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Chapter 2:

LUCY POV

I woke to Ian curled up next to me. He slept so peacefully, I didn't want to disturb him. I just lay there, almost mesmerized by his beauty. A beauty that I never really realised that he had. How was I just noticing this now? Why hadn't I felt this way about him until now? But maybe I had, maybe I chose to block out whatever feelings I had for him because I knew what it would do to our friendship. I knew he would never feel the same way about me, he loved Sophia. Sophia is beautiful and caring, someone who is right for Ian.

Something came over me, it was so sudden. I didn't have control of myself. I moved closer him, we were inches apart. The moving of the bed must have woke Ian, he started to open his eyes. Before he realised what was going on, my lips were crushed against his. It took him a few moments to respond before his lips moved against mine. My hands moved up around his neck and his arms pulled my waist closer to him. He pushed his tongue into my mouth while my fingers curled his hair.

He pulled away breathless "Wait, what are you doing?" He questioned, wide eyed.

"I don't know." I replied.

He responded by softly touching his lips to mine before rising from the bed and walking out the door. I am left confused by what just unfolded and left to question myself.

IAN POV

I stand on my balcony trying to take in what just happened. Sure I loved Lucy, I loved her more than anything. I have loved her since I met her and I always will. I can't seem to shake her but I feel like something is wrong. Soph….. Oh my gosh, Sophia, my girlfriend. I love her or at least until now I thought I did. Why am I feeling like this? How can I be so torn between the two women that I love in different ways? I will never be able to forgive myself for hurting her like this but something just feels so right with Lucy. Like teenagers falling madly in love with each other.

I shake my head. No this isn't right, I can't be unfaithful to Sophia, I care about her too much. I need to talk to Lucy and make things right even if it breaks my heart. I sit on the bed next to where Lucy is laying. She turns over to look me in the eyes, I see a sense of regret looming in her eyes.

"Ian I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. It was a mistake." She whispered.

"Luce I wouldn't call it a mistake but it's not right. I still have Sophia and she is in New York at the moment. I love her and I don't want to hurt her and I don't want to ruin our friendship." I felt a pang in my heart.

"You're right. Im sorry for putting you through that. I promise it won't happen again. I don't know what I am feeling at the moment. My emotions are everywhere." Her gaze dropped from mine and she rolled over with her back facing to me. I didn't know whether to leave her there or lay down next to her. I thought it was probably best for both of us if I left.

LUCY POV

Ian rose himself off the bed and shuffled out the door. I heard him stop in the doorway but I didn't bother to look up. Once he left I cursed to myself quietly. How could I be so stupid? He has a girlfriend that he loves. I don't even know what I am feeling towards him at the moment.

My emotions are mixed all into one. I can't tell them apart, I acted in the heat of the moment. A moment that I will probably regret for a long time. Did I just ruin our friendship? Time will tell. It was a mistake, I know that. It can't happen again….. for everyone's sake, mine included.

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