Warnings: This is a yaoi story, meaning Boy/Boy, this is also Itacest which is Feliciano/Lovino, if you don't like please don't read it. This story will have smut in it later on, trust me but I'll always warn you before that happens, so please read and enjoy!

I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Him.

Lovino didn't exactly know what to expect as he walked onto stage and to his place at the microphone and neither did anyone else. His eyes were closed but he could feel the eyes of the crowd whose attention was on him and only him. He heard the first few chords of Mercy at 5am start playing, Lovino started thinking of things to calm him down before it was time for him to sing. Every second at least one hundred thoughts ran threw his mind, things like tomatoes; the sounds of waterfalls, his comforting heated blanket, but nothing seemed to calm him down. Time was just about out before the thought popped into Lovino's head, the one thing that always calmed him down, Feliciano's smile. His eyes snapped open and he started to let the lyrics to the song float out of his throat like little white doves flying off in the wind.


Meanwhile, backstage…

Feliciano could have never been happier. He knew his brother had a wonderful voice, and he was sure that Lovino would be just fine on stage; he always was when he had been re-assured enough but he had never heard of his brother coming out on stage like this. It left him wondering what he or anyone else said that would've made his brother so confident, but that wasn't exactly relevant in the moment, so he just sat, listening to his brother's singing, and peering out from the curtain to watch him.

Beside Feliciano were two girls that he knew though Francis and Antonio. There was Belle, Antonio's lovely cousin, and then there was Michelle who was Francis' step-sister. Both girls absolutely adored Feliciano since the moment they laid eyes on him, and when he told them he was gay you wouldn't believe the squeals that Michelle and Belle exchanged.

Back to the point of Lovino…He was doing absolutely wonderful and Feliciano was so proud of his brother that he could barely wait for the moment when Lovino would walk backstage and Feliciano could glomp him. No matter how excited he was, Belle and Michelle were there to hold him back so he couldn't run out onstage and embarrass his brother so badly, so he had to wait.

Luckily for him, the moments passed by quickly with Lovino's singing soothing his enthusiasm.


When Lovino closed his eyes was the moment when he had finished his third song and he knew by the crowds cheering that he had done fairly well.

"We are The Prisoners of Bad Luck! And we thank you!" A loud voice that belonged to Gilbert boomed though a microphone.

Lovino smiled out to the crowd before he and his band walked off the stage with proud faces.

"Lovi!" Feliciano exclaimed as soon as his brother came through the curtains. He was quick to jump onto his brother and hug him with all of his might.

Of course, because Lovino hated PDA, he turned red instantly and desperately started trying to pry Feliciano off of him but he knew it was too late when he heard chuckles all around him so he gave up and let his brother hug him.

"I guess you already have your own fan boy, Lovi." Gilbert said with a wide smirk as he ruffled Feliciano's hair.

"Oh shut up you bastard." Lovino rolled his eyes.

"Lovi! You did so great out there Fratello, and you sang out and you didn't break down or anything!" Feliciano said happily.

"You know Felici, your brother wasn't the only one who preformed tonight...Come tell big brother Francis he did a good job too!" The Frenchman called from the side.

Gilbert nodded, "Yeah, where's the hug for the awesome me?"

"Aww, you guys let little Vene hug his brother." Antonio said, calling Feliciano by his middle name as he always did because Antonio liked to be special.

Feliciano chimed in, "You guys did really good too, but all my hugs are for Lovi right now, but I owe you all one!"

Francis pouted, Gilbert crossed his arms, and Antonio smiled at him and ruffled his hair.

"You all did great!" Belle giggled, going to hug Antonio who was happy to hug his little cousin back.

Michelle was next up to hug Francis tightly, "Francis, you can always get hugs from me!"

Now that everyone was hugging their family, Gilbert was left alone with his eyes flickering around the room. "Hey guys, where's Lud?"

