Its Avril! Thankyou guys for the reviews,t hey were all lovely (:
This chapter isn't very long but the next one will be her first day at school so it should be longer!
Disclaimer: Do I own twilight? No. Stephenie Meyer does. Do I own Our Last night? No. better than Ezra does.
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''Bells, tea's ready if you wanna eat it now?'' Charlie calls up the stairs, I've never really called him dad since i have never lived with him long enough to think of him as 'dad' material
''I'm not hungry right now, i might have some later'' I arrived here 2 days ago and I guess i should be spending more time with Chalire but it doesn't feel right, this doesn't feel right, nothings felt right since I left him.
I gently run my fingers across the guitar chords. Its been so long since i wrote a song, they always just come to me when i start playing but lately i can't seem to get the right words down onto paper. I start to play come simple chords,
I bit the end of the pen, and started scrawling some words in the book on a fresh page;
I remember waking up with you
The days doing nothing
You meant more to me then than I think you ever knew.
But you were gonna be a doctor, movie star
A poet at a Nobel seminar
I hope the world never tore that out of you.
I played it along to the simple chords and forced a smiled as a tear rolled down my cheek. I miss him. It hurts, whenever I think of him I feel a sharp pain, like someone is ripping my heart out. I want him back.
''Bells? Was that you? I never knew you played guitar!'' Charlie said as he knocked on my door.
''Oh, it was nothing, but thanks'' I put my guitar down and closed my eyes. I wanted to cry but that could wait until that night.
I did cry that night.I cried for Charlie. I cried for my mother. I cried for Phil. I cried for starving Children. I cried for everything I could think of, but i refused to admit the main reason I was crying. him.
I woke up the next day at 6:30am, almost forgetting that it was monday, I looked in the mirror and almost laughed at how pathetic i looked with my red puffy eyes. Charlie must have gone because his cruiser wasn't outside. I walked to the bathroom and quickly had a shower, I massaged my scalp with my favourite strawberry shampoo, the smell carressed me and made me feel safe, as if I belonged here. I stepped out of the shoer and wrapped a towel around me, I hurried across the hall into my bedroom and picked mout my clothes, I quickly got dressed and double checked what I looked like in the mirror, I was wearing a Ramones t-shirt, dark blue skinny jeans and Purple converse, I pulled on a hoody and made my way downstairs. I quickly grabbed a granola bar and left for school.
Charlie had bought me a truck of his friend Billy, I remember him slightly, him and my dad used to go fishing when i stayed here in the summer, he has a son, Jacob, a bit younger then me. He gave me the truck the day I got here and I had only driven in it once, when i went to do the grocery shopping, it was loud but I loved it. I got in and reversed out of the drive.
Here we go, Forks high.
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