I woke up on the coach at Emily house. I tried to piece together what was going on when I was suddenly over crowded with worried wolves.

"Leah, are you ok" Seth said nearly in tears.

"I'm fine" I said trying to get up but found it hard as he has practically holding me down, "what happened?" I asked unaware of what happened.

"You tried to phase but couldn't then you passed out, you have been out for 3 hours now." Sam said in a matter of fact tone.

"Oh" I said as I woke into the kitchen to get some orange juice. Poured myself a glass, as I took my first sip all eyes were on me.

"what" I asked annoyed that I was the center of attention, I could tell something bad was gonna happen.

"Leah" Jacob began I could tell it was gonna be a long speech so I stopped him before he could finish.

"Stop I know what you are thinking." I sat in one of the chairs at the table noticing that Emily had just taken a rack of cookies out of the oven, she put them down for all of 2 seconds and they were gone, man those guys could eat. I continued "look I know I couldn't phase earlier and you all are probably thinking I can't phase anymore so to save you all the trouble I will try to phase later and if it doesn't work then well, we know for sure."

They all just stared at me, one because I took the words right out of their mouth and two we'll probably because I said it without the slightest hint of an attitude.

"Well ok then" said Jacob with a big grin finishing the last cookie. "But Leah are you sure you are ok?"

All this concern was getting on my nerves "ugh I'm f-"I stated to say but then the pain was back the pain I felt earlier when I tried to phase. Yep it was in the same spot but this time it was different this time the pain was worst. I grabbed my side as it came it was as if someone had hit me with a baseball bat in my gut 20 times.

They all instantly surrounded me hounding me with questions. "Are you ok? whats wrong?" were the first thing I heard but the rest was drowned out by screams. Who was screaming? It took me a second to realize the most obvious answer…me!

"Ow that hurts" was all I could muster up in between screams and the excoriating jabs of pain. The pain was getting stronger I began to scream louder as a pair of arms grabbed me for support I instantly realized it was Jacob.

He tried to comfort me but it didn't help. As I screamed in pain I felt something trickle down my leg at first I thought I had simple dropped my orange juice but as I look to see I then realized that it was not orange juice. It was blood.

Why am I bleeding? Is it my period? No it can't be I haven't had it for 2 years now not to mention the pain now vie had cramps before but never this bad. Then the worst case scenario popped up in my head is I dyeing??

When I came back to reality I realized that Sam was now holding me and Jacob now frantically talking on the phone. I was pissed for many reasons, 1. Because Sam was holding me, even though deep down I wanted him to hold me like this forever and never let go. But right now just the thought of him touching me repulsed me especially while I'm in this much pain. 2. Because I had finally figured out who Jacob was talking to, the doctor leeches. I figured he was calling for help but I refused to go there I refused.

"No I won't go there" I yelled gasping for air the pain had not stopped it was getting worst as I clutched onto the counter it finally bake under my hand.

They all tried to plead me to go but I didn't want to listen, I refused to be associated with those leeches. I tried to get away but Sam had a steal tight grip on me and even if I got away there would be about 8 more people trying to stop me from leaving. But as I tried to break free the world sweep from under me and everything got fuzzy. I heard them all yell me name as I slipped into unconscious for the second time today.

I don't remember much of what happened but I remember waking up and instantly my nose was filled with the stench of leeches. I'm going to kill them I told them not to bring me here, I opened my eyes to see most of the pack here hovering over me. Normally I would have been pissed but they all had such sad looks on their faces this triggered my instinct to think of the worst. I was right I am dying thought I needed to know so I turned and asked the one person who would give it to me straight.

"whats wrong?" I asked Jake who was surprised because none of them had noticed that I had woke up. "Leah I'm so glad you are ok-"he began he was gonna sugar coat it but I needed him to just tell me the truth I'm a big girl I can handle it.

"Whats wrong" I urged my voice full of anger and worry. "I think it's best if we let Carlisle tell you." He said motioning for Carlise to come here, and then I knew it was bad I wanted to cry my heart sped up but I had to calm down I had to brace myself for this.

"Hello Leah" he began his voice was neutral as if he didn't want me to worry. He began to tell me what was going on but in a manner so I would not interrupt him until he was finished.

"Well Leah when I did an exam to see where the source of the bleed came from I discovered something shocking, Leah you had a condition called stone fetus." He said with a sigh. But wait fetus that means baby but I can't have children that's impossible even if I still did have my period I haven't been with anyone for 2 years now so I was majorly confused. I started to say something but he raised his hand to explain.

"Stone fetus is when a woman becomes pregnant and the fetus dies in the uterus, normally when a fetus dies it is expelled by the body through what is known as a miscarriage. But in some cases the body does not expel the fetus and it stays there for a considerable amount of time during which the body begins to decay and harden thus the name stone fetus. I think that you were pregnant before you became a wolf and when you transformed those organs stopped working therefore killing the fetus. But I'm not quite sure what caused it to be expelled from your body now after all this time…..

He trailed off I had stopped listening to what he was saying the last thing I remember hearing was "I'm sorry for your lost an ill leave you guys alone to talk" before he began to exit the room.

I was in shock, I was pregnant. For so long o thought it was impossible for me to get pregnant so I gave up all hope but to hear that I was brought me so much hope but then I let my mind adjust to the rest of his speech the part I most surely hated. No I'm not pregnant I was 2 years ago and now because I'm a wolf my baby is dead. Being a wolf is what killed my baby. This whole being a wolf thing had already brought me enough pain with the whole Sam and Emily dapacule now this.

Before he left I wanted to know something I needed to know, "how many months?" I asked in a low whisper but loud enough for him to hear. "From the size and development I would say 5 months." He said and then he finally walked away.

5 months is all that ran through my head. My baby was 5 months old meaning if I had just turned into a wolf 4months later I would have a baby right now. I wouldn't be so miserable but happy because I had my dream comes true. But no fate was never on my side, being a wolf is what ruined my life, and so I refuse to be one. From this day forward I will have nothing to do with wolves and I will no longer transform I'm done refuse to face the one thing that took away everything from me first Sam now my baby, I'm done.

"I want to go home." I finally managed after a long silence the rest was just a fog.

Hi guys my name is Teila sorry I didn't do this for the 1st chapter, but I hope you like this story it's gonna have a lot of twist in it but it still will be great leave comments thanks!!