So new chapter up!! Also Bella hasn't been seeing Jacob like in NEW MOON. Well not yet anyways…

Chapter1 : The Call

"Bella I really think you should go out, you know have a little fun, I mean you're only 18 once right?"

Apparently Charlie still hadn't given up on me as I thought he had, as I had hoped he had. Didn't he see that it was useless? I was nothing with him gone especially knowing that he didn't love me anymore. I gulped.

It was now the beginning of January, three months since he left.

I decided to get out of the house, from Charlie's nagging. It was raining outside (big shocker there!) so I got off the sofa and reached for my rain coat.

"Where are you going?" Charlie asked. I noticed his face had hope that I finally listened to him and wanted to go out with my friends.

"I think you're right, so im going to hang out with Angela." I lied. I've never been a good liar so I was surprised he believed me. Charlie's face automatically lit up and you could notice the pride he had for finally making his daughter go out with her friends and stop sulking.

I grabbed the keys to my beloved Chevy. I loved my truck even though it was loud and not very fast according to other people coughEdwardcough, but I ignored all this. I got into the truck without falling to my surprise. The engine roared to life as I stuck the key into the ignition. I had to get away from my house and fast. I drove without looking back not knowing where I was going.

I decided to listen to some music as a distraction, with the radio that the Cullens *flinch* had given me for my 18th B-Day. I tuned to some rock station and blasted it full volume so I wouldn't have to think. After a while of driving, to my utter shock, I realized that I wasn't in Forks anymore.

WOW for how long have I been driving?

I looked at the clock. I've only been driving for half an hour so I must be close to Port Angeles. The very thought of the place reminded me of him and how he saved me in his stupid shiny Volvo. I sighed.

I was now entering Port Angeles. I parked in an alley behind a store where I was out of view. So what now? I laid on my side across the passenger and driver seat , curled up in a ball getting ready to cry. But there where no tears falling, I realized that I was calm for the first time in months.

I felt safer in my truck than at home, much more relaxed.

Maybe its cause the truck is the one thing that I actually own, I mean my room is part of Charlie's house, the house belongs to him, whereas this truck belongs to me.

That made perfect sense.

I felt safe and warm there and before I knew it I drifted off into a dreamless sleep. I hadn't been able to sleep like this in the longest time (not even in my own bed) and I realized that this truck was now my own personal sanctuary. but of course that still didn't make the hole in my chest go away, but it made the pain more bearable.

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I woke up to the sound of my cell phone ringing but not before noticing the time. Shit ! It was 10:00 pm I had slept for 8 whole hours!

Maybe it was my body catching up to me for my lack of sleep.

I was snapped out my reverie once I realized that my cell phone was still ringing. I opened it up to the voice of a very worried Charlie.

"Hello? Dad?"

"Bella! Bella! ?"

"Calm down! calm down! Um sorry I didn't call… but um I decided to sleepover at Angela's, her mom already said I could stay the night, if that's ok with you?" I lied again.

He sighed obviously relieved that I was ok. "Of course you can sleep over, but next time call me first!"

"yes dad, sorry, I forgot"

"At least you're ok, I was so worried that something happened to you and next time don't you forget!"

"Kay dad, Bye"

"Bye Bells take care of -----------------" The line went dead.

"umm dad you there?" "Hello? Dad, can you hear me? Dad…"

Oh well! I thought as I closed the cell phone.

I guess now I had to sleep in the Chevy, which didn't bother me at all, considering that I just woke up from the best 8 hour sleep that I had had in months. I decided to drive back to Forks the next day since it was already very dark. I started getting comfortable to go to sleep.

I was drifting off when all of the sudden a thought popped into my head:

Ahh, I miss when Edward's arms used to hold me and how he used to sing me to sleep.

SHUT UP Bella! Stop thinking about him!

But he smelled so good and he was so ------

I said shut it ! And stop thinking about him! He LEFT you! He didn't and doesn't love you! You're not good enough for him! You're just human!

GREEEAAAT! Now I was having arguments with my self in my head… I was sooo loosing it.

Ugh. Its official I, Isabella Marie Swan am becoming insane. Great! Just what I needed!

I was snapped out of my delusional state once again by my cell phone.

"Hello?" I answered

Silence….

"Helloooo? Anybody there? Who called?"

Silence (again)…..

