Let Me Love You

AUTHOR'S NOTES: I hope everyone was okay with the first chapter. I didn't want to make it too long so I divided it.

So I've read everyone's reviews for my last two stories, one user said I should write in the third person's perspective to make it more real. Let me know what you think.

I was actually into a lot of animes like InuYasha and Rurouni Kenshin and planned on writing fics about them but I couldn't get through it, but Vampire Knight truly inspired me!

Again, I want to thank everyone who read, reviewed and added me and my story to their favorites. I hope I don't disappoint you.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own the anime/manga Vampire Knight, so don't sue me!


CHAPTER TWO – Emptiness

KANAME

Yuuki seems to like this place; perhaps we would stay here longer if the circumstances allow it. Now that she remembers everything and chose to live by my side, I want nothing else. All that matters to me is Yuuki, her happiness and her well-being.

I just finished checking everything in the house and fetched a book from the library. That was what took me so long. The maintenance crew must've organized the whole library into new categories.

Now that that's done, I could go and see my precious Yuuki. Everyone else seemed to retire back to their rooms to rest, since they haven't slept earlier due to our traveling hours.

Yuuki… She seemed to be surprised at my announcement earlier, when I mentioned that we would be sharing the same room. She's still as innocent and shy as ever.

I opened the door to our quarters, and closed it behind me softly. I searched the room for Yuuki; she seems to be taking a shower. I walked towards the bed, taking my shoes off and sat on it. I rested my back on the pillows behind me and stretched my legs forward. I opened the book and started to read.

YUUKI

I set my things on the counter attached to the sink; I undressed and placed my dirty clothes in the hamper. I took the bag of toiletries with me to the bathtub and rested it on the edge. The tub had a built-in shower. I closed the shower curtain and turned the water on, adjusting it to the right temperature.

The hot water felt good on my skin; it made me relax a little. Just as needed for what I plan later on. I went through all the process of shampooing and conditioning my hair and scrubbing my entire body, I even brushed my teeth 'cause I might not get the chance later on.

I stayed in the shower a little while longer, letting the water cascade over my body, letting the water calm and soothe me. I turned off the tap and dried myself off with a towel before stepping out of the tub. Once my body was dry, I ran the towel through my now long hair, squeezing the excess water away.

I pulled out my hair blower from my bag of toiletries and started to dry my hair with it. It would be hard to tie it up when it's wet. When my hair was nearly dry enough I brushed it carefully. I pulled my hair up into a ponytail, securing it with the red ribbon I brought with me earlier.

I stepped into the black silk panties and slipped into the black silk baby doll nightgown. I looked at the mirror to gauge myself. There seemed to be nothing out of place, I guess this should be fine. I fixed the toiletry bag and left it at the counter. I slipped my feet in my furry white bedroom slippers and opened the door.

I looked around and saw that he was already by the bed, reading a book. I read surprise in his expression when he saw me, but he quickly hid it so I can't be sure.

"Are you finished with your shower, Yuuki?" He asked me casually.

"Um, yes." I answered, rather nervously. With those piercing eyes, how can you not be nervous?

This is no time for that Yuuki! You can do this! This is for Kaname!

He looked at me intently as I approached the bed, I felt like I would melt by the intensity of his gaze. I removed my bedroom slippers and climbed the bed, crawling on my hands and knees toward him, never breaking eye contact with him. Speaking now would break my resolve, so I did what I could do. I stopped beside him and straddled his hips, I saw shock on his face, and this time I was sure.

"Yuuki—" I held my forefinger to his lips to stop him from speaking.

"Kaname," I started. "I want to apologize." He placed his book on the table beside the bed and took my hand that was on his mouth in his.

"What for, Yuuki? You haven't done anything wrong—yet." He asked, smiling at me and so I clarified.

"Kaname, you've done nothing but love and protect me all these times, and you never asked me anything in return. All you wanted me to do was be safe and stay out of trouble, but I never obeyed you. Like a spoiled child, I did what I wanted to do, causing you numerous problems."

"Is that all?"

"No," I placed his hand that I held on my cheek nuzzling it. "I made you wait for so long; I was the cause of the loneliness I always see in your eyes. And yet, I still hurt you, by offering something to someone that was meant for only you… and for that, I'm sorry." I kissed the palm of his hand.

"Yuuki—" I cut him off again.

