A/N: I am Revising the story, trying to make it better. Make the chapters longer so there will be less chapters that pile on the story and it ends up having 50 chapters o.O
I do not own Twilight.
BPOV
I had just gotten back from the movies with Jake, I'm really worried about him. It was like he was just a complete different person after Mike showed up. He acted like such a caveman, I kept thinking what could have set him off so bad. I just hope he calls me as soon at he gets home. I looked over at the clock, 10:30 pm. Just please call Jake.
11:46 pm. He hasn't called. I glared at the clock as I kept staring at the red numbers. I felt as if it was mocking me. I really wanted him to call, but I knew it wasn't a decent hour to be calling so, I went against it. The most I could hope for is that he would call me tomorrow, and I prayed that he would. If he didn't, I was going to make a stop at the Black's house. Screw calling.
I woke up from the sound of the phone going off. Of all nights to choose from, it had to be the one where I finally didn't have any nightmares.
God, who would be calling right now. I looked up at the clock and I inwardly groaned. 2:57 am? Ugh! You have got to be kidding me! Can't they call at a decent hour like a normal person should?
I reluctantly answered the phone just so I could give whoever was on the other end a piece of my mind and scold them for calling at such an indecent time. "Hello?" I groggily said, still half asleep.
"Bella?"
"Jake? What's wrong?" He sounded like he's in so much pain.
"Bella, p-please come. I need you so bad. I-it hurts so much, Bells!" I heard him whimper. Oh my god! What happen? "Jake, please tell me what's wrong? Are you okay? What happen?" My questions coming out more frantic as they came out.
"Bella, please! Just come, I-i can't explain, because I don't know whats happening! I'm so scared, and its really hurting!" I heard him yelp the last part, it hurt me hearing him like this.
"I'll be over as soon as I can, okay? Just hang on Jake!"
"Please, just hurry Bells."
"On my way, just stay put!" As soon as we hung, I dashed for the door. I know I should have left Charlie a note before I left, but all I could think was of Jake. He was working the graveyard shift anyways, so I could call him when I get to Billy's house.
He sounded like he was in so much pain. The thought of him being hurt tore at my heart, it hurt more than thinking about him. I pushed all thoughts aside as I started the truck and headed towards La Push towards my sun.
Don't worry Jake, I'm coming.
JPOV
It was getting very hard to concentrate on the road back to La Push. The fever was really getting to me, I was glad when I finally made it home. As I got out of the Rabbit, I felt lighted headed and felt I was going to hurl. I couldn't walk straight, I felt my whole world swirling.
I stumbled towards the door, leaning against the frame as I made my way inside. God, is this what it feels like when your drunk? I closed the door behind as I made my way towards the couch, my room seemed too much trouble and a long way compared to the couch.
I fell face forward into the couch immediately regretting it as it only added more pain to my head. I turned my head to stare at the clock. 10:46 pm, boy was Bells gonna be mad for not calling. I really should call her before she gets worried. That was the last thing I thought before I was swept out of consciousness.
I woke up from the surging pain that exploded from my body. I cried out in pain, my body felt as if it was on fire, but being stabbed repeatedly. What's wrong with me? I looked at the clock and it read 2:55 am. "Dad?" I said weakly, I knew he wouldn't hear me, my voice didn't even travel towards the end of the living room.
It hurt so much to talk. My voice was so raspy and dry. I didn't care, I need Bells.
I tried getting up, but everything hurt so much. I feel like I keep getting body blows hit at me everywhere. I couldn't take this anymore, with all my might I got up and tried to get to the phone. My body instantly collided with the wall for support. I don't even know how I dialed her number seeing as my vision had blurred so bad from the pain exploding in my head.
Please answer, please Bells! I need you! Hoping she could hear my inner pleas. Just as on cue the line was answered. Oh thank god!
"Hello?" She was still half asleep. "Bella?" Just speaking was too much pain in my throat.
"Jake? What's wrong?"
"Bella, p-please come. I need you so bad. I-it hurts so much, Bells!" I whimpered in pain, it was starting to become unbearable.
"Jake, please tell me what's wrong? Are you okay? What happen?" She was starting to get frantic. God, this hurts so much!
"Bella, please! Just come, I-i can't explain, because I don't know what's happening! I'm so scared, and it's really hurting!" I started to yelp in pain as I felt my bones started to crack. Tears were spilling, I wanted to die so bad right now. I felt my bones crack even more.
"I'll be over as soon as I can, okay? Just hang on Jake!"
"Please, just hurry Bells." I pleaded in desperation. "On my way, just stay put!"
If I hadn't been in so much pain, I would have made a joke on what she just said. I felt more bones crack as more tears spilled. Bells, I need you! Hoping she could hear my inner pleas. I fell to the floor and cried in more pain as I felt more bones crack, and adjust. I was whimpering and crying really bad.
I was surprised Billy hadn't come out yet, damn heavy sleeper.
What seemed like an eternity was finally over as I heard the roar of the monster and the slamming of the door. She made it, she actually came.
I cried once more in pain. "Jake?!" She was right outside the door.
"Bella!" I cried once more in pain. The last thing I saw was the look of horror that was across her face before everything went black.
BPOV
"Jake!" I cried as I ran to him. Oh my god, what happen to him? "Jake, wake up! Please!" I didn't even realize I was crying till I saw my tears hit his shirt. I was so scared to touch him, I didn't want to put more pain on him.
I only moved where his head was lying on my lap as I leaned against the wall to support my back. I looked down brushing away his hair out of his face. Once I was done that was when I got a really good look at his face and noticed his face was wet.
He was crying? I felt my heart being stabbed and ripped as I let more tears fall this time landing on his face. I regret not getting here earlier. What had caused this much pain? I wiped away his and my own tears off of his face.
He eyebrows were knitted together as if he was still in pain in his own sleep. "It'll be okay Jake, I promise everything will get better." I started to whisper to him. I knew he couldn't hear me, but that didn't mean I wasn't going to stop comforting him. Somehow, I think he heard my words as his eyebrows started to relax, so I kept whispering comforting things in his ear.
I'm sorry I didn't get here sooner Jake. "I'm not going anywhere Jake, you hear me? I'm staying by you all the way; you're not going to go through this alone. I won't allow it. We're in this together from now on, okay?" I cried more as I kept talking to him.
I wouldn't leave my sun alone; I was sticking with him through all of this, all the way. I'll be damned if someone tries to tell me otherwise! No one was going to separate me from my sun. I'd like to see them try.
"Bella."
I was drawn out of my thoughts as I heard him whimper my name. I looked down to see if he finally woke, but he was calling me in his sleep. "I'm here Jake, don't worry I'm not going anywhere. I'm right here with you, you're not alone. I'm not leaving you. I'm always going to be here. No matter what." No one was going to tear me away from Jacob Black.
It was then that I realized that Jacob needed me just as much as I needed him. I couldn't bare the thought of being without him. It hurt too much, he was my own personal sun. I couldn't leave him even if I tried, it would hurt me just as much when he left.
I looked up at the time to confirm it. 4:19 am, I looked to remember it. It was the moment I knew Jake was more important to me than he was. It was the moment that I realized that he wasn't as important as Jake was.
I saw Jacob's eyes flutter open and look into mine. Barely any noticeable traces of pain as he really looked into mine.
It was in that very same moment I realized. I no longer ached for him to come back. I longer cared if he did come back. I no longer cared for Edward Cullen.