"Are you sure he came?" Michelle asked, "I didn't see him-"

"Back here Gilbert." A voice sounded from the darkened corner of the room and Ludwig stepped out from the shadows.

"Ahh, there you are. Come here kiddo, come give your brother a hug!" Gilbert didn't really give time for Ludwig to say no, because he had already jumped onto his 'little' brother in an embrace. "Now tell me how awesome I was!"

Ludwig turned red, most likely from embarrassment, and started muttering things to his brother that no one could really hear but every assumed Ludwig was trying to get Gilbert off of him.

Lovino rolled his eyes at the two, and looked down at his own brother who was blushing lightly and glancing at Ludwig. The older Italian instantly felt just a tad jealous and very angry. He still remembered the period in which Feliciano and Ludwig dated secretly. Feliciano was only a small ninth grader at the time who thought he was a lot older and more mature than he was. Lovino would never forget the day he walked in on the pair, both half naked in Feliciano's bedroom, clumsily kissing like the virgins they were. You can only imagine how angry Lovino was, he would've killed Ludwig if the blonde wasn't smart enough to start running the moment Lovino opened the door. He'd always hated Gilbert's brother ever since.

Feliciano of course remembered that day too. At the time he was just a really horny teenaged boy who thought he was ready to give his virginity away and get it over with, and after the incident he wouldn't even talk to Lovino for an entire course of two weeks. In present time he was actually kind of glad that his brother had stopped him from doing something so stupid. Now the only feelings he had for Ludwig were ones of friendship. They actually didn't hang out as much as they used to before they were together, usually because whenever they were near each other they'd both end up blushing in embarrassment about what happened those two years ago and it was still a kind of awkward subject for them. But that didn't mean he didn't still want to be friends!

After a minute or two more of cuddling with his brother and praising him, the band members were dragged away by Eliza, and Feliciano was left with Michelle, Ludwig, and Belle. The girls were whispering to each other about how pretty the manager was, so Feliciano saw it appropriate to bounce over to Ludwig who was back in his corner.

"Ciao Luddy!~" The Italian greeted with a smile.

Ludwig turned a light shade of pink but looked down at his small ex-boyfriend, "Hello Feliciano, how have you been?"

"I've been great! Isn't it just amazing about how far our brothers have come with their little band, I mean I always thought they'd make something big like this one day but I never thought it'd be so soon!" Feliciano immediately jumped into a conversation about their brothers because he felt like it was probably the smartest thing to talk about with Ludwig, something that had nothing to do with the two of them.

"…They have been doing particularly well as of lately, haven't they?" Ludwig said, a small but awkwadish smile appearing on his face.

"Sí!" Feliciano giggled, "So Ludwig, how've you been? I heard from Kiku that you have a little crush on someone but he wouldn't tell me who it is…" He grinned, nudging Ludwig lightly with his elbow.

The German blushed, "W-Well…I…umm…"

Another giggled sounded from Feliciano, "It's okay Luddy, you don't have to tell me if you're so shy about it!"

After that, Ludwig and Feliciano engaged in conversations about their lives, and just things that had been going on, which wasn't much, but it was something to talk about. Slowly though out their conversation, Feliciano started noticing how they were talking a lot like they used to, and that made him so happy.

-Line Break-

"Boys, you did great out there, and I'm very proud of all of you. On the inside, I'm internally squealing about how great you all are and-"

Suddenly the door slammed open, interrupting Eliza and drawing everyone's attention to the front of the room.

"Excuse me!" Came the quiet voice of the small teenaged boy in the door frame. His violet eyes scanned the room quickly, "Have any of you seen Alfred's guitar? It seems he's misplaced it again, and if we don't have it in the next three minutes there's going to be a big problem!"

Lovino raised an eyebrow, "Who the hell are you?"

"My name's Matthew, I'm an intern, I'm working for Mr. Kirkland, and I can't find Alfred's guitar and they're going to kill me if I don't find it right away!" The boy said frantically.