"Kaname, someone like you who only lived to protect the one you love deserves happiness. And I want to give it to you," I reached his lips with the tips the fingers of my other hand and asked, "Kaname, would you drink my blood?" That certainly surprised him.

"Yuuki," he whispered my name kissed the tips of my fingers; I shivered at the tingles that action sent through my body. "You don't need to do that." He said as he placed both of my hands on his chest. "Being here with me is enough."

"But I want to; this is the only thing I could do for you for now. Because being the foolish person that I am, I couldn't even stay away from any harm for you." I leaned closer to him, my lips near his ear and whispered, "Please Kaname, you need this, let me fill your soul." I kissed the skin below his ear, trailing to his jaw to his chin. "Let me love you."

I gave him a chaste kiss and pulled away to look at him, his eyes were glowing bright red. I placed both of my hands on his cheeks and nestled his head on the crook of my neck.

"Please." I whispered again as I positioned my hands on his back.

He suddenly pulled the ribbon holding my hair and discarded it somewhere. My hair fell and he tangled his fingers through it at the back of my head and pulled it down, giving him easy access to my neck. His other hand went to my back, bracing me for what was to come. I heard a sharp gasp pass through my lips as he licked my neck lightly; the sensation sending shivers down my spine. I felt my blood pump faster at the anticipation, my body feeling hotter.

He licked again, harder this time, causing me to grip his back tighter. I felt his hot breath on my sensitive skin, before I felt his fangs slowly pierce into my neck. I moaned; his sharp fangs on my neck felt exhilarating. I was finally giving him what's rightfully his in the first place. He drank my blood very slowly.

It felt good to being with him like this, fulfilling one of his needs; I don't feel scared at all. Even hearing the sound of him sucking my blood felt pleasurable to my ears. I love him very much and I want to everything I could to make him happy, to make him feel loved. He could probably hear my thoughts now, just like when I drink from him.

He tugged at my hair harder and held my body tighter to his. That simple movement caused core to rub against something hard in his groin and I moaned softly. I found such pleasure in that, so I ground my hips against his and he sank his fangs deeper into my flesh.

"Kaname…" I moaned his name and he groaned.

I felt the need to do it again so rubbed my hips harder against his; it just felt so good that I had to do it once more. His grip on my body became tighter and tighter, his fangs piercing into me deeper as I did this and then he pulled away. He was panting, and so was I.

I felt blood trickle down from my neck to center of my chest stopping above the neckline of my nightgown. He bowed his head and licked the trail of blood off my skin earning him a soft moan from my lips. He licked at the puncture wounds he made until it was healed and rested his back against the pillows behind him, pulling my body with him.

I leaned closer to his face, my hands on his chest and licked his chin, cleaning off the spilled blood. I licked at the sides of his mouth and kissed him deeply. His tongue entered my mouth, playing with my tongue, sharing the taste of my blood within the kiss. His hands went from my sides to my thighs, caressing the bare skin with his warm hands.

His hands were doing something to my body that I don't understand. My hands trailed up from his chest to his hair, grabbing fistfuls of it with my hands. I heard a deep groan reverberate from his throat and he dug his nails into my thighs. I moaned; it felt good when he held me like that.

He sat up, not breaking our kiss, and laid me down on the bed. His body is now above me, my hands now exploring the silky skin that his shirt exposed to me. He suddenly pulled away and gave me a chaste kiss.

"Thank you, Yuuki." He kissed me again. "You should rest for a while; I might have taken a little too much from you."

"But I feel fine." I got up, and I immediately felt woozy. "Now that you mentioned it, I AM kind of dizzy."

"I told you so." He chuckled at me and pushed me back to lie down. "Now, sleep for a while, I won't leave you." I smiled at him.

"I love you Kaname." I whispered to him and cuddled closer to his chest, curling myself into a ball.

"I love you too, Yuuki." He kissed my forehead and stroked my hair gently and then I drifted off into unconsciousness.

KANAME

She leaned closer to me, her lips near my ear and whispered, "Please Kaname, you need this, let me fill your soul." She kissed the skin below my ear, slowly breaking my resolve, trailing from my jaw to my chin. "Let me love you."

She gave me a chaste kiss on my lips and pulled away to look at me, I could feel my eyes were glowing crimson because of the thirst for her blood. She placed her hands on my cheeks and nestled my head on the crook of her neck.

