Thank you so much too James Birdsong and HayatoxAkemi! This Chapter is for you!

Okay, so this chapter continues from when the Doctor thinks River is dead near the end of Silence in the Library and Forrest of the Dead. But In this fic, pretty much everything River does is sort of handed to Heaven…. Unless specified otherwise ^_^ Also, some things change…. :3

Xx Cherri

As the Doctor raced down the library corridors, he was silently praying that Heaven was still alive. When River had knocked him out and taken his place on that god damn chair, he assumed Heaven would be somewhere safe. However, this was proved very much incorrect when Donna and himself had returned to the Library entrance only to discover that not only was Heaven not there, but Mr Lux had not even seen her since the Doctor and she had fought over who would sit in that chair and do… that. He had said some nasty things to get her to leave, and she had slapped him and ran off, tears welling in her eyes. He really hadn't meant what he said, but he had saved her life and hasn't seen her since.

And so he was panicking.

The Doctor was usually very careful and placed a lot of importance on human lives, but for some reason, he knew this feeling he was having was different. He almost felt as if, if she had been taken by the Vashta Nerada, that a piece of him would be gone forever. The Doctor was yelling her name as he ran. He was really panicking now. She shouldn't have been so persistent in trying to save me. No. I shouldn't have said those things to her at all The Doctor thought.

In the small amount of time the Doctor had gotten to know Heaven Brown, He almost felt as if they had known each other a very, very, very long time. And apparently, from her point of view, they had. The Doctor had a small hunch as to why he was so important to her and why he felt so connected to her. She was a very beautiful, young, but not super young. From what he had gathered, about 25. She was also extremely smart for a human. But not just smart, no. Doctor Heaven Brown was exceptionally clever. He could see why a future him might possible become involved with her, as he thought they could be, in her time.

It was only when the Doctor saw a small flash of straight brown hair behind a book shelf that he stopped running. She was reading a book, and had glasses perched on her nose. She seemed completely calm, not upset in the slightest. The Doctor approached her.

"Heaven…" He started and she looked up. Her eyes narrowed slightly before softening, as if she remembered something.

"Yes Doctor?" Heaven replied shortly, seeming genuinely curious in what he wanted.

"I would like to apologise for my behaviour in the tech room… I shouldn't have spoken to you tha- Is that the diary from earlier?" The Doctor asked his interest spiking. He wanted to know what was in there…

"Yes. It is." Heaven shot back curtly, closing the book and placing it in her bag on the floor he hadn't noticed before. The Doctor sighed. Just her tone when talking about it told him he wasn't going to know anything until the time was right.

"Heaven, I need you to answer me honestly… Do you think you can do that?" The doctor saw she was about to protest.

"Just one spoiler! I promise then, no more questions!" He shut her up and he could see the small war going on inside her head.

"Okay, just one. What is it?" The Doctor braved himself.

"Who am I to you?" Heaven looked at him as if she knew this was his question before it left his mouth. She closed her eyes sadly and then looked straight into the Doctors eyes.

"I think you know…"

"Please. Just… I need to know." The Doctor uncharacteristically pleaded her to tell him.

"You are, to me…." Heaven paused.

"You are… my best friend. My teacher and my partner. You are everything anyone could ever want. You're there when I fall and you always help me see the light… You are my study partner and guide, and sometimes, when you want to be, you're my worst enemy. But above all this…" Once again Heaven paused. The Doctor listened intently and could see she was holding back tears.

"…My… Love, You are the best man I've ever known. And one day, in your future, you will be the best husband in the universe."

OKKKAAAY! So that was really different to the original episode wasn't it? Hmm… how'd you like the ending? So, I sort of feel the Doctor was really OOC… which sucks. Again, I know heaven is very much a Mary Sue… but like Master Yoda says to me often: "Care, I do not." Ahaha! Seriously though…

Master Yoda is very uncompassionate ;P

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