The pain spreads. First my arm, then my chest, and from there to my other limbs. I scream loudly, I'm in agony. I see the doe run away, but I don't have the strength to keep my eyes open. I keep screaming my throat hoarse. The pain is unbearable, and when I can't block the pain out any longer and let go, everything goes black.

I open my eyes slowly and look around in wonder. Everything I see is clear and detailed, the colours of the rainbow in the sky are beautiful. I hear the prettiest sounds, small and large animals calling out to their friends and family. I take a step and laugh, when I notice it took less then half a second. I jump when I hear the clear voice I now posses, and laugh again, when I jump several feet into the air. I walk to a nearby stream, wanting to drink some water. Although it is pretty hard to do so. I keep walking fast, even though I try walking a human pace.

The water reflects my mirror-image. I don't even look like I did anymore. My hair is still brown, but my face changed completely. And my eyes are … golden? That's impossible. My eyes should be red, at least until I ate, that is pretty much all I know about newborns. I suppose I can't be normal for once. I was brought out of my musings by an even more painful burning in my throat. I couldn't stop it. There was blood nearby.

I panicked. Would I be able to stop? Jasper's behaviour set a good example, I wouldn't. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself. A mistake. The scent was overwhelming and …not human? There was no guilt. The deer didn't stand a chance. I've eaten meat before in my human life, this didn't bother me. Feeling extremely strong, I grabbed a branch and tore it from its tree. I was positively giddy. And that mood evaporated when I smelled another vampire, it wasn't that hard to guess who it was. Victoria.

I ran away without a though. I might be strong right now, but Victoria had experience. Very much of it. I ran to Forks as fast as I could. I had to protect Charlie.

I was close to my house, when a horrible stench invaded my nose thrills. Even though I didn't know what it – no they – were, they were dangerous. I was between a rock and a hard place. Behind me Victoria, in front of me, a natural enemy. I chose the hard place. But when I came into their sight and they in mine, I almost ran to Victoria. Her arms would probably feel safe right now.

In front of me big wolves were growling at me, huge wolves. "We descent from wolves.", Jacob told me once. It wasn't that hard to conclude that this was not a myth. I couldn't help but think 'werewolves'! These creatures wouldn't leave me alone, just like Victoria wouldn't if she knew who I was, I was pretty sure that she wouldn't recognize me. I ran as fast as I could, north, to Canada. It was frightening, the wolves followed me to Seattle when suddenly they changed course. They were following a scent that was familiar, Victoria's. Who was dangerous for sure. I checked into a hotel and sat down to think.

A/N Because Bella is a vampire, she is a lot more confident. She is almost indestructible. She also uses her brain in remember me. She was portrayed very smart in twilight. Which is why I think she should observe more. I do know that being smart and being observant aren't equals.