Fai

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

The number of bodies I have climbed over to be here is too many…

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

The one in black hates me, despises my nature, he does not see that the world is cruel but it is better to put on a smile and accept the cruelty than become bitter…

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

Am I trying to die?

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

Why am I avoiding this?

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

Why do I hesitate about my magic? Every time that boy puts himself in harms way, I am sorely tempted…

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

That boy… He throws himself into everything – if that witch offered his life in trade for Sakura, he would have accepted immediately…

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

Why don't I use my magic? Am I that afraid?

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

Am I that afraid of that devil, that lover, that king, that lord of destruction …?

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

Why should I continue on? No matter what that devil will come for me…

Do I smile because I am Happy?

Do I smile because I am sad?

Do I smile because it hurts inside?

I think for now, I will continue smiling, smiling forever, until he comes…