ch2.
Freddie P.O.V.
I don't know where my mom is I was going to ask her permission to go to Shannon's party and she doesn't come yet its eight o'clock. I haven't seen her since yesterday. I hope she is okay.
11:53p.m. I can't believe it she doesn't answer the phone. I don't know where she is, I call the hospital and said she didn't work today that is pretty weird. Ohh I need some air. I said while graving my brown jacket and heading to the door. I pass the stores and headed to the park straight to the swings after a few minutes decided to lay down in the platform. I was trying to distract myself so that I wouldn't think of many reasons why my mom hasn't even call me. I stared at the sky that was turning from blue to a dark blue almost black color and immediately thought of the blonde headed demon that possessed my favorite color on her eyes so blue.. that look that she had the morning sky or ocean when she was happy and the dark sky when she was angry.
I don't know why I have been thinking about her even before our first kiss. I want it to kiss her when she was trying to date Shane all because she was sitting in a kissing booth. I couldn't believe Sam Pukett was doing this. She was trying to change only because of Shane. Yes is my friend and he is a good guy but he is so stupid and at the same time he made me a favor by not dating Sam. Even when I had told her that I was going to help her win Shane, I didn't do much I didn't want him for her she was too good for Shane, Jonah and even for me she was not like other girls. When I kissed her I thought of asking her to be my girlfriend but I knew and thought that she was going to rip my head off and instead I waited for her to be more open as a friend and then I was going to tell her my feelings.
A few months after she started to date Pete he make her change even more. She became girly and act different but at the end he told her that he love her for being the way she was. Freddie also love her like that... for being Sam Puckett; the girl who fights like boxer and eats like a tiger. They dated for almost a year and two months ago they broke up. I at first was hurt for seeing her with him but I couldn't do anything. Then something happened Carly had kissed me in front of the hallway. I thought it was something weird coming from the girl who usually said that she only saw him like a friend. After the kiss she went to class and didn't want to talk to me at the end of the school day in the lockers she kissed me again, and everyone started saying that we were secretly dating a week ago but we decided to tell people about our relationship... a clear rumor. Her kisses were weird, for me they felt like they were fake with no feelings in it. Unlike sam's kiss that was sweet and gentle and make me feel like a rocket went to the moon in my heart, sparkles and all that fluffy stuff that normally girls chit-chat about, even when that sounded weird it still made sense since I was in love with her and it was my first kiss. Going back to Carly's kisses she was kissing me in front of the school like those girls that like to show up do and I didn't like that and after a few moments of trying to break the kiss she finally let me go.
I then realized why she did that. Shane was in the opposite side of the hallway kissing Missy Robinson. I knew they had become a couple, but I didn't knew she still like him. I shook my head realizing how Carly can be when she doesn't have her way and felt disappointed. I have always thought that she was the perfect girl, but with the years she had developed weird behaviors, or probably they were always there but I didn't saw them because I had a crush on her, until this past months when I discovered that I loved my blonde headed demon instead of Carly.
Flashback
After the kiss Carly took me to an empty room and closing the door after her.
-Freddie I am so sorry I didn't mean to do that but... but I just couldn't control watching him with her I am really sorry.
-That's why you kiss me? to make him feel jelaous? Carly I can't understand that why don't you just forget about Shane, he doesn't like you or he would have pick you instead of going with you and Sam at the same time when both of you tried to win him.
-Yes I'm sorry Freddie but please help me. Let's pretend we are together I just want to make sure if he doesn't feel anything for me.
-No Carly I'm really sorry but with that I can't help you.
-Come on Freddie please, I know you have move on from your crush towards me but you are still my best friend...please Freddie- she said with tears in her eyes.
I didn't want to be with her because I love Sam but she was dating Pete and I couldn't do anything about that and well Carly is my friend and she needs it help even though I hate to lie I am going to help her a little.
-ahhhhhhhh ok Shay I will help you but as soon as you figure out what he feels we are done ok
-Wow didn't thought you will ever said that it sounds like its going to be a torture to be with me- she said
-It's not that...- I struggle to say this- but the thing is that now I see you like a friend almost a sister and is going to look weird...
-I understand- she cut me down- don't worry I will try to figure it out fast and thanks for being such a good friend- she said while she hugged me.
The classroom door then was opened.
-Guys get a room! but not in school- Sam said
Freddie just watch her, he wanted to disappear did she look angry? upset? she kind of did, but why she has a boyfriend I thought. "ooh Benson stop thinking that she loves you is not going to happen"
-Sam!- Carly said - What are you doing here? Pete told me to remind you that he is waiting for you in the field he has something to give you.
