I wokee up realizing that I am five seconds from peeing in my bed.
Run to the bathroom like I am Usian Bolt, when you have a little bladder you are never save, specially when I had to learn that from a bad experience.
I was fifteen and I was drinking alcohol for the second time in my life, our class had just finished our mid terms and we felt like celebrating. I had a huge crush on one of the guys in my class, Peter. Long story short, Peter and I went home together that night, I peed in his bed and I told everyone that he had peed in his bed. I was so embarrassed I couldn't risk that he would tell, yes I am a very bad person and no I haven't even looked at Peter since that accident.

"What are you doing?" Kate asked me,
" wow, nothing I was just thinking about when I peed in Peters bed" I say laughing, as the words slipped my mouth I saw one of the guys from the bar looking at me like a question mark "Who is Peter?" he said laughing
Kate looked at me and laughs this is so typical me.. haha
" I see you brought visitor?" I said trying not to look like a complete freak who pees on guys.
"Yes and he is just leaving" she sayid smirking
"Oh, thats a shame I was going to tell him about the time a peed on Marcus" I said looking at the guy whom I don't know the name of, smiled and walked straight to my room
Well, that's me taking the joke(or not joke) little to far,

As I jumped to my bed, I remembered my phone and the email,
I rushed to the computer, opened my mailbox
I think I have never in my whole life been as humiliated yes no doubt
To: Anastasia Steele
From: Christian
Subject: Is this what does it for you?

Miss Steele
I have to admit I am quite shocked after this last e-mail.
My name is Christian Grey , to answer your first question.
I met you earlier this evening as you ran me down at the Baltic Room. Your phone fell out of your purse and you did not collect it from the ground so I took in my possession.
I tried to find you after that little incident we had, but you were nowhere to be found.
You phone is what I have in my possession, I was sure that you were aiming your phone back, but now I am not sure what you are aiming? Please share..
When you ran me down I saw a sweet and shy girl. I think I have misjudged you, which is quite new because I am always right.
I feel like I have to know more about you, I have to ask, what does is for you?
C.G

I think I have never been as mortified in my life, what was i thinking. sending an e-mail drunk. NEVER AGAIN

I know I was very inappropriate but he is one weird dude, what does it for me? what kind of a question is that, well on the bright side my phone is not lost.

Kate opens the door to my room, "well that was awkward, from now on your name will be The peeing queen miss Anastasia Steele or Miss Anastasia Pee, I like them both so you can choose" she said laughing

I answered her right a way laughing and mortified at the same time
" If my day couldn't get more awkward, I sent an drunken email last night to the guy who found my phone, you will not believe what I wrote"
She read the e-mail, while I buried myself to the bed. As she finished, she jumped to my bed besides me.
I tough trough all the years as best friends we never laugh that hard.

"Christian Grey, why does that name sound so familiar" she asked after an hour of laughing and visiting old and hilarious memories
" Christian Grey, " I said while a thinking about where I have heard that name before
" Yes of course. It's the name of the Seattle business man who owns Grey Enterprises Holdings. You know , where I am about to start my internship"
"You gotta be kidding me Ana? This only happens to you"
" What do you mean?" I asked
" You sent out an random email to your future boss in which you mentioned his cock" she says laughing
" You seriously think that the guy who sent me the email is a THE Christian Grey,
I bet on all my fingers that you are wrong. The guy from the bar was at most like 28, I would say 25-27, Christian Grey the millionaire must be like at least fifty. You know he was on the Forbes 100 list? No way a 25 year old would be there without being a international superstar. " I said
" Well you are the business major so I guess you must be right, well I do hope for your fingers sake" she answered smiling and quickly adds " We should get some food, I am starving, order in or go out?"
"In please, I have to study" I answered her, without even looking at her I can pictured her face as she said "of course you have to study"

Accounting or Finance? I think while I convince myself to study. Or should I just watch gossip girl and study later.
It isn't like I really want to study like Kate thinks, I just do it because it's the right thing to do, I am very rational when it comes to a things like studying, working or eating healthy, except on saturdays things that most people don't have the discipline to do. I guess I was just raised that way and I know my parents would be very disappointed in me if I would start to get bad grades, specially dad. He means well, but he really wants be to succeed. I choose business so he expects me to become a very successful business woman, if I had chosen to become a painter, there is no doubt in my mind he would want me to become a great painter, better than average. I think I was just raised with the attitude that I could become anything and I had no reason to second doubt myself, my parents made sure of that.