"Amigo, it wouldn't just so happen to be that guitar in the corner over there, would it?" Antonio asked, gesturing to said guitar.

Matthew let out a breath relief, "Oh thank goodness, thank you for your help guys."

Lovino nodded, and looked to Francis and Gilbert who were unusually quiet. He noticed that they were both staring at the small intern boy, Gilbert was licking his lips and Francis was checking him out with a small grin. Lovino was about to smack them both upside the head for even thinking about this small intern they just met like that, but before he could Matthew already had the guitar in his hands and Francis and Gilbert both darted over, offering to carry it for him.

"Oh, um, thank you, but please be careful with it, Alfred and Arthur are in the next room over, we have to hurry." Matthew said, handing the guitar to Francis. The Frenchman nodded and scurried off to go return the guitar while Gilbert stayed back and wrapped an arm around Matthew before asking for his number.

Lovino sighed, shaking his head at the two, and Antonio put a hand on his shoulder.

"Lovinito, I hate to be a snitch, but I thought you might want to know that Ludwig and Feliciano are over there, and I'm only saying something so you won't get too worked up about it, so please don't be angry." Antonio said with a breezy smile, pointing through the open door to Ludwig and Feliciano.

Seeing Feliciano laugh at something Ludwig said was enough to get anger bubbling into the older Italians stomach, he pushed Antonio away and stomped out to go get his brother.

"Damn it you guys, I can't tell you that we're going on tour if you all are going to do stupid shit!" Eliza exclaimed, putting her hands on her hips.

"Oh we're going on tour?" Antonio asked, "That's nice."


Feliciano and Ludwig were having a good time, reconnecting and such before Lovino stomped over and grabbed his brother's arm. "Feli, what the hell you doing?" He growled, glaring up at the German who gave him an un-amused look.

"I'm just talking to Luddy, it's nothing to worry about fratello~" Feliciano smiled at his brother. Lovino turned his attention to Feliciano and his expression softened just slightly.

"I don't care, I don't like it, so come on." Lovino said, starting to drag Feliciano away.

Ludwig sighed, "Lovino, we're just talking, there's nothing going on."

"There was nothing going on two years ago either because I have great fucking timing. Now come on Feliciano." Lovino said sternly.

"What if Feliciano doesn't want to go with you?" Ludwig asked, crossing his arms.

Lovino put a hand on his hip, "Look smart ass, I'm his brother and I'm pretty damn sure he'd rather be with me than you."

"Please don't start arguing you guys…. You know I hate fighting…" Feliciano said softly, looking down at the ground and blushing lightly. He'd always loved it when Lovino got so protective over him, even if he didn't like the out come all of the time, it made him feel loved.

Lovino and Ludwig were having a glare down, but suddenly Ludwig sighed, "I'll talk to you later Feli."

Feliciano nodded, "Okay Luddy, see you later!" He smiled a bit before Lovino dragged him off to the band's dressing room.


When Lovino entered the dressing room with Feliciano, he wasn't exactly expecting to see a sleeping Antonio, a smirking Gilbert, and Francis all tied up in a row of chairs with Eliza standing in front of all of them with one extra rope in hand.

"What the fuck is going on?" Lovino asked, and Eliza instantly turned around with a large grin.

"Lovino my dear, come sit, Feliciano too." She insisted, gesturing to the empty chair at the end of the row.

"…I think we're good…" Lovino said, slowly starting to back out of the room with Feliciano but Eliza was quick to grab them both by their ears and sit them down. Lovino was placed in the chair and Feliciano was placed on his lap with a very red face. Eliza tied the brothers to the chair just like she had done to the others.

"Now, that's perfect. Because I have an announcement to make." The woman said after she had made her way back to the front of the room with a smile.

"Lovi, I'm scared…" Feliciano mumbled softly, squirming around slowly and as much as he could on his brother's lap, trying to get comfortable with the ropes around him.