"Please." She whispered as I felt her hands snake around my back. I couldn't hold back anymore she made it so tempting for me.

I gave in and pulled the ribbon holding her hair up and flung it away. I tangled my fingers in her silky mane and pulled it down, allowing me access to her throat. My other hand went to her back, supporting her. I heard her gasp sharply as I licked her neck lightly; I felt her pulse quicken.

I licked again, harder this time, causing her to grip my back tighter. I opened my mouth and slowly sunk my fangs into her neck and she moaned. I drank her blood very slowly, savoring her taste, her thoughts. I was relieved that she wasn't scared, instead she was pleased. They've always said that having someone you love drink from you brings such pleasure and happiness. I've always thought that she would be scared, having a fear of vampires and all. That's why I never asked her of this.

She seemed to find satisfaction in gratifying my needs. She would give everything she has in order to make me happy, and to make me feel I was loved. I felt delighted to know that she loved me this much. I pulled her locks harder and held her to my body tighter.

That caused her core to rub against in my manhood and she moaned softly. I was ecstatic to be with her this way and hearing her like that. I was having difficulty controlling myself when she did that. She did it again, finding pleasure in that action and I sank my fangs deeper into her flesh.

"Kaname…" She moaned my name and I groaned. I was elated to bring such pleasure to her.

She rubbed her hips harder against mine again and again. I was finding it strenuous keeping my sanity; if she rubs her hips against mine again I might do something different to her. I bit her harder and harder and held her tighter to hold myself back, but she seemed to find such pleasure from that so I had to stop.

I released the hold I had on her neck. We were both short of breath. I wanted to make her body mine, but I didn't want her to faint on me when we experience our first time together. And I wanted her to be sure of her decision when the time comes.

I saw her blood ooze from the wound on her neck to the center of her chest. I licked it off carefully together with the puncture wounds I gave her to heal it, earning a soft moan from her beautiful lips. I pulled her body with me when I rested my back on the pillows behind me.

Then she licked my chin to clean off the traces of blood left and kissed me. The feeling was so overwhelming; I thought I would lose it. I plunged my tongue into her, tasting her sweet mouth and her blood. My hands immediately went from her sides, the silky material of her nightgown made it more sensuous. Then I trailed my hands to her thighs massaging the soft and silky skin. She pulled my hair and I dug my nails in her flesh.

I sat up and rolled over, switching our positions, still kissing her. Her hands went to caress the skin on my chest. If I didn't stop now I might end up ravaging her, so I pulled away rather quickly. She didn't know what she was doing to me, to my body. I kissed her lips lightly so she wouldn't suspect that I was struggling with my own selfish desires.

"Thank you, Yuuki." I kissed her again. "You should rest for a while; I might have taken a little too much from you." I used her condition as an excuse.

"But I feel fine." She sat up and swayed a little. "Now that you mentioned it, I AM kind of dizzy."

"I told you so." I chuckled at her and pushed her shoulder to make her lie down. "Now, sleep for a while, I won't leave you." She smiled at me.

"I love you Kaname." She whispered and cuddled closer to my chest.

"I love you too, Yuuki."

I kissed her forehead and played with her hair, lulling her to sleep. It wasn't long before she was unconscious; losing that much blood could instantly weaken you. My thirst for her blood had been satiated for now, but it awoke another hunger within me… the desire for her body.

She was always so kind and gentle. She would give everything she has for the ones she cares about. That personality of hers often leads her to trouble and I would be the one to clean it up. But I don't mind, as long as it's her, troublesome little girl. I'm glad to be the one who always saves her.

I traced her lips lightly with my finger, and kissed her lips. She stirred a little and cuddled closer to my body. I had to enforce all the self-control I had earlier. If I didn't I would have done something more to her. Who knew that she could be such a temptress?

The moment I saw her enter the room wearing that skimpy little nightgown and exposing her throat to me like that, I thought I would ravage her body then and there. The color just looked lovely on her skin. Then she just had to crawl towards me, exposing her cleavage, looking so innocent, I felt that I just had to corrupt her.

When I was sure that she was completely asleep, I disentangled my body from hers and headed for the bathroom. I might be taking long cold showers starting tonight. She makes me mad with want and lust. And a cold shower may just be the trick to extinguish the desire I feel.

Yuuki… what a cruel thing you do to me.


AUTHOR'S NOTE:

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