A spiritshipper's song book

Chapter 2

For your entertainment-Adam Lambert

Conor: Hey hows everyone doing? Im totally shocked and happy right now! I already got 10 reviews (Not counting the duplicate BIGdifference posted :L ) Thanks alot for all your reviews and requests! Looks like I'm gunna be a busy guy.

Corey: And me! Don't forget to tell them at the end.

Conor: I won't. Anyways enjoy!


Looking out the window Judai sighed in content as he thought about a certain blue haired boy. For about a year now Judai had come to terms with his sexuality. In Judai's school there had only been one person who was brave enough to come out as gay. Unluckily for him he was bullied, abused and was forced to move schools. Not wanting any of that he kept his 'secret' in the closet and away from anyone who might 'out him'.

"Judai the answer please?"

Looking up the brown eyed teen saw his teacher looking at him with angry facial expression.

"Could you repeat the question?"

Judai asked with his cute face and puppy dog eyes. However the teacher wasn't having any of it.

"You have 10 seconds to tell me the answer or you have detention for a whole month."

Judai couldn't possibly know the answer. He was to busy fantasising about his blue haired crush Johan. Looking to the left the teen saw his friend Rei; she had 3 fingers up and was mouthing the word 3. Nodding Judai looked back at the teacher with a grin on his face.

"The answer is 3."

Smiling Judai slumped back in his chair, only to receive the teacher shouting in his face.

"Detention!"

His eyes growing wide Judai stood up and slammed his hands on the desk.

"What! I answered the question didn't I?"

"Yes you answered the question. But you answered it wrong. I don't recall one of the countries to be involved in World War II to be 3. Do you?"

Feeling embarrassed Judai fell back into his seat, trying to hide his face from all the snickering around him.

'Gotta love your friends eh?'

Judai thought sarcastically.


When the last lesson of the day had finished Judai headed down to his history room. Detention sucks when you're with Professor Chronos. He just makes you stand and wipe the board clean. If you do it before the hour was up he would write on them again and make you clean it up, again.

Sighing Judai opened the classroom door to be shocked at the sight in front of him. Standing right there next to the professor was Judai's crush. The schools most popular heartthrob. Ocean blue hair and emerald eyes danced in front of Judai, inviting him in.

"Ah Mr. Yuki. Nice for you to join us. Meet Johan your acquaintance for today."

Waving Johan walked up to Judai and rolled his eyes behind Professor Chronos' back.

"So what you in for?"

Johan asked with a smile planted on his face.

"Answering 3 to a question I wasn't listening to."

"Friends set you up?"

Faintly smiling Judai chuckled.

"Yeah how did yah' know?"

"That's why I'm here as well."

"No dilly dallying you two! Get to work!"

The over stressed professor shouted. Walking down to the boards Johan passed Judai a board wiper and they both got to work. Turns out wiping boards are fun while listening to Willow Smith on the radio. Both boys decided to turn the professors' radio on since he said he would be gone for most of the detention period. Judai decided to put down his board wiper as he danced at the front of the classroom. Throwing his own wiper Johan joined the brown haired boy.

"Why haven't I noticed you around school before?"

Johan asked while dancing with Judai.

"I guess it's because you and your friends are popular. As for me and my friends, I guess we aren't so popular."

Judai replied while shrugging his shoulders.

"But you're so awesome! We should defiantly hang out sometime."

"Sure!"

Judai shouted at Johan not wanting to pass this opportunity; but while shouting Judai also put his foot down in an awkward position. Twisting his ankle the milk chocolate eyed boy fell to the floor. In an attempt to catch him Johan grabbed Judai's hand, only to end up landing on top of him. Opening his eyes Judai realised what was happening. As both boys fell there lips had met and they were now kissing. Just as soon as Judai realised what was going on Johan stood up and helped Judai to his feet.

"Sorry about that."

The aqua haired boy said apologetically.

"Don't be."

Judai shot back.

"It wasn't your fault."

Smiling Johan gave Judai a peace of paper.

"What's this?"

Blushing Johan handed a pen.

"Well how are we supposed to hang out later if I don't have your number or address?"

Making an oval shape with his mouth Judai quickly wrote down his number and address.

"There you go."

The smaller boy said while handing Johan back his pen and paper.

"Well I guess I will see you later?"

"Yup!"

Judai shouted as Johan grabbed his bag and headed out the doors. Sighing dreamily Judai couldn't believe what was happening. His crush kissed him, but by accident. But on the up side he was going to hang out with him.