Ugh! I was frustrated by now. who called me and why don't they talk?

"Im watching youuu!!!" said a very creepy feminine voice from the other side of the line.

"Um who are you and what do you mean by 'im watching you?'" I was seriously freaked out now.

"I know you Isabella Marie Swan and Im watching you, everything you do, everywhere you go, in fact im watching you right now" said the creepy female voice from the phone.

"you w-w-what? You're w-wa-tchin-g me-e? wh-oo ar-e y-you and h-h-ow do y-you kno-w m-my nam-e?" I stuttered.

OMG someone was stalking me and was watching me right NOW!

I was so scared I almost peed my pants!

I frantically looked around the alley but saw no one. I gulped. That just made me more hands were shaking, but my cell phone was still in my hand and against my ear.

"h-hello?" I whispered into the phone to see if the person was still there.

Silence….. and then laughter?

Wait the creepy stalker person on the phone was… laughing but why?

"HAHAHAHAHA OMG I got you good Bella!"

Then I realized what was going on. It was a prank. the stalker thing was a prank, but who was pranking me? Who was on the other side of the phone?

"Yeah really funny" I said sarcastically. "Who are you any ways and what do you want?" I snapped. I was really irritated and quite embarrassed. (I was always in a bad mood now a days)

"Aww that hurt! Don't yell at me like that and don't you recognize who I am? I mean its been only a year and you've forgotten me already? Im really hurt!"

After long minutes of hard thinking I sighed and was about to give up when it came to me,

"Charlotte? Is that you?" of course how hadn't I recognized her voice?

"well duh! About time you figured it out!"

Charlotte: my best friend from Phoenix since when I was 14 (when I first moved in with my mom), she was like a sister to me...but also... one of my darkest secrets…

Charlotte was my ex-girlfriend

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"But how could Charlotte be my ex-girlfriend?" you may ask. Simple. I Isabella Marie Swan was and am Bisexual. And so is Charlotte.

Nobody knew about us back in Pheonix and by nobody I mean Renee and Charlie. Of course we never told them. They would so freaked out if they found out I liked girls as well as boys, especially Renee. Charlotte's parents already knew about her orintation and they didnt take it very well, so thats why I never told mine. I was afraid. I'm a coward. Charlotte is quite a sweet person, unless you get on her bad side of course. Shes' very caring too. Even though she came from a rough background: her dad left when she was 13, her brother was quite mean to her sometimes, and her mother was a druggie.

We cared about each other, we were unseperable, we LOVED each other. Until I left Phoenix for Forks that is, I abandoned her, just like Edward did to me. I suddenly felt guilty, now I knew how she felt and all the pain I had caused her. She was the main reason I hated Forks so much, not because of the wheather but because she wasnt here. I miss her. I could use her right now, have her company, now THAT would help. I was desperate, I needed someone, someone to make me forget him. I needed Charlotte.

But shes in Phoenix...

"I missed you Charlotte"

"Missed you too, Bella"

"Soo... how's school in Pheonix?"

"oh,um, i kinda dropped out"

"why? when?"

"Um last year cause,, well I was going to fail anyways, and then I thought 'whats the point of going to school?' so, I dropped out"

"Um, so youre not busy?"

"nope" she said popping the 'p'.

"Then how would you feel about driving up to little Forks, Washington to pay your ex-girlfriend a visit?'"

I can almost feel her grinning from the other side of the phone. "Sounds Great I really missed you."

"Same Here." I replied.

"So um why?"

"Excuse me?" What does she mean by 'why'? Is she asking Why did I ask her to come visit me?

"ok, ill tell you."

I told her about Edward, the Cullens, James, how they left me, broken, and how I needed her to be here with me. At first I was hesitant to tell her about how they were vampires, but its Charlotte we´re talking about, and I knew I could trust her. She believed me too, she didn´t tell me that I was crazy and that vampires didnt exist. She believed me, she trusted me.

"Ok then i'll be there in a few "

"Bye, I'll be waiting!" I said with a big smile on my face as I hung up.

wait?!! a smile? i'm smiling? WOW I hadn't felt like this since September, I was..... happy.

But it all ended all to soon when I was brought back to reality and back to my miserable thoughts of Edward. Even though Charlotte was coming I still missed Edward. Charlotte would help, but of course I knew perfectly well that the hole in my chest would still be there.

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