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I drove many hours before I finally stopped at a motel to get some rest. It was night, but I did not know the time and I could care less. I paid the motel clerk for a night's stay then went to find my room; which didn't take long seeing as my room number was #2. I went in and shut and locked the door, thowing my bag in the floor, not even paying attention to where it landed. Sighing, I plopped down on the bed; I felt like shit, but I had to get away. I am not worried about any of them, Jake or Charlie; I know they'll be safe—it's me I'm worried about right now; selfish, I know. But I don't have anything else to worry about now so why shouldn't I?

I scrubbed my face with my hands, trying to wipe my tiredness away. A yawn escaped just to tell me that my attempt was worthless. I groaned, suddenly angry. Thoughts racing in my mind, tears pricked my eyes. Why in the hell did Edward break up with me? I still could not understand the reason why and how. After everything we've been through; after everything that's been said; promises, trust, love, kisses, romance—is gone now. My life is gone now; my love, my everything. Everything is just shit now. I wonder if he even cares anymore; I wonder what he's doing right now?

No! Stop the stupid thinking; he's not apart of your life anymore, there's no reason to still care. I need a new life—new me. This Bella will be more spontaneuos and just won't care what anybody thinks. No, this Bella will be a rebel, but with a cause; a reason.

I smiled to myself a little and turned over, getting comfortable in the not-so-comfortable bed at the not-so-nice motel. This Bella will be better. I will have fun and not have to wonder if anyone will come ruin it for me. I will not think about Edward or his family; I will not think of anyone, but myself. Somewhat satisfied and exhausted, I finally drifted off to sleep. My last thought, and it'll be the last thought, was Edward.