"Oh crap I gotta find something attractive to wear!"

Judai screamed as he rushed out the classroom door.


Johan had rung Judai and asked him to meet him at the pier. Within half an hour Judai turned up in some seriously HOT clothes. Johan's jaw literally dropped.

"You look urm, nice."

The blue haired 15 year old boy said with wide eyes.

"Thanks."

Judai replied while grinning.

"Look I have to go home soon but I need to tell you something important."

After saying that Johan took Judai's hand into his own.

"For some reason when we kissed earlier I felt a spark between us. I don't know what this means or why I'm feeling like this but all I know is that, well I like you Judai. I like you a lot. I know I'm probably over thinking things and I know that I'm being sudden but…"

Judai silenced Johan by pressing his lips against the emerald eyed teens. Judai massaged his lips against Johan putting everything into that kiss. His heart, his soul. Everything he had he poured into Johan with that one transcending kiss.

Pulling away Judai gazed into Johan's shocked orbs. They held confusion and lust.

"Judai will you be my boyfriend?"

Johan asked hoping he wouldn't be rejected.

"Of course I will. Do you think that kiss was for nothing?"

Giggling Johan held Judai tight and kissed him on his lips gently.

"I've gotta go home now. I'll talk to you tomorrow?"

"You got it."

Judai winked as Johan headed home. For once in his life Judai was happy. He had Johan and that's all he needed. Smiling the brunette made his own way back home.


Judai entered school with a huge grin on his face. He was going out with Johan and nothing was going to take him away from this happiness. Nothing except…

"Johan…"

Judai watched as Johan kissed a blonde haired girl named Asuka. Both of them were extremely popular and to everyone else it was no big deal. But to Judai it was betrayal. Every strand of happiness was ripped from Judai's soul.

"How the hell could you cheat on me?"

Johan's eyes widened as he realised the voice coming from behind him. He pulled away from Asuka to see Judai standing there with tears starting to form in his eyes.

"Cheat on you? He's going out with me. I don't even think we know you sweetie."

Asuka said looking at Judai with a disgusted look.

"Well do you know him Johan?"

The blonde haired girl asked while playing with Johan's collar.

"Never seen him before him my life. He must be some sort of stalker freak."

That hit Judai hard. Johan asked HIM out and he said YES! That meant that they were boyfriends. So why was Johan being such a, such a DICK! Looking around Judai noticed everyone was watching. He just closed his eyes and walked away, trying not to cry.

'Fucking perfect. My crush is a total jerk and everyone knows I'm gay. Can life get any worse?'

Judai thought as he entered his classroom. It was certainly going to be a long day.


Since classes had ended and Judai was still in detention he made his way to the history classroom. Entering the room he noticed the Professor Chronos wasn't there.

'He must be doing something. Oh well I might as well get some of this done now.'

Judai sighed as he picked up a board rubber. Then he flinched as someone came behind him and hugged him. Turning his head he saw it was Johan.

"What the hell do you think your doing?"

Judai said in a cold voice.

"I'm hugging my boyfriend. Is that not aloud."

Forcing himself away from Johan's grip Judai looked into Johan's eyes with hatred.

"What the hell was that this morning? You ask me to be your boyfriend and then you go and kiss some girl and tell everyone that I'm some sort of stalker freak! Why would you do that?"

Johan's mood changed from happy to serious. He could feel how upset Judai was and he really didn't want that.

"Look Judai if I told everyone I was gay and you are my boyfriend then I would no longer be popular. I would loose my friends and everyone would hate me. You know everyone here is homophobic."

Johan tried to explain the situation to Judai, which didn't help much.

"So why did you need to kiss that bitch?"

Judai said coldly while folding his arms.

"That bitch happens to be one of my closest friends. But to everyone else and her she is my girlfriend. I only go along with it because it just means that people will know for sure I'm not gay."

"But you are gay!"

"This is all the more reason why I need me and you to be a secret. We can do all the lovey dovey stuff in detentions and after school. But not while we are around everyone else."

Sighing Judai nodded, knowing that this was the only way him and his emerald eyed beauty could be together.


For the next 2 months Judai and Johan had been meeting secretly outside of school to go on dates. Since the detentions ended last month this was the only time they could spend together. However every time Judai saw Judai and Asuka together at school it tore him apart. In addition to that because of his little outburst when he first saw them kissing everyone now knew he was gay. They bullied him non stop. They threw slushies in his face and put him in the garbage bins at the back of the school.

Walking through the school corridors Judai noticed that the school talent show was on in two days.

