I know nothing really made sense in the last chapter but I just wanted to keep you guys surprised. Things will be explained in this next chapter. Hope you enjoy it! Please review! They help so much!


Renesmee's POV

Jake looked at me and it broke my heart to see him like that. Even though Seth is the one I am in love with now, I still love Jake. He paces back and forth and I feel the chill of the wind on my face. I feel numb. All of this started 2 weeks ago.

"Hey Ness. Uhh.. can I talk to you for a minute?" Seth said nervously. Every time he spoke my heart melted but I knew that I just had get over these weird mixed feelings. Seth was my best friend and not anything closer. It was Jake. He was my boyfriend. "Sure Seth." he led me outside down the trail all the way behind my parents' old house. He turned around and looked down with his hands in his pockets. I had a human moment and shivered and he hesitantly wrapped his warm bare arms around me. There was no awkwardness with Seth. My Dad said that he had the purest mind he ever read so I knew I didn't need to worry about stupid thoughts. He moved his arms down to my elbow so he can look at me. "Ness, I need to talk to you." I smiled nervously. "Yeah I can see that." we laughed silently. I was scared and had absolutely not guesses on what he would say. "Uh. I feel really weird about doing this. I don't want to hurt Jake," I wasn't breathing since he said that he needed to talk to me. "But I have definitely not been telling you something. I know that Jake imprinted on you and I have never heard of anything like this happening before, but I have...imprinted on you too. I love you, Ness. Jake is my best friend but you are the most important part of my life. I am sorry I am putting this pressure on you but I just thought you should know...aaaand if you end up being in love with me too that would just be a bonus." he smiled lightly but stopped when he saw my shocked expression. He continued quickly, "Okay not just a bonus that would be the greatest thing that would ever happen in my life." I smiled with very little enthusiasm. I still had no idea how I felt. The first thing I could think of was just to give him a hug. He happily gave me a meaningful hug. I looked up at him and struggled for words. I loved him but it was hard to know what way that was. "Seth? I think....I am in love with you too." I smiled at him and laughed. His entire face brightened up. I felt like I had betrayed Jake but I couldn't help realizing how incredible he was. He slowly leaned forward towards me with love in his face that made it hard for me to breath even though I didn't need to. I repaid his gesture and our lips touched softly. Every part of me exploded with my reaction to this kiss. When I kissed Jake it felt like I was kissing my best friend. And now when I kissed my best friend it felt like I was kissing the love of my life. His hands brushed my hair back but didn't unlock our kiss. My arms wrapped around his neck and he cupped a hand on my cheek. It was perfect and unreal. If only I didn't have to hurt Jake.