Lovino blushed darkly, "Damn it Feli, stop wiggling around…" He mumbled, looking to the side.

"You two!" Eliza yelled, pointing at the brothers. "Shut your beautiful mouths when Momma Eliza is talking!"

"Yes ma'am!" Feliciano squeaked, settling down on his brother's lap.

"Good boys. Now I want all of you to listen." Eliza said, taking a deep breath, "It seems that our wonderful Roderich was in the crowd tonight, and he was dazzled by your performance. It takes a lot of talent to dazzle Roddy, trust me I know, and because of your performance tonight he has decided to get you your own concert, and if that goes well, then we'll send you on tour. And because you're going to be working so extra hard for the next month before your concert, I know that we'll be heading around the world by May!"

"Holy shit! Fuck yeah we're awesome!" Gilbert cheered, trying to fist pump but since his hands were so tightly restrained, that didn't go well for him.

"A concert? And a tour? We're already almost famous you guys!" Antonio said happily.

"Yes, and once we're famous, I'll be able to afford a hair appointment twice a day instead of twice a month!" Francis said, moving his head so his hair flipped.

"A tour? Isn't that great Lovino?" Feliciano said softly, glancing back at his brother who was still completely flustered, but Feliciano just took it as he was so happy.

"It's…it's fucking amazing." Lovino said with a small smile. Everyone in the room looked at him for a second before Lovino got a small grin. "Well, let's do this shit then!" He yelled and Antonio, Gilbert, and Francis all let out loud cheers.

"I'm glad you're all excited, because this means you'll be working almost non-stop for the next month." Eliza said with a small amused smile as she watched the boys happily cheer for themselves.

"Well Eliza, you better untie us if you want us to do anything." Lovino said, looking at the woman.

"Oh right. Well, before I do that, I need you all to know that we won't be doing anything tomorrow, because I'm required to give you a day of rest after your first show, but after tomorrow, so this Sunday, you better all be at the studio at dawn. You hear me? DAWN." She stated quickly and then she untied everyone from their chairs and told them that they were free to go home, or stick around for the rest of the show.


Lovino and Feliciano went home the minute after they were untied; Lovino said he didn't want Feliciano at a concert kind of scene any longer than he needed to be, so he took him home. Feliciano actually fell asleep in the car on the way, so it was Lovino's job to carry him into the house and to his room, which wasn't that hard since Feliciano was so light.

So, once Lovino had made it into the younger Italian's room, he placed his brother onto the bed and covered him with a blanket. Then he sat at the edge of the bed for a second and just kind of stared at his little brother for a second. He watched the way he breathed, and listened to the quiet and light sound of Feliciano's snoring. He'd never really noticed how cute it was until now. A blush took Lovino's face over as he thought that. He never really paid attention to how cute his brother could be, and he never knew that he would blush because of something like that.

Lovino leaned in close to his brother's face and loomed over him, kind of observing him in one way. His little brother was cute but…he wasn't exactly just cute. He had the prettiest eyelashes, and a cute little nose, rosy cheeks, and everything, but Lovino in the moment was most attracted to his little full pink lips. He couldn't help but stare at them for a moment, and the next thing he knew he had leaned down and softly kissed his brother's lips without even thinking. The moment Lovino realized what he was doing he pulled away and stood up, blushing darkly and wondering if he actually just did that. Silently he cursed himself for his actions but on the inside he almost wanted to do it again and again and again, but that would probably wake Feliciano up. Quickly, Lovino shook his head and left the room, returning to his own.

It was really too bad he hadn't noticed that Feliciano had woken up a little bit before his brother kissed him. Lovino didn't even notice how darkly Feliciano was blushing by the time his brother had left. Both brothers only fell asleep after they each replayed that scene over and over again in their minds.

Quick A/N: "...like little white doves flying off in the wind." Oh god, I'm so lame. Please review, hope to see you next time, and thank you so much for reading!