'I think I know exactly what I can do.'

Judai thought while making his way out of the school.


Entering a huge room Johan's eyes widened with glee. He has never been in the theatre before but now he wished he had. Huge red curtains covered the stage at the front of the room. Rows and rows of seats where scattered across the room for the audience to sit on. At the back of the room all the lights had been placed so if any spotlights or special effects needed to take place, the lights would make sure to do it well.

"Johan come and sit down!"

Asuka waved at Johan from the other side of the theatre room. Most of the seats had been taken and Asuka managed to save one near the front for Johan.

"Coming Asuka!"

Johan shouted as he tried to make his way through the crows of people. Sitting down the blue haired boy sighed.

"What's up? Is that freak still bothering you?"

Johan's eyes widened. How could she say that about a sweet and innocent boy?

"No he's not bothering me. Im just tired."

Fake yawing Johan slumped back in his chair ready for the talent show to start.

About half way through Johan had fallen asleep due to sheer lack of talent. The dancers sort of danced like Chickens on ice. The singers sang like a cat getting shot and the other acts, well let's just say they were not ever to be shown in public again. Waking up Johan realised that the show was almost over. Not wanting to waste anymore time he stood up and was about to walk out when…

"Next is Judai Yuki who will be singing for us this evening."

Becoming interested Johan sat back down and Asuka grabbed hold of his hand.

"Look Johan, looks like the freak is going to sing."

Asuka giggled as Judai made his way into the centre stage. Bringing the mic up to his mouth Judai decided to take this moment to make a speech.

"Hey everyone my name is Judai Yuki. As you know I am an out homosexual. I would like to take this chance to tell you all that simply it doesn't matter what kind of sexuality you are. Whether it be gay, bisexual or straight. Even transgender, you shouldn't treat anyone the same way you have treated me. We are all people and we all have feelings. This is why I'm singing this song today. I want to show the person I love just how I feel."

Asuka nudged Johan and started to laugh quietly.

"Is this guy for real or what?"

Asuka said while placing her head on Johan's shoulder. Then the music started to play and Judai opened his mouth.

"So hot out of the box
Can we pick up the pace
Turn it up, heat it up
I need to be entertained
Push the limit, are you with it?
Baby don't be afraid
Imma hurt you real good baby

Let's go it's my show, baby, do what I say
Don't trip off the glitz that I'm gunna display
I told you, Imma hold ya down until you're amazed
Give it to ya till you're screamin' my name

No escaping when I start
Once I'm in I own your heart
There's no way to ring the alarm
So hold on until it's over"

Asuka's eyes widened as she understood who Judai was singing to. It all made sense to her. That time he came up and saw them kissing and he shouted at them. Johan and Judai were, going out.

"Johan we are leaving."

Asuka whispered so no one else could hear. However Johan was to absorbed into the song to notice her.

"Oh!
Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I'm 'bout to do
'Cause it's about to get rough for you
I'm here for your entertainment

Oh!
I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
You thought an angel swept you off your feet
But I'm about to turn up the heat
I'm here for your entertainment"

When Judai stopped singing the room went dead silent. The crowd became a blur except from one boy at the front. He looked right into Johan's eyes. He then brought the mic up to his mouth and did something that could ruin both teens' lives.

"Johan Anderson I love you."

The words echoed throughout the theatre due to Judai speaking into the mic. As Johan heard those words spill from Judai's mouth his eyes shut. He stood up and his breathing became heavy. All he could hear was the loud thumps of his heart and the deep breathes of air he was taking. He then opened his eyes to see everyone watching. Slowly talking one last deep breathe Johan opened his mouth to speak.

"Judai I…"


Conor: and I'm done!

Corey: Don't you think that was evil?

Conor: What... I just left the ending out so my readers could decide whether or not to make Johan and Judai a happy couple or not...

Corey: yeah... THAT'S EVIL!

Conor: What ever~ Anyways as I said at the top I am really happy I have all those reviews and requests. However untill I have finished with all the requests I have recieved so far I will not be accepting any more.

Corey: yeah we do have alot don't we... WHOOP!

Conor: Also I think I me and Corey should play a game. If you requested a song in your last review please could you let us know in your next review if you want me, corey or both of us to write the fic.

Corey: Also could you tell us whether you want it to be spiritshipping or darkspiritshipping.

Conor: Thanks for your time and keep reviewing... But no requesting until I lift the request ban rule. hehe

Corey: See you guys next time. DuN Du Du DuN!