I guess I have nothing to complain about, It is just is kind of overwhelming sometimes, like with the internship. I couldn't do a internship in a small finance firm, of course my dad had to arrange for me a internship in the biggest company in Seattle. Grey Holdings Inc oh god.. the email

"The pizza is here" Kate shouted well I guess it is neither accounting or finance for now

"Have you answered the e-mail?" Kate asked as she chews her pizza
"No, what should I say? I too embarrassed, I really just want to buy a new one and forget about this" "What about all the photos you have on your phone? It can't be that bad!" she answered me
" Yes, you are right, I will think about it but I forgot to ask you about the mysterious sleepover?" I said desperately wanting to change the subject
She looks at me very dreamy " His name is Elliott, he was at the club last night. He was such an gentleman, tall, cute, steady job, I think I might like him, you know how long it has been since I seriously liked a guy?"
She was right, I can't even remember how long it has been since she was involved with someone she really liked. She had this boyfriend for 2 years, she was head over heels for this guy until she found out that he cheated on her, the girl got pregnant and he proposed. The sick sickest part of it was that she found out about it, all in one day. On Wednesday they were together on Thursday he was a expectant father and engaged to another girl. Following this she went out on a lot of dates with different men and slept with maybe half of them, thinking she would get over this but she didn't it wasn't until she took a break from all this boy madness she really coped.

"You are right, I hope he feels the same way" As I said the words out lout she yelled "ELLIOT IS CALLING"

If Kate can date again, I can send an unimportant stupid I need my phone back email.
As I begun to write I found my self erase the text just as I wrote it Just relax Anastasia, this isn't the end of the world, just a little embarrassing

Dear Mr. Grey
I can't began to tell you how sorry I am, I think the easiest way is just to blame this on the vodka classic Anastasia, hope this guy has humor
It would be very appreciated if you could ignore my last email, I don't know what got into me, I usually don't behave like this. Specially not to strange men. well at least not threw EMAIL But I am very glad you have my phone. How can I get a hold of it?

Anastasia Steele

Yes this would do, this is a bad situation, I cant undo, but this will at least make me look like a sane person.
I wentto my Facebook page, I realized that I had 20 unread messages,
Most of them are from Jose,

- Why aren't you answering your phone?
- I made a mistake, you are the love of my life. We need to deal with this, you know you cant live with out me.
is he serious? yup that will get me back, making a statement that I can't do something.. Doesn't he know me at all
- CALL ME MISS YOU LOVE YOU
I didn't even have to read the messages I knew already what they say,
Me and Jose were great when we were together, maybe not for the last past couple of months, but our time together was great. I would never say that I regret being with Jose even tough he cheated on me. I think we outgrew each other a long time ago, but neither of us said anything I think it is because we were afraid. We had been together for so long, that it was/it scary to think about being alone VERY SCARY I ADMIT
I think I could have as easily cheated on him as he cheated on me.
We started dating couple months after Ethan broke up with me, he helped me in so many ways, being without my parents and just growing up literally, he was so much more then just my boyfriend, he was my closest friend for four years. Thats four birthdays, four christmas and four anniversary. wow when i think about it like that. He was my person for so long, but I guess we were never meant to be, and that is why we will not last. I think this breaking up stuff will be harder than expected

Hi I lost my phone, I've thought about this a lot.
Jose, you mean so much to me, you know that. At some point in my life you meant everything to me. "You and I" has been the most important relationship of my life. You were there when I fell alone, when I was the happiest I've ever been, when my parents missed their flight at christmas, you came and stayed with me so I wouldn't have to be alone. I will never forget the things you did for me and the things I did for you. We have traveled, laughed, cried, we have done everything and nothing at all. Our journey has been one of a kind. But we both know, for the last year or so we haven't been us, we haven't been happy and you know it as well as I do.
We were afraid to say it because we were afraid of what would happen. I guess we both wanted to believe that we would last forever.
You will always have a special place in my heart my dear Jose, and know this : I am not mad at you for cheating, this was bound to happen some way or another.
Your Ana x

Strange feeling came over me after I hit sent, relive, proud ? I am not sure.

I opened unread messages from Kate
I didn't risk coming to your and wake u up room if you were sleeping, just wanted to let you know that I am going out with Elliot!
He called and said he was really wanted to see me again asap, can u believe it? don't wait up and send the damn email giirl

Well good for her, hope this Elliot is a keeper, I checked my email and

From Christian Grey
Send me your address and I will swing by with the phone tonight.

Well that wasn't that hard..
I sent him my address and took a quick shower,
After five minutes of hot water I am reborn, got in my pj's, took my laptop to bed and watched gossip girl. After only watching Blair bitch about Serena for five minutes my bell ringed IS HE HERE YET?
It has only been 15 minutes max, It cant be him, he said he would come with my phone tonight, I check my clock in panic 17:30 The odds are in my favor, night is not half past five CALM the fuck down Anastasia why are you so nervous about anyway? If it were him he would be in and out with in two minutes
I calmed down, got a grip, the bell ringed again ohmy

I pushed the bottom and said " Who is it"
" Cristian Grey" ohmygoddd I looked down at my pj's, saw my reflection in the glass door, my hair was a mess I was pretty sure that I had the biggest mascara bags.
" Hi, thank you for coming with my phone " I said in the door phone, "I think it is best that you leave my phone in my postbox" feeling very proud that I just tough of that
" No" He answers right a way, "No?" I repeat very surprised
" I think it is only fair that you let me up, first you ran me down at the club, next you send me a very inappropriate e-mail, and now after all this I offered to return yo the phone and you refuse to let me in" This was actually happening I thought to myself as I clicked the bottom and said " well, then common up"