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"Hello, everybody! My name is Jocelyn Andrews and I'm a medium. Not, usually I'll start by letting you get to know me a little better but I'm getting a really, really strong presence. Who here lost a boyfriend or- or a husband?"

I look around, totally not wanting to be here.

One woman in the back raises her hand.

The medium walks over to her and shakes her hand.

"Did he die a tragic death?"

The woman just shakes her head.

"Okay.."

The medium slowly retreats to the middle of the room.

"Anyone whose boyfriend or husband died tragically?"

Jackie, who is cradling Tony, and Pete both look at me.

I reluctantly raise my hand.

"Oh yes! You! What's your name?" Jocelyn asks.

"Rose Tyler."

"And your boyfriend passed away, correct?"

I tear at the mention of him being my boyfriend.

"He-He wasn't my boyfriend but, yes."

"What do you mean?"

"I loved him. And I know he loved me.. but he was never actually my boyfriend."

"He died tragically, right?"

At this point, I'm choking back sobs.

"I'm so sorry. I need a moment."

The medium nods and steps back a bit.

I take my napkin and dry my eyes as I begin to bawl.

I calm after a minute.

"Okay.. I'm ready."

'Alrighty. He died tragically?"

"Yes. He was in a car accident two years ago."

"I'm so sorry."

I simply nod.

"How does the letter 'D' come into play?"

"We called him the Doctor. He wouldn't tell us his real name, just insisted on being called the Doctor. He was stubborn like that." I laugh.

The medium laughs as well.

"He keeps showing me this blue box. Is it significant?"

"Very."

I turn my head at the thought of the TARDIS.

I miss it. And him.

"How?" Jocelyn asks.

I turn back to her.

"He loved it like it was his baby. Cared for it so much."

"That's so sweet." She says, smiling.

"He's showing me a beach. What's the beach?" she asks.

I can't hold my feelings in and cry.

"That's Bad Wolf Bay." I choke. "The day he left."

"He left?"

"Unintentionally, yes.. But I found him again and reunited."

"Do you write stories about him?"

"Yes, I do."

"Okay. This is his way of acknowledging that you still think about him."

"I do. A lot."

"He's chuckling, saying, 'I wanna make this fast, in case I fade out again. Can't rise burning up a while 'nother galaxy."

I laugh at his stupid joke.

Oh, how I miss his humor.

The medium looks confused but happy that Rose is finally smiling.

The medium turns to a compassionate tone, her face seemingly comforting.

"He says, 'Rose. You don't need to let go. You know that somewhere, maybe not in this world but somewhere there's another me. He may not look like me, but he still loved you just as much as I do. Go to him. He's waiting for you.'"

I tear up once more.

"I will. I will." I whisper.

"'Oh, and Rose?' he says. 'I love you too.'"

I sit there, stunned, as does the crowd.

The medium just smiles.

"You thought that, didn't you?" she asks.

I smile as tears stream down my face.

I turn to my parents and smile.

"I need to find him."

They both seem to understand and nod.

"Tomorrow morning.. Can you drive me to Torchwood Three?"

"Of course, love." Mum says.

The medium smiles then turns to the room again.

"Okay so, who lost a sister?"

I smile as I eat my dinner, planning my route.

I will find him.