Giving in chapter 2
I'm not sure if this is going to be it or not. I'll have to think on it
The way he was kissing me was like nothing I had ever felt before. The passion behind his kiss has never been this strong. Oh my hell, he is so increadible.
His hand was sliding up and down from my rib cage to my hip. Sending what felt like shocks of electricity through my entire body. It wasn't just the passion that left me stunned, it was the love. The bond that we shared was almost overwhelming.
When his mouth finally moved from my lips to my neck I had to see his face, I had to see what he was thinking.
"Edward you... I can't even say how I feel right now."
"Then don't, show me."
He was immediatley kissing me again. I pushed him up, not that I really could, but he got the hint.
"Bell what is it? Are you ok?"
"I'm better than ok. I just wanted to know what you were thinking. I love this but I was kind of expecting that we were going to talk a little about what you need me to do...you know, so you stay in control."
"I don't want you to worry about that Bella. I've had more than enough time to prepare myself and I know that I could never hurt you. You know that right?"
"I've always known that. I've been sure from the begining that you could never hurt me."
"Thank you, thank you so much my love."
"For what?"
"For all of this, for marrying me, for loving me and being who you are. I can't imagine life without you. Please know that, please know that I love you more than anything. You are my life, my LOVE."
"Edward I do know that. I'll love you forever I promise. But I have to apologize for something."
"Apologize? For what?"
"I shouldn't have made it so hard for you. To get me to marry you I mean. I think I was just so worried that something would go wrong, the thought of marriage scared me."
I put my hand in his and kept looking down at our intertwined fingers.
"Edward I need you to know that I've always wanted this, just as much as you have. Marrying you was the best thing I could have ever done. I'm so glad that I get to spend eternity as your wife. Even if were monsters."
He didn't seem amused by that last remark.
"Bella I wish you weren't so anxious to be a vampire. I wish you would give me a little more time. I just want to hear your beautiful heartbeat a little longer."
"We don't need to discuss this now. It's our wedding night. Shouldn't we be having fun?
At that he smiled. and pulled me on top of him. He just lay there staring at me.
"What?"
"I just can't believe I'm as lucky as I am. To have you as my wife."
I blushed, and wonered if I would ever stop doing that any time he gave me a compliment.
We leaned into each other, and our lips touched again with more love than I have ever felt.
The kiss was so passionate that I couldn't help but slide my hands under his shirt and touch his hard chest. The fact that he was so physically attractive didn't occur to me this strongly until I was actually feeling his body with my fingertips. He's never let me get this close before.
I decieded that I was going to try to unbotton his white dress shirt. As I touched the first button I stopped, waiting for him to stop me but he didn't. As he was kissing my neck I successfully got all of the buttons undone. Then I reached to my own shirt. I craved the feeling of my skin against his. But this time he did stop me. I let out a big sigh and he laughed in his musical voice.
"What is funny?"
We were now sitting up on the bed facing eachother. I couldn't stop staring at all of his perfectly defined muscles, if that's what they were, he was beautiful.
"I thought I was supposed to do that."
"Oh." I said, my face flushing red yet again.
"Wow, you are so increadibly gorgeous."
He was cupping my face in his hands, and my breath got stuck in my throte. I couldn't respond. I just smiled.
Edward put his hands on my wrists and slowly pulled my arms above my head. Then he reached down an pulled off my shirt, at this point I was greatful that I had changed out of my dress and into a shirt and skirt, that dress would've taken forever to get off.
He just sat there after that, staring at me. When he finally brought his eyes up to my face again, he smiled the biggest smile that I've ever seen. It almost made me laugh.
"I've really been missing out haven't I."
"Oh stop."
I didn't feel self conscoius at all around him. He made me feel beautiful.
In one very quick movement, he lifted me up and laid me on the bed again. In a second he was there, kissing me hard and I didn't want him to stop. He was so close. His skin felt cold, but perfect. This was more than I could ever imagine, I just hoped he wouldn't stop like so many times before.
I felt like I was dreaming. He was touching me all over like he never had before. He was kissing me and I was kissing him. I kept watching his face whenever I got the chance, to make sure that he was still in control, but that loving smile and his golden eyes never changed.
What we shared was so perfect. I alomst didn't believe that it had happened at all. And without anything going wrong. Yeah it was a little akward since we were both very inexperienced, but that moment, that entire evening felt so right. It was as if we were of one flesh. Even though he is a vampire and I a human, we were one. That huge difference between us disappeared, and we were together in every way two beings could be.
I awoke to him sitting on the edge of the bed, that perfect smile on his face, looking like the angel he was.
"Good morning Bella."
I climbed over to him and wrapped his arms around me.
"Hi."
"Have I told you how much I love you yet this morning Mrs. Cullen?"
"Why no you have not."
I smiled up at him and he kissed my lips.
"I love You."
"Thank you for last night. I'm glad we waited till we were married. It just made my wedding day that much more special."
"No bell thank you."
"I love you Edward."
He lifted my chin and we shared yet another sweet kiss. How could my life be any better then it is right now?
