A/N: so here it is, the second chappie!
I dedicate this chappie to:
RiaFan: as promised I'll dedicate this chapter to you
Anyway here's the chapter with the lyrics of Blue Sky! This is also the chapter which I used the quotes on. And try to listen to the song one time and just imagine Mikan singing it :P XD.
PS: I never intended Natsume to sound GAY/ OOC. Sorry folks. I'll try to make it up to you guys somehow…
How 'bout chocolate? wide grin xD
PSS: sorry it took me a longer time to upload than usual, mainly because my parents sorta lika force me into going with them. And the other reason, the very culprit of the crime I committed: I'm TOO LAZY. --;
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She's still the idiot I've known 5 years ago.
But then, she'll never change, will she?
Though I wish she wouldn't, even if I hate her smiling,
Why?
Because for some reason it keeps me going.
It made me realize,
That everyone is different,
And she made me different.
But then, what keeps her going?
How the hell can she be happy after all that?
How is she able to smile so much.
I am being totally vague.
But who cares.
…
Just my luck.
She came.
"Natsume!!!!!!!!!!!" a brunette screamed at the top of her lungs while running to their favorite spot, the Sakura tree.
Nothing HAS changed.
She's still the idiot who wears polka-dotted panties.
He smirked at the last thought.
"Natsume!!!!!"
"Stop screaming will 'ya? And stop running, your underwear's too sickening too see."
"You PERVERT. WHATTA DISGRACE. You must be GAY." Said Mikan while sticking her tongue out to hide her sadness. She's been having a bad day and he's making it worse.
What did she just say? GAY? Does she even know what that means?
Natsume just rolled his eyes in reply.
"Besides, why did you just run off like that? SHEESH. You must be on drugs or something."
Natsume just ignored the comment and changed the topic.
"Why do you always have to smile?"
"Huh?"
"You heard me little girl." He said in reply to her naïveté.
Why is he asking me NOW? After Jinno-sensei gave me a tower more of homework more than usual
"I am NOT a LITTLE girl anymore!!! And besides, even if I really had a bad day, even if the world gives me a hundred reasons to feel upset, I smile. Because even so, the world can give you a thousand reasons to smile. You just need to decide if you'll be happy or not. There's this song that goes…
is she actually going to sing it to me? Now?
And Mikan sings…
When do
stars fade their light? Is there hate in your heart? Coz there's a blue sky
waiting tomorrow Oh don't you wash away that smile The sun is sure to shine There's a blue sky waiting
tomorrow Rain will keep on pouring There will always be a blue sky Coz
there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Does the moon and the sun make it right
For you the world maybe
Like an endless storm chasing a
mystery
Does your body drop
and tell you to stop
Loving you or loving me
When it all
falls down you just sing with me
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A
blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we
need
You just look out
the window and see the light
It's beautiful to be alive
It's
wonderful to live a life
For you
and me for everyone
So don't be sad it's just the start
Of a
new beginning in your life
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky
waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need
Some things you can't control
And while the sun seems far and hard to hold
It will
...unfold
A blue sky
waiting tomorrow
Full of..hope..yeah
Full of hope yeah
Waiting tomorrow shining and
shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need
"Natsume…" Mikan turned to look at the boy, but he didn't flinch. He was just staring of to the ground while his bangs covered his eyes and remained in his seated position. But still she continued to ask.
"Natsume…tell me what's the matter…" she said in a voice so gentle.
No way.
I can't show any weakness, no.
Not to a girl.
Not to her.
"Natsume… this is why I'm here. To talk to you when something goes wrong. To be close to you even though you always push me away. So tell me, what's wrong?"
right there and then…
The one who burned a whole village…
The dangerous ability…
The one who is supposed to bring bad luck…
Hugged Mikan Sakura.
Which made her fall to her knees as Natsume was seated as he did so
Mikan hugged him back.
And for the first time, Natsume Hyuuga spoke to her crying. Although he didn't show it as his face was buried in her shoulder. It was evident in his shaky voice. I mean, hearing Natsume crying is not something you see everyday, unlike Mikan thought it was awkward, but the hell with it. It was Natsume and he was about to tell her something important.
"Everything."
"Huh?" Mikan asked the latter, forgetting that it was about what she asked earlier.
"Everything was wrong… until the day you came."
Natsume's words hit Mikan full-force. She expected a talk, yes, but this? Certainly not. Even for Mikan.
She was speechless.
And Natsume was, too.
"So tell me, what drove you to ask me that question?" Mikan said while trying to change the topic of discussion.
"Your smile."
And once more, Mikan was speechless. No words were needed after that.
Only the dance of the cherry blossoms that whirled around them could express the two students' feelings at that moment
A lot of feelings… but at the same time,
Somehow,
It makes the two of them happy.
" to tell you the truth Natsume…" she suddenly broke the deafening silence around them.
"…sure I smile whenever Hotaru's around…
but then… maybe the reason why I'm always happy…
was maybe because of you.
you always seem so sad and lonely.
You always bear the pain you shouldn't endure.
So maybe that's why.
I smile because of you. seeing that you won't smile, I do the opposite. As I sign that I promise that one day I will be able to make you happy. Because seeing you happy makes me happy as well.
I promise…
It might not be soon, but I promise."
And Natsume broke her embrace…
She looked at her,
Before finally smiling.
"Does this make you happy then?"
Mikan nodded and shot him back a smile.
And again, deafening silence enthralled them.
And more cherry blossoms twirled into the dance.
Somehow…
Somehow from now on…
I think I'll get used to her smile.
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A/N: DONE! I'm sorry if the ending was crappy. I know I'm not like the other authors who do amazingly well for beginners. But then I did what I can do. I know my best wasn't enough… so I'll gladly accept your flames… I seriously need advice!! HELP! Tell me if I should quit or something!
And I'm really sorry to RiaFan, whom I dedicated this chappie for..
If it wasn't so good, I'm sorry.
SOMEONE SEND ME COMPANY!!! And chocolate would be nice.
DON'T SUCK LIKE ME!!! (hmm… different punchline this time…)
TT celz TT
