Flash one

I ran. I ran as fast as i could. I needed to get away from my mother and from Cal. I didn't need them in my life i just needed to decide what to do for myself and not let them control me. I really wish that my father was alive. He would have got me out of this. He would have not made me get engaged to Cal Hockley. It was just wrong.

I ran straight down the first class corridor that led to my room and tried to get to the place that i could let out all my worry's and problems as quick as i could.

Once i was in the room i ran to the dresser and started to pull the clips out of my hair. I think i am going on an emotional breakdown. I really need to talk to someone. Wait... I can!

"Trudy!" I called while i was still pulling the clips roughly out of my hair. I really need to talk to her.

"Trudy!" I called again with desperation in my voice. I grabbed the necklace from around and ripped it off.

"Trudy!" I Yelled. I really needed to talk.

I don't know what happened but something inside me snapped and i grabbed all the things on the dresser and threw them. I ripped them, threw them, broke them i couldn't handle the anger inside mew anymore. I looked up at my face in the mirror and saw my face. But it was different. It was like i had become this monster that had been compelled to act like this. I knew that my mother and Cal was at fault. My father would have not made me like this, he would have been happy with whoever i choose to marry. I suddenly decided that's where i need to go. To my father. I need to see him again; i needed him to tell me that everything will be alright. I needed him.

I quickly ran from the room and back down the halls witch i had came from. But taking the turn that led to the stern. I bumped into some people but i didn't care. I wouldn't see them again after today. I undid the gate leading from first class to third and ran straight forward. As i was running past the bench i saw the same dark blond hair i had saw earlier but i didn't take notice, all i could think about was getting to the stern of the ship.

I ran straight to the railings and looked behind me. Checking if anybody was watching, and i climbed over the railings till i was hanging off the back of the ship.

I felt the wind blowing through my hair and its coolness hitting my skin. I closed my eyes and thought 'i will be with you soon father'. I was bout to let go when i heard the most beautiful voice i had ever heard behind me.

"Don't do it." He said. I turned my head and saw the same person i had saw earlier today. He had a cigarette hanging out of him mouth and he was inching closer by the second. That's not what i wanted.

"Stay back." I said hanging even more forward. "I mean it. I'll let go." I looked down and looked back at him. He moved forward a bit more but he nodded at his cigarette and them towards the ocean so i let him come forward even more.

After he threw the cigarette in the ocean he rocked back on his heels for a second before saying.

"No you won't." He stated looking straight at me. What did he mean no i won't?

"What do you mean no i won't? You do not tell me what i will and will not do!" Who does he think he is?

"Well you would have done it already." He stated again.

"You're distracting me. Go away."I said leaning forward again.

"Well you see i can't now I'm involved. If you jump I'm just gonna have to jump in after ya." He said. Why is he doing this?

"You're crazy. The fall alone would kill you." I said trying to convince him to stay away.

"It would hurt. I'm not saying it wouldn't, I'm just more concerned about that water being so cold." He stated once more while taking off his shoes and his jacket. The water being so cold. That got my attention.

"How cold?" I asked. My voice trembling.

"Freezing. Maybe a couple of degrees over." He told me. "You ever been to Wisconsin?" He suddenly asked me.

"What?" I asked.

"Well they have the coldest winters around there. When i was a kid i went ice fishing on a lake near Chippewa falls. You know ice fishing is-"He started to explain but i cut him off.

"I know what ice fishing is!" I exclaimed. Does he think i do not know what that is!

"Sorry."He said with apologies sounding in his voice so clear. "You seem more like an indoor girl." He said clicking his tongue.

"Well i fell through some thin ice and I'm tellin ya. Water that cold, it's like a thousand knives stabbing over your body. You can't breath. You can't think. Well not about anything but the pain. That's why I'm hoping you'll get me off the hook and come back over the railing here." He extended his hand.

"Come on. Give me your hand. You don't want to do this." He said.

I looked back down at the ocean again and rethought my plans. Did i want to do this? Did i want to let my life go because of my mother and Cal. Did i want to let them win? The answer. No. I pulled my hand off the railing gently and put my hand in his. An electric current ran through my hand and through to my whole body and it made me feel warm spit the cold wind whipping at my skin. I looked into his Ocean blue eyes again and my body felt like it was on fire. It was a foreign feeling. He breathed a sigh of relief and smiled at me.

"Jack Dawson." He said. Still smiling at me.

"Rose Dewitt Bukater." I said.

"I'm might need you to write that one down for me." He said. I laughed.

I snapped out my vision o find my self in the bathroom in my 12 year old self. Not my 17 year old self that wanted to jump of the back of a ship. Was this what my father was talking about? That i had to stop something that is going to happen on that ship? Something about that person that sent the electric current through my body and made me feel warm. Jack Dawson.

I suddenly heard shuffling in the corner of the bathroom. I turned my head and saw Mary and Clara stood there staring at me. I smiled at them and they waved. They remembered what i said about not to talk to me other wise i will be disturb and the visions will go away. I turned my head back to the floor then went into another vision.

Okay people there is Chapter 2. Please reveiw please! Thank you to RachelDalloway, MadHatter2708 and Sam Pembroke for reveiwing the last chapter! I will update tommorow or maybe today i don't know yet. But please reveiw!

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