AN: I do not on either the song or any thing else that you may recognize.
Band: Evanescence
CD: The Open Door
Song: Call Me When You're Sober
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Seras slowly walked into the room upon being announced by the herald and glided up to the queen only to curtsy. "It's a pleasure to meet you Your Majesty. I am here on behalf of the Nightmare Organization."
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.
(Alucard's POV)
I couldn't help but stare at the fledgling that had fled from me nearly twenty years ago. She looked magnificent in her dark blue almost black floor length dress. I couldn't help but wonder why she had left though she had everything she could have needed right there with Hellsing more then willing to provide it so long as she simply did as she was told. I' will simply have to wait until she approaches me to find out. . . that is if she does approach me.
Should've let you fall,
Lose it all,
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves,
And I'm sick of the lies,
And you're too late.
I had done everything, well maybe not everything, in my power to get her to accept what she had became and yet at every turn she spurned my tries. Now here she stood speaking with the new queen and part of another organization. Is this how she chooses to repay my kindness! Leaving me and turning to another only to listen to them when they told her to drink her blood?!
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.
(Seras's POV)
Sighing I glanced to the side only to be met with familiar bright red eyes. I could feel my eyes soften at the sight of him. I couldn't help the feeling of the fact that maybe I had come home. I couldn't help the snort that escaped my delicate nostrils, home? Pht yeah right! They didn't want me then and I highly doubt they would want me now. If they did they can approach me not the other way around.
Couldn't take the blame,
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded,
You can't play the victim this time.
And you're too late.
Seras had looked away from Alucard briefly before returning her attention to where he had once stood only to discover that he was no longer there. She hadn't really expected him to remain in the same place, after all Integra had not been with him. Then she had to wonder though, where was Integra? Had she decided to abandon her pet vampire like he had her? She couldn't help the snort that escaped her, yeah right. Those two deserved each other. They would both make the other miserable where as she had done nothing but try to keep them happy. She refused to return to what she was twenty years ago, no never again would she let either the master or her pet vampire walk all over her again. They had both lost that right that night twenty years ago.
So, don't cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You love me, come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober,
You only want it 'cause it's over - it's over.
She could remember only a year ago when she had heard her former masters voice cutting through her mind demanding that she return to him and Hellsing. She had refused and shut the connection to him from her end. What did she care about listening to the man? Even in her mind the word was spoken sarcastically.
How could I have burned paradise.
How could I, you were never mine?
Now twenty five years after her rebirth she had to wonder why she had accepted his hand all those years ago. Was she that selfish that she thought that she should live when her comrades had not? She couldn't help but think so, but she amended she would do it all over again if given the chance she knew. Had she ever been put back in that situation she knew that she would once again accept his hand. Yet she also knew that her actions would remain the same then as they had this time. And in that she knew that in the future unless she absolutely had too she knew she would never approach him
So, don't cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
Don't lie to me, just get your things.
I've made up your mind.
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AN: Thank you all for your reviews. I'm glad you like this story. I find myself finding that this is not the end and thus I need to find an appropriate song to fit Alucard to base the third chapter around. I know this doesn't really fit the song to well either and for that I am sorry but I did try the song just seemed to fit the story so I hope it isn't to bad.
