Okay, here's chapter one! Sorry that I didn't post this sooner, like I planned... Hope you like it and thanks for reading!


Chapter 1

Ivy's POV

I can honestly say

That you have been

On my mind

Since I woke up today, up today

I look at your photograph

All the time

These memories come back to life

And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed

As the feeling on my lips

The time that you danced with me

When no music playin'

I remember the simple things

I remember until I cry

But the one thing

I wished I'd forget

A memory that I want to forget

Is goodbye

- Goodbye by Miley Cyrus

He held me close, not wanting to ever let me go. "I love you," He whispered. I looked into his eyes, whispering, "I love you. I will never forget you." With that kissed him one last time. Then I disappeared into the night. I watched him for a moment behind a tree. He looked around, not remembering me at all. Not only did I take his memories, I took everyone who ever met me. I never looked back to the place and person I had fallen in love with.

I jerked up from my bed, crying. Why was this dream still plaguing me? Why couldn't he leave me alone? Oh, right. I loved him. And I could never see him again. He had moved on, not realizing that his soul mate was gone.

"M'Lady? Tis all well?" A timid voice asked. I looked to the door of my room. There stood Violet, my maid. She was looked around the age of 12, wavy light brown hair with flowers weaved into it, violet eyes, and was wearing a dress that was a dark purple at the top and got lighter until it was white at the bottom. She may appear young, but she has been a close friend of mine for the past fifteen years. Time had little effect on us. "Did you have the dream again M'Lady?" Violet asked softly. I didn't say anything except, "What do I tell you about calling me M'Lady?"

I reached over and picked up a picture that had been sitting on a small glass table that was next to my bed. I was staring at it so hard that I didn't hear Violet's response, but I knew what she said; she always says the same thing.

The photograph was one of me and my love. I seldom say his name, or otherwise I would become a complete wreck. In the picture, the two of us were on the beach with a few rays of sunlight hitting us. I was laughing at something that only I could see, while he looked down at me. I don't know who took the picture, but I loved it.

Someone knocked on the door. "M'Lady, do you wish for me to help you get dress before you let the person in?" Violet asked, holding out a dress. I looked down at what I was currently wearing. I had on short black shorts, a white tank top with purple flowers and a huge gray jacket. Just looking at the jacket made tears well up in my eyes. It was the same jacket that my love was wearing in the picture.

I was being hugged tightly. I didn't have to look up to know who it was; my sister. Aqua held me tight as my tears left my eyes and streaked down my face. "Shhhh… It'll be okay Ivy." She cooed, trying to make me feel better. But it had the oppisit effect.

"'Everything will be okay'? No, it won't! I miss him so much and I can't ever see him again!" I sobbed, glaring at my sister. Aqua's Caribbean-blue eyes widened at my tone before she glared back at me. "And why not? You love him! Everything flows to somewhere. Why can't you get that the two of you are meant to be together?" She asked me.

"Because I can't leave here, and he deserves someone who is normal so he doesn't have to deal with the things I deal with! And he doesn't remember me! For all I know, he could be dead!" I shouted, tears still leaking from my eyes.

Aqua stared at me, shocked. "Is that what you have been telling yourself all these years? What a load of crap! The two of you are soul mates! Even if you took his memories, his soul and heart will remember you, even if his mind does not. And there is peace now. Who is stopping you? Oh, right, you are." Aqua rolled her eyes, looking at me like I was insane.

I couldn't say anything. She was completely right. "I hate it when you're right." I growled, getting out of my bed. Aqua smirked. "I know. But then again, you hate it when you're wrong."

"Shut up." I muttered under my breath before climbing in the tree that was in my room. My fingers skimmed the rough surface of the tree before I closed my eyes. I let myself flow out of my body and into the tree. Through the tree, I could feel the earth's heart beating. I reached out until I was in the forest of La Push. I stopped short within an old oak tree. I don't know why my soul was called to this one place, but I was guessing that I was about to find out.

What most people don't know that the tree remember. They have deep, strong, clear memories. Every thought, memory, is saved and passed down. How do you think plants can adapted so well? Even though plants don't have eyes, they watch you and silently listen. They do not interfere, merely only watching. The old oak tree was watching a group of people who had gathered around its roots. I couldn't understand what they were saying, since trees speak a different language. But I could understand the mood and feelings of the people present. An picture sometimes came to me as well. I jerked away from the tree and went back to the tree in my room. My eyes flew open and I had to grip the branch I was sitting on so I wouldn't fall to the ground. I was breath hard.

"M'Lady? Are you alright?" Violet asked from below me. I started swearing colorfully as I climbed down from my perch. "Lady Ivy?" Violet asked timidly.

"Sorry Violet. I need to leave as soon as I can. Help me get dressed and packed." I ordered. Violet was already waiting, ready with a dress for me to wear. The dress was white at the top and faded to a dark green at the bottom. My thoughts were miles away, worried about those who's death I had seen planned out. Violet handed me a bag and I was running out of my room. Violet was close on my heels. "Ivy! Where are you going? How long shall you be gone?" She called out after me, stopping at the front door. "I don't know how long I shall be gone. You and Aqua shall look after things while I am gone. Come get me if something bad happens." I ordered, still running.

"But where are you going M'Lady?" Violet yelled.

"I am going back to La Push!" I shouted, reaching the forest. Then I allowed myself to speak his name. "Back to Paul. I am going back to my Paul." I whispered, fog swallowing me, making me disappear completely.


Sorry, I didn't know how to end it anyother way. I will TRY to update soon, but one of my other stories (Home is Where the Heart is) is almost done and I REALLy want to finish it, so that is going to be my number one story that I am working and updating. If I get a ton of reviews for this story, I promise that this story will be next! *hint hint*

Thanks again for reading and reviewing!

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