Chapter 2 Roxas POV

I looked at Axel with a frown he was smiling wide and I was fuming. He had no idea how much trouble he was in, I had done everything to ge him that job so he could pay off his moms funeral but he had just blown it off. Now all he was apologising for not making it to the cabin by 4.

"Why are you mad?"

"AXEL I WENT OUT OF MY WAY TO GET YOU THAT JOB! AND YOU FUCKING BLEW IT OFF! DON"T YOU WANT TO PAY OFF YOUR MOMS FUNERAL!"

His face crumbled and I knew I had gone to far he sloped down onto his bed and buried his face in his hands, I knelt down and held him as his body began to shake with unshed tears. Then as if he just realised I was holding him he bolted from my grasp his eyes blazing with anger, confusion, and and something I couldn't figure out.

"Whats wrong Axel?" I asked not understanding his sudden movement.

"Leave please Roxas I need to be alone," said Axel with a sigh.

I walked out of the room new feelings coming around me making me cringe I shouldn't be like this I should be walking away without a secound glance, but my heart was torn between our friendship and a new feeling I did not understand. I left with a heavy sigh knowing that he needed time alone to think about all that had happend to him in just a few days. First his girlfriend broke up with a man he barly knew but apparently she did, then his mother is told the cancer is gone and the next day she dies from a hear attack, and then I yell at him for missing a stupid interview. Even though I knew that I was no longer allowed to suggest a friend to the company or even tell somebody to suggest for me.

My phone began to ring and I answered it, "Hey Sora whats up?"

"Roxas Demyx called and said he was throwing a big party for his and Zexion's engagment and wanted to know if you and Axel would be there?"

"I don't know Sora, Axel is pretty torn up right now, Demyx will have to ask Axel himself."

I hung up after listening to Sora go on about how he hoped Axel wouldn't do anything he would regret but knowing how much of a hot head the man coul be I gave him 3 hours maybe a day at the most. I had just gotten back to my cabin when my phone began to ring flashing an unknown number. It wasAxel asking him to come back to the hotel and come back and get him and take him back home to get ready for the will reading the next day. I hung up and got back into my car and headed back, when I got there he was sitting outside waiting for me, as we drove we did not talk or even make a sound the tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife.

"Listen whatever is bothering you, you can talk to me," I said.

There was a long pause and then he said something i never thought he would say to me, "No not this time Roxi, not this time."


I couldn't believe I just said that to him, I just told my best friend and probably the only person other than my mother that ever cared for me that I could not talk to him. What would I say, hey Roxas Im gay and I think I my love you, or hey man guess what im gay and wanna fuck you. No I could never say those things unless I was sure they were true and I was sure that I was gay and not just wanting to take comfort in arms of someone other than a women whom already betrayed me.

"Ok Axe if thats what you want then you can call me when you can talk," he said stopping in front of my house.

"Yea I guess so."

I sighed and watched his car speed down the street and sighed and I saw what my mind blocked, I jhad just ruined my friendship and probably lost my love forever becasue I was to stubborn to tell him about what was really bothering me. Now I knew as I felt my heart tear as he rove away, I had a sudden revelation, I was gay and in love with Roxas.