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Chapter One – Blood Suits Only Me, Not You

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Black.

I couldn't see anything other than that color. Not even red, the color I liked in the end because of him. Before meeting him, I hated that mere color. That color stripped me of my beloved brother, Nozomu. He was not mine in the end, I was quite saddened. I didn't want him to know that I don't have even a blood relative, just like him. But in the end, he did.

I want to sleep for eternity. I couldn't care less of this world not meant for me. If I were to be born again, I would like to live in a world where wars are obsolete… and him to be with me. That would be too much to ask of because he hates me.

I tried to open my eyes. My eyes stayed shut. I am dead… what's the use of trying to rejuvenate? No one will wait for me there. If I go to the other side, at least Nii-sama would be with me… maybe the souls that I met during my journey… maybe even Kyoshiro's…

"Wake up, bitch!"

Why?

Why?

"You're not gonna die! I will kill you if you do!"

Leave me alone… Kyo… leave me!

"C'mon! Wake up, you bitch!"

I am forever alone in this world. I don't want to wake up… Kyo… you will never show up… never show up…

I felt something pressed against my lips… so soft… intriguing. It might just be my imagination. Why does it take so long to die? Maybe… if it was Kyo who killed me… I would've died instantly, just like what he likes when he killed all those innocent or maybe guilty lives… I wonder just how many families had he destroyed. He was a heartless man after all… he was just a puppet… a killer puppet. Having strings to move his actions. Nothing for himself. Even his heart doesn't work… Kyo, you are a worthless… worthless man.

"C'mon, live!"

A breath of life entered me, wanting me to wake up. Another one joined after. More came. I tried to resist it. I don't want to live…

"Woman… please…"

Please?

You must be losing your touch, Onime no Kyo… where did you hide away? This world is so confusing… Kyo… you confuse me more than I'm ever confused by myself. Why did I even follow you if it's just for money? I could've easily collected that million ryo myself without having to kill you…

"Yuya… I beg you…"

My inner eyes shot opened. I saw myself, without even a thread on me, looking through a glass. Kyo was breathing life back into me, his sleeves bloodied by my blood. His face was concerned. He, Onime no Kyo was concerned for a mere girl like me.

I tried to push my heavy arms, to shove him away from me. It moved a little, but not much to push him away. Bad thing to do, now; he thinks I want to live…

"Good! C'mon, if you give up, I'll kill you!"

Stupid jerk. I don't want to live. I just want to die… let me be for the last time, Kyo! Let me die, you bastard…

He forced more life into me, I couldn't stop him. He kept forcing and ventilating air inside me. Something burned in me at the thought of him trying to save a life. Kyo is a human after all… he is trying his best to prove it.

"L… lea… leave… me…"

"What?" he stopped when he felt a soft breath on his cheeks. He looked at me for a moment before he tried to continue.

"K-Kyo… if… you won't… let me be… just… this once… I… wi… will haunt you… fo… forever…" I barely managed to murmur it out.

His eyes widened. "Do you want to die…?"

I opened my eyes. "I wanted to…" I blurted out.

"Why?" again, that concerned face made me feel so safer than I ever did before this.

"Because… I… I love you…" and it's wrong, I said to myself.

Kyo sighed. "So?" he asked me.

"It's… it's wrong…" I said and I coughed out blood.

"It's not wrong… everyone has their own… feelings. Even me." Kyo wiped the blood away with his hand. "And blood does not suit you… it only suits me."

"I don't know what you are talking about…" I knew what he meant but I had to deny that he was right.

"Yuya… live."

My eyes focused on him. My vision was getting blurry. My hand reached out to him…

"Ky-"

THUD.

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Kyo… I want to live.

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A/N: I'm sorry if I disappointed you guys on this chapter but… bear in mind that I LOVE YUYA! Don't say that I hate her. Review. There's still more to come. (Sobs) Yuya-nee…