erected hand and gently rested it into her lap, Juvia glanced up to catch a glimpse of the person before her as he steadily placed her on her back. While he hastily checked her vital signs, she complied without a response; as he leaned over her he pressed his ear to her chest listening to her heartbeat-and that's when she saw it.

The green hair, and hard blue eyes, glossed with fear.

It...can't be..where did he..

He hated her last she had checked, but it was the words he spoke next that hit her hard, because never in her life had she imagined.

"You fool what have you done," Juvia opened her mouth to try to speak but he cut her off, "don't try to speak.".

Why?

The way he spoke to her was demanding, and yet still the way he was talking and behaving towards her was so.Caring.

The brightness of the sunlight pouring through the window shifted as Freed gently took her into his arms. "Do not fret, I shall see to it that you get help." he glanced down at her quietly in his arms, her half lidded eye's clouding by the second "Keep your eyes on me, stay with me."

The heavy feeling in her chest dissipated slowly, as a lighter yet strong, feather-like felling took root.

A weak smile crossed her features as her eyes watered, and she spoke words that didn't reach her ears, but the look on Freed's face told her he had.

And the darkness consumed her ever so slowly as he held her closer.


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And I've decided that every once in a while i'll do a songfic chapter.

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