so i would like to thank eMmEtT's-LiTtLe-SisS for reviewing it means a lot to me i like to also thank my sexy mate for putting up with me writting. ok so i seen a lot of people have read my story i am thankful for that. so this chapter is for eMmEtT's-LiTtLe-SisS.

i do not own twilight cuz if i did i would have bought myself a nanny sadly i cant buy a nanny so i am here playing with jasper and bella oh the wicked things i could do lol. so on we must go with this story that may just lead to wicked thing *evil grin*

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last time in phonix our sweet bella was just coming out of a bar walking to her smoking hot purple jag she has a panic attack and passed out

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Chapter 2

ugh my head hurts damn it why does me passing out always have to hurt fuck calming waves wash over "mmm jasper thanks that helps a lot" he chuckles "so how did you know it was me bella" i blushed "because smart ass who else would send calming wave to me when i was haveing a panic attack i am not that dumb. but anywhos why are you here i mean i dnt mean to sound like a bitch just why" he took a deep unneeded breathe i so could tell this could tell it was going to be a long story " wat jazz lets go to my place we will be more comfortable" he helped me up and look me over i must look a hot mess i looked at him and my god i could feel myself get wet my eyes widen in realizations he could smell that fuck my got i wanted him to fuck me till i walk like a cowgirl "bella what are you thinking bout because i can feel the lust comming off you in waves and you smell aroused" i wish the ground would swallow me hole or i could swallow for jasper fuck i need to get laid. i blushed thinking to myself please fuck me cowboy jasper chuckles i look at him and whispered" did... did... did i just say that out loud" jasper walk to me and grabbed my hands "bella look at me" i look in to his god like golden eyes and the emoitions i see in then made me forget all else i lean up and kissed him with all i had he kissed me back with as much passion as i did him. he pulled back " bella i am not edward" my temper rose i slapped him it only hurt me so i glared at him " you son of a bitch how could you think that ugh whatever i love you and only you" tears threated to run down my cheeks but i held on till i whipped around and cilmbed into my car "bella please wait i..." i cut him off by slaming the door i opened the window and look at him he lookm so lost " jazz here is my address come see me when you think about this i love you jazz and i always have" then i speed off into the night feeling so lost and confused adn more empty then ever.

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so what did you think i know my chapters are short but i promiss they will get longer so now review please and my next chapter might be for you

so should i add the cullen should jake make an appears comeon people what do you think should happen