A/N: I got a lot of private messages and story alerts for this story! Thank you all so much, reviews on here are greatly appreciated though. Suggest who you want me to do next. You know you want to. Just click the button. I know you can't resist. –MM.

Disclaimer: If I had blonde hair and an English accent maybe it would be more believable that I would be J.K Rowling. But alas I have my awful New York accent and my dark brown hair. This means I am not which also means I do not own Harry Potter.

Narcissa Malfoy

1) She absolutely loathed the nickname 'Cissy' that had been given to her. She also hated when people called her older sisters 'Bella' and 'Dromeda'. She never could understand why someone would want to change those names. They were beautiful elegant pureblooded names. Bella and Cissy sounded like something a muggle would be called.

2) Her earliest memory is of her father using the cruciatus curse on her mother. Andromeda was crying, she herself was crying and Bellatrix was doing nothing. She had always found it odd how her sister had no reaction to their mother's torture.

3) She didn't love Lucius at first. She admired him though. He was charming, rich, and most importantly a pureblood.

She would never be caught married or even involved with a mudblood like her sister had been.

4) She remembers when Andromeda was disowned. She actually was serious when she told their parents that she was engaged to a mudblood. Narcissa had thought it was a joke.

She realized that it wasn't a joke when she saw no one else was laughing

5) She actually got an invitation to Andromeda's wedding. On It said that Andromeda wanted her littlest sister at her wedding.

6) Narcissa always claimed that the invitation wasn't meant for her.

7) She was no longer Andromeda's littlest sister. No matter what Andromeda had thought.

18) She had hoped never talked to Andromeda after the wedding fiasco. That plan was foiled when Andromeda sent her patronus to the Black household saying how happy she was not that she was married to that Tonks fellow. She warned Narcissa to marry for love and not for blood.

9) Narcissa always thought that Andromeda was lucky for sending the patronus when Druella and Cygnus weren't home. Their parents would've have called what Andromeda said traitors lies.

10) No matter what Andromeda said Narcissa was delighted when her father said that the Malfoy family requested Narcissa for their son's bride.

11) She thought she was in love then.

12) She confused admiration for love.

13) She had moved out of her parents home and in with Lucius after they were wed. Malfoy Manor was lovely. Though it was lonely.

14) Secretly Narcissa was happy when she saw that a letter had been sent to her from her sister. Her face fell when she saw who it was from and what it had said.

15) It was from Andromeda and it had said that she was pregnant.

16) Andromeda was pregnant and Narcissa was having trouble conceiving.

17) When her son Draco was born Narcissa was delighted. She had thought that it never would happen. That she wouldn't have been able to conceive, to produce an heir for Lucius.

That's what happened to Bella. That's what drove her mad.

18) She was afraid to be driven mad like Bellatrix had been.

19) She loved her son more than anything. Especially more than Lucius, though she had grown from admiration of the man to love in the years they spent together.

20) When Lucius was in Askaban she finally cracked. She was terribly afraid that she would lose who she loved most.

Especially when Draco's mission was confirmed.

She never would forgive herself for doing that to him.

21) Her rebellion had been for Andromeda and it had been a quiet one.

"Dead."

A/N: It's done. I've been wanting to do this forever honestly. I just love Narcissa so much and I'm a sucker for a good Narcissa/Lucius fic. Well that's all I have to say. Just review for more. Please. –MM.