1999, May 4 5:23 AM
I hope I can write everyday. I can't write very much right now, because I have to go to school soon. I feel I should right down where I stay, and why I think of my family and home as jail. My room is in the cellar. I've read many stories where people are locked up in the attics and stuff, and they always make it sound bad. I would rather be up in an actual room rather than in a cellar with no light or windows. Cellars are under ground and the thought of being under ground scares me. I have claustrophobia. Ren taught me how to spell that.
There is a bathroom down here too, but it's really hard to go because I always trip on something in there, and it's also hard to find the toilet. My idea of a bath is climbing into the sink that's in here and using just the water. It's not really cleaning, but it helps take away the stink so no one at school gets suspicious. Anyways…I live in Russia; my full name is Sakura Fancy Haruno. Haruno isn't my real last name; my real last name is Mechtatel´, which is Russian for "dreamer". My mother is French, and my father is Russian. At least, those are my real parents. They both died the day I was born. But here's how they met, my mother moved here when they met in Germany on vacation, and they got married. Since they both died immediately after I was born, I was left without a name. Then I was adopted by a Japanese woman who lives here in Russian, and I took on her last name, "Haruno". Her husband, before he left, was the one that named me "Sakura". Before that I went by my middle name, Fancy. Though I am adopted, Ren is indeed my real brother.
I don't want to think about that anymore. I must get ready for school, so I can leave early and go to the library before class. But before I go…Should I name my diary? I suppose I will think about it while at school.
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I decided to start up another story, no I will not be making diary entries of every day of her life! Lol I am still doing the Gambit one shot as of what happens after Sakura's death in "Doesn't Make a Difference" but I'm still a bit stumped on it, so I'm holding it off for now XD
Also! Names for Sakura's diary! Anyone got one? Or should I just keep going as is? Some people give their diaries a name, like Anne Frank called her diary, "Kitty".