-Well if you weren't busy showing your love towards the nub in the hallway, you will have notice that I ask you twice before you went to kiss him- Sam said sounding I don't know jelaous? sad? probably because Carly didn't tell her about Pete or it was because she likes me too? Oh come on Freddie she clearly doesn't love you! so wake up! I though again.
-I'm sorry Sam but I ...
-Yeah yeah you couldn't control kissing the nub I get it ...I better go; Pete is waiting for me.- she said leaving the classroom.
-Why didn't you tell her about your plan?- I ask her confused I really wanted Sam to know the reason behind it.
-Well if she knows she might tell Pete and I don't know Pete could probably tell someone and I don't want to...
-Ok, ok I get it. So I will see you later- I said and left her in the room, cursing myself for being so weak against Carly's puppy eyes even though now she is only my friend.
End of Flashback
After a week or less I don't even remember we broke up. Sam broke up with Pete two days before us saying that he was going to California in Fact he did, but came back after a week and since then...two months already, he still ask her to give him a chance. But I don't know why they haven't go back yet.
I sneezed and then heard someone in the other side of the platform. I got a little alert .
Freddie knew he was a grown up and he didn't fear the streets like when he was younger but it was kind of late for being outside alone. Then I got up and at the same moment I saw a figure getting up and saying my name. It was Sam.
-Freddie? what are you doing here?
- Sam? - I ask a little confuse.
-Yes Freddork it's me Sam. What happened to you your mother will get even crazier if she doesn't see you in your PJs ready to go to bed. -she said. Ahhh Sam and her comments they don't get me angry anymore they should but I think I'm used to them arrg I'm a masochist.
-Haha really funny Puckett. My mom left since yesterday and I have no idea where she is..she didn't let me any notice. I thought she was working and call her but they said that as soon as she finished her shift yesterday she left.- I answered her even though I was worry as hell to find my mom or at least to know where she was. I don't know how I made my way to be next to Sam, but it happen.
-I..I..-Sam struggle to said this- I'm sorry Freddie I didn't mean to bother you... well I did mean to but I didn't know about your mom will your forgive me? - she said and I couldn't help but to be in shock at her comment.
I have always expected things from Sam. Even when she is unpredictable I always thought that she will never apologize, but now I was proven to be wrong; she was definitely unpredictable. I can't believe this is happening. I though as a sudden happiness appeared clear and visible in my face.
-Don't worry it's not your fault about my mom not reporting to me ...and about the fact that you always bother I don't mind it anymore it's your nature - I tease giving her a small smile.
-Hey what is that suppossed to mean?- She reply and for a moment I though of running away for my life but not now. I was going to tell her what she means in my life.
- It means that I don't hate you anymore like when we were younger and I feel that the way we treat each other even when it's weird if other people see it it's more like our friend-enemy thing that we have so... I don't take everything literal even when you mean it...- I finish because I was interrupted by my phone- Sorry it's my mom.
-Go ahead answer Crazy and ask her where she is - Sam teased me. I simply rolled my eyes but smile.
-Hello mom where are you?... what? ... mom you were supposed to calm me I didn't knew where were you all day... what do you mean don't worry... no mom of course I worry... ok, ok mom when are you coming back... in six days ok... you told Spencer that take care of me? mom you know I'm old enough to take care of myself... don't call me Freddibear please mom...OK MOOOOOM tell them I missed them too and I will see you in six days... yes mom I will shampoo twice and everything bye. I end the call but i notice my face was red, I can't believe my mom still treats me like a 8 years old kid. I look at Sam and saw that she was smiling.
-I know I know I'm a dork and my mother is crazy but geez sometimes you are right even when I love her she gets me so mad.- I said sounding defeated.
-Don't worry the whole Seattle knows your mom, haha and well where is she?- she asked me.
-She went to Atlanta my aunt went to visit with her husband and baby Stephany fall from the stairs and my mom went to take care of her.
-OMG, the little baby that hates you? poor baby hope she is fine- Sam said sadly
-My mom says that she was in the hospital the whole day yesterday and that finally she started to is going to take care of her until she feels better.
- So that means you are alone for a week? wow didn't know crazy will do that, but I guess Stephany needs her now. You are lucky she didn't ask you were were you. If you tell her that you are in the park at this time of the night she would have freak out- she said smiling
- I know but I guess I will enjoy the air a little longer- I said while laying down again this time next to her.
Sam also lay down and both keep quiet while watching the sky.
