Title: I love you So Much
Author: Satski
Summary: I love you so much, my son. "Do you think of this as some type of sick joke? If it is, I'm not laughing" SasuNaru (I guess….maybe one-sided.).
A/N: This is the second chapter; I'm going by memory of how I was told it happened. My mind is a little fuzzy, so I apologize to my friend in advance if some parts seem weird, or made up (which I think most of this will be….). My friend is a girl and this story is based on Naruto, so it's kinda shounen ai/yaoi.
I love you So Much
Papa came back after two weeks, I was woken again, by the same sound of steps, calmingly walking towards my room. I heard the same door creaking, I felt the same weight on my bed. I really hoped it was Ino sleepwalking. Is it really too much to ask for it to be Ino? The same hug, this time more confident. Guess so.
Please go away. Please go away. Please go away! I thought. After a while, this time I didn't count the minutes too scared to even think anything else, Papa started to kiss my neck, then my chin, he continued kissing me as close as possible to my lips, yet not touching them, just looming. Why are you doing this Papa?? My mind raced as Papas' hand became brave and my fear grew. I felt like crying, and then remembered what otouto said to me once, Why is Aniki such a wimp? Na-kun is in third grade and is crying because he got hit by a kindergartner?? Aniki makes me sick! I hate myself for that, of course I punched Gaara afterwards and got grounded, but I feel as if I would disappoint him again if I cried.
When Papa was done playing with me, he licked my cheek and left. I felt so disgusted, not because of the licking and kissing, not even that he kept touching my crotch, but that I actually liked it. I actually felt pleasure in something so wrong.
"Aniki, who are you playing against in your soccer game today?" Little five year old Gaara asked me, for a five year old he could read, and write middle school level. Gaara-chan is the 'Genius' of the family, the one who inherited Papas' smarts. Ino and I inherited Mamas' laziness. "We're going against Mizu, I heard they're best player, Zabuza, is in Konoha College Prep Middle now." Ino didn't breakfast, just like Mama. They say that if they eat too much, they'll become fat, it's actually quite amusing. Breakfast consists of Papa, Gaara-chan, and I eating whatever the chef, Anko, cooks up. It seems that since then on, Papa blushes and talks more, he seems healthy now, not white-skinned like a snake.
I love Papa, I really do. So I'm not going to tell Mama anything, I don't want them to split up or anything, especially since Gaara-chan is only five and Ino seven. I don't really care about myself. 'As long as everyone is happy.' Is something Mama taught me when I wouldn't let Ino borrow my N64.
'As long as Papa is happy.' Is something I taught myself.
A/N: Well, I hope you guys like it. No, I will not be updating every single day, maybe once a week or two. I should have started my Geography project due today….. It's midnight right now, for those who are wondering. Sorry it's